I absolutely havent, but this seems like the book to read. Those quotes alone.
I think the one i read was called "___in the woods" or similar.
I hate stealing things these days. Really need to fix that. Addictions to info Die Hard
Steal is the wrong term I think.
Stealing is essentially unless in fair game, competition, sport or intent, naughty, wrong.
Defamation can be the result of an actual steal.
To steal "away" for one or others, but not for all and any according to the true greater good and honest decree of the mind.
To borrow is more accurate I feel here.
Nicola Tesla said... "It doesn't matter that they stole my idea. It matters that they didn't have any of their own."
Or something much like that. So that was stealing and it was a crime because they took important and powerful information and discoveries and technology and conceal it for their own secret insideous goods to use against the masses as a weapon of control like everything else they steal and hide away.
So I actually don't ever steal anything I realise.
I select things, use, intinerate or intinerise lol if neither exists yet I'm calling one my new word for the day, gotta pick one ofc haven't thought it through for a sec, but only because I need to see what's actually in the dictionary first.
But it's never just a copy.
Syd Barrett stole. That was his business. Chapter 24 - The I Ching.
He took in, absorbed, then expressed post/mid assimilation. There's no crime in it.
Keeping honest is all I think. There lies innocence for me, mostly. Whichever crime or sin we are still engaged in.
Better this a.m. Like a -9 day after -39 C blizzard conditions better.
But I'm taking it.
I do want to read that too, once I can rest in some comfort.
Because those first pages blew my mind. I can directly relate to the description of proactive LSD use to steer the imagination and analytical thinking, puzzle solving, and especially the staring into matter line.
I'm no mastermind or genius or anybody, and no nobel prizes, but this is exactly what I do, why and how I have been using LSD.
Just drank strong black coffee, 8.25 am, is vital daily for bowel loosening, which is nowhere near as required today, but still enough to keep me from actually getting to sleep.
My nerves though, physically are shredded to fuck from November's second long Covid.
My mum had it same time, with me. The acute flu like illness of it was especially bad for us both, knocked us both down a lot.
But my mum doesn't have any trace of Covid now. Nor any sign of physical nerve damage.
And she did have long Covid with me too, from September 2020. It was in her nervous system, eventually cleared by mid 2022.
But did not inflict any damage on the nerves.
I have very severe damage myself directly from it, due to my NS and constitution, previous long Covid was still occupying NS too, and the injuries and trauma really open the doorway for the invader to attack and sabotage.
It was from November too that I lost my mental coping ability, stopped being able to handle the LSD, never felt so crazy, anxious and disturbed, ever since.
It's killed me. I still stand. I hope to heal. In time. Body first. Some ways to go, but if I just pass the Covid fuelled haemorrhoids now, there should be path.
Then it's just time, resource, opportunity, will, fortune and fate.
Oh that's it, the excerpt above. Language. LSD. As a tool to really tap into the infinity of expression.
I love language, words and LSD has been such a boon for me endlessly developing my own way of expressing. Tongue or pen, but tongue is the breeze, the paper is really the practise, the mind is what matters most.
Not even the outward influence there I see too for me personally.
I am seemingly very very outward. Like Barrett there I guess.
But it is outward, from within, as everything is channelled within, through, and from me.
Right. Have a chance today to not hang on a rack in hell. I'm not atm. But no Barbados sun lounging. Still above regular extremes to manage, bodily.
And my nervous state, I don't have words for it. I don't do horror. It's not healthy. Only as far as is necessary, then closure, healing, other way.
People who choose to watch horror movies, imagine it's a thrill.
No disrespect to those, many would be friends of mine.
But this is such I misguided past time and unhealthy pursuit for the spirit and mind and soul.
I'm not saying it has to be all Teletubbies but we should be able to have healthy entertainment with intellect and story and plot and fascination without any unnecessary horror.
But they turn the spotlight full on to that horror and convince the masses it's all the "Ra"ge lol. Which in my honest opinion it probably actually is!