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Hi guys I'm new to bluelight but not forums...fyi.

I'd like to get some opinions here.

I'm a girl, and not too girly to begin with, not brushed hair scrubby mature and responsible (yet I fiend to get high daily)

When i'm high I don't give any damns. My room ends up smelling worse than it did every week that continues.
I dress like a boy and acquire a fast, surfer dude voice and slouch and act like a guy....when I'm high. I pick my nose and grunt when I shit.

I'm a hot girl and the boy I love more than energy alone sees my girly side, yet we're 93w53895345 miles away and talk on computer. When I'm high and talk on i.m I give one word responses in fear of..something I wouldn't care about if we were high together in person. Long long story about how I became shy and awkward (ex bf)
the boy I love loves me too...we dated before and have been in a sticky situation for more than 3 years..

So anyways...any one have any thoughts on this? If you cared to read?

More so I just need someONE to read this and just listen....I'm too lonely
 
Smoke less, or make an effort to remind yourself? It's not that hard to be a high-functioning (pardon the pun) marijuana user. Just use some willpower instead of smoking spliffs on the couch all day.
 
well yeah the thing is i have no friends where i moved to, i have to stay home with my brother throughout the week and i haven't started college so right now in my sedative lazy state is what i need advice with...i know i have to straighten up that's not the problem
 
Then what is the problem? You are aware you have things you need to take care of but you are putting it off?

I don't understand your problem. If you don't respond well to social environments while high don't smoke when you are going to be social. It's a drug, it has side effects. You could try raising your tolerance and working on mental control, it's really not all that tough.

Sounds like you should head over to SLR forums instead of CD if you are just trying to get people to listen to you and respond, but it sounds like you've got a negative attitude towards this situation.

FYI - we don't need to know you are "a hot girl" or "a girl" or what you hair looks like or any of that shit. Nobody says stuff like that unless they are just looking for attention and this isn't the right forum to do that in.
 
This has little to do with Cannabis Discussion, and I think you should try starting a thread over in Sex Love and Relationships. I don't think "acting like a girl" or "acting like a guy" is defined by being messy, slouchy, or grunting. I'm a female as well, and as chainer3k already said --- we don't need the descriptive information of how hot you are, we are all here anonymously behind a keyboard to talk about our problems and to help solve them, looks mean very little. Closed.
 
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