suessmayr
Bluelighter
I agree, they are horrible. Worst drug to be addicted to easily. I won't go back on them (not yet at least) because they do fuck your moods up (among other things) but I just can't the benzo depression and distorted obsessive thinking and mood swings. How long did it take you to recover?
Although I was on many different benzos at extreme doses for at least a year, my recovery was not a horror story. I had maybe three days of intense paranoia, sweating and RLS, but after the taper I was able to get back to things pretty quickly.
This was before I discovered opiates and although I was physically dependent, I was not yet an 'addict'. This was huge. It meant that I was not constantly ruminating on my feelings or thinking about what I could/should do to feel better. I was just a normal kid with a physical dependency.
So don't underestimate the strength of thought. I was not expecting to feel shit for weeks, and I literally just didn't. I did my best to exercise and stay positive, and it worked.
S