post some pop!

@blue kringle I found this. I wanna read this. I reckon you will.

I'm not capable yet though. Too strained and distracted.

But it confirms my assumption, what I have glanced across.

Barrett was indeed self informed about LSD well in advance,

As per Leary's guidance and theology.

500 mics is where the real experience is at, claimed Leary, with 250 still being full.

So I expect Barrett made concerted attempts to proactively and mindfully explore the boundaries of his consciousness with his LSD dosing.

Unlike Lennon who was like the deer in LSD's headlights.

And it was a random search I did looking for Ra and Floyd links. I'm confident Waters, Gilmour, etc were directly serving and channeling the parasitic Ra. The all seeing eye paraded.



books.google.co.uk

Syd Barrett & Pink Floyd

Syd Barrett was an English composer and purveyor of some of the most intriguing music ever written. Famous before his twentieth birthday, Barrett led the charge of psychedelia onstage at London's famed UFO club. With a Fender Telecaster and a primitive Binson echo unit, Barrett liberated the...
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AutoTripper said:
Hi. I know not of these things, matters, histories, identities, objects that you refer to here.

I confess to being terribly unschooled. I never read anything growing up, through school, college, university.

Literally the bare minimum, and rarely voluntary. No internet use until 2005 really, save for a light occasional scratch of the surface during degree years, but the internet wasn't at all required for my degree or study.

No mobile until 2005 too. Free roamer. So I read practically nothing for 25 years, like 0.01% of most up and coming schoolers.

I did read the Beano though lol.

I have hundreds dating back to when the comic sold for 2D, before even the English Penny.

As child, best friends we loved the weekly Beanos.

I never got into the Dandy. But I would if I did it all again, I like how Desperate Dan lives.

Happy, big, strong, comfortable. Always eating pies.

But I always recognised who has the best of the best. The greatest superbero IMO.

Makes Neo look like an amoeba.

Billy Whizz. He cannot lose. He doesn't even need the superpower of pausing time.
He's invincible. Can avhieve, do, anything in a split second.

So I did eventually turn my nose into a few books and websites, from 2006 and Lyme. It was vital to study, research, uncover and learn, in order to make sense, survive and heal.

Loads of food diet & nutritional stuff intially. I learnt a few things.

But until then, I remember that I had this belief or feeling that I was somehow preserving my own individuality by not reading everything everybody else was saying and reciprocating and having it impress upon my imagination.

I remember speaking with a friendly builder when working on a building site 21 years ago and he found my attitude strange here and insisted that there was so much to be gained from reading books while I presented my case that I am preserving my own unique thought processes and imagination.

I can actually see it from both angles now and I do genuinely feel that by having taken that path I developed in a different way more freely mentally without blocking the possibility to learn later on in life.

So you say I really am actually very uneducated.
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Let me say, my knowledge is not exactly broad or deep, just scavenge in the midnight. Midnight snacks :>

Im glad you bring that up..made me think "well thankfully there are all these other gardens/fields/planes that we're learning, evolve or get informed by while human.

Beano!! I dont think i ever read or saw one!! But def heard it referenced a lot growing up. Dunno where, but it was prevalent, "ah this is some kinda popular'

(What's the Dandy?)

Simplicity & grounding is prob more important to cultivate intelligence. Id say it depends on neuro-type too. Words like educated/uneducated...im skeptical what the hell that even means. George Bush president ha.
I just have an information fetish in some subjects, which is great when balanced but chaotic & silly otherwise.
 
Mr. Krinkle said:


the anti-pop :rockon:
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I saw Darvocet21 or yourself mention Primus recently. Havent heard them for 20 years. I get the feeling this is a real grower. By the end i was getting in sync def. Will be listening to this again..

Love the pic btw "they changed our name at ellis island from Batts to Leonardo and then to Leotardo. Thats my fuckin legacy!
 
blue kringle said:
Let me say, my knowledge is not exactly broad or deep, just scavenge in the midnight. Midnight snacks :>

Im glad you bring that up..made me think "well thankfully there are all these other gardens/fields/planes that we're learning, evolve or get informed by while human.

Beano!! I dont think i ever read or saw one!! But def heard it referenced a lot growing up. Dunno where, but it was prevalent, "ah this is some kinda popular'

(What's the Dandy?)

Simplicity & grounding is prob more important to cultivate intelligence. Id say it depends on neuro-type too. Words like educated/uneducated...im skeptical what the hell that even means. George Bush president ha.
I just have an information fetish in some subjects, which is great when balanced but chaotic & silly otherwise.
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Yes you keep yourself fully humble and modest with your studious interests over time.

Curiosity to see, renew angle on things. Edge towards truth or worth. That's a good trait. I could learn so much from what you have learnt.

But I'm just not fit for much of a classroom now. I need something else. Because I feel totally like little Frodo at present.

He made the journey, made it home. But there was no cure then for the PTSD.

When eventually there is seemingly no possible way to actually break the association with pain, like all things, everything conscious, memorable, perceptible, sensory.

The good things, funny things, people, music you like, etc.

And the rest. I use everything I can to keep focus, remember purpose. Stay motivated.

But like I say, associating pain with the good things in life, can work but also backfire especially when the exercise continues so long, nothing before it seems to be real or matter.

And then, every single thought, sound, sight, memory, idea springs to mind, is associated with the pain and trauma.

I still have not reached a chance though, 2022 yet, to simply rest. Relax. Take a breath.

Choose to do sonething. Coping measures fully exhausted every direction.

Mind fully exhausted. Reluctant as hell to move any muscles.

Almost, almost at shore.

Like now, 4 weeks ago, easy sailing. It's really too little too late though. For now.

So no way can trauma be melted down just yet. Safe ground first. Who knows, it might turn out alright.

I stopped believing this though, even if I still expect it. I have again pulled some spectacular rabbit out of a hat today as I did yesterday and the day before and before that each one an entirely different shape to the reality.

It takes it all and more though. Midday and done. Time doesn't pass. To spend one hour in any way is such a task. To circle the clock.

Man have I grown desperate to know ease of living again. Just in the endurable and manageable category will be nice but I aim for more. I may get it.
 
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Mr. Krinkle said:
we need a soundtrack music thread :rockon:
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I actually posted this elsewhere days ago. This was class vs today's don't know how to describe them cartoons. More like freak shows. But we know what that's all about lol.

At least we had some decent entertainment and music to go with our early life predictive programming. I bet you know this one, as Fraggle Rock wasn't lost on you.

 
I preferred this one with my after school crisp sandwhich.

These were the days before Thundercats, He-Man, Transformers, M.A.S.K. , Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles etc

 
AutoTripper said:
@blue kringle I found this. I wanna read this. I reckon you will.

I'm not capable yet though. Too strained and distracted.

But it confirms my assumption, what I have glanced across.

Barrett was indeed self informed about LSD well in advance,

As per Leary's guidance and theology.

500 mics is where the real experience is at, claimed Leary, with 250 still being full.

So I expect Barrett made concerted attempts to proactively and mindfully explore the boundaries of his consciousness with his LSD dosing.

Unlike Lennon who was like the deer in LSD's headlights.

And it was a random search I did looking for Ra and Floyd links. I'm confident Waters, Gilmour, etc were directly serving and channeling the parasitic Ra. The all seeing eye paraded.



books.google.co.uk

Syd Barrett & Pink Floyd

Syd Barrett was an English composer and purveyor of some of the most intriguing music ever written. Famous before his twentieth birthday, Barrett led the charge of psychedelia onstage at London's famed UFO club. With a Fender Telecaster and a primitive Binson echo unit, Barrett liberated the...
books.google.co.uk
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Its embarrassing but i think i got a copy recently and probably forgot it was there. Since you re-fired my interest in Syd...the biography i had read ages ago wasnt that great. Yep let me forage rn. Close one 0i!;)
 
blue kringle said:
Its embarrassing but i think i got a copy recently and probably forgot it was there. Since you re-fired my interest in Syd...the biography i had read ages ago wasnt that great. Yep let me forage rn. Close one 0i!;)
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Yes I actually read that Biography about 2006 it was, learning to live tee totally after a decade of psychedelic obliteration, and I found the book so disappointing and untelling overall.

I've only skimmed over that except I linked, but it's way more interesting.

I need energy and comfort first though, so I kept the page open both for this and I thought it may interest you too,
 
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