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roland salvatore....bout 35 yrs old...was avery good dude peaceful hippy type. he was shot in the neck with a muzzle loader after a dispute that im pretty sure had somethi g to do with his ex stealing a large amount of hash....
anyways e all miss him so much and this town and this orld will miss out on him not being here so much....he was loved my so many, but all it takes is to be dislike by one...i will get a pic up later i have lots

love you Roland RIP
 
I find myself lurking around this forum just thinking about all the lives lost and it makes me question myself a lot....why am I still using drugs... I get upset when reading this thread, it's hard to see how many people have died. I almost lost another friend just this week from drugs and luckily the ambulance got to her in time. I don't know if I can handle another death of a closed one... I still am not handling the death of my boyfriend well...I find myself dwelling on the fact he's gone and I can't accept that. It's hard to do that. Maybe in time I will. Sorry to hear about your losses though and my prayers are with you all. Stay strong.
 
I got clean almost 5 years ago, if I didn't I would have surely been one of the persons on this page. My heart goes out to all of the friends and families that have lost loved ones. We need to keep reminding ourselves too, that it is not just the addicted that death can afflict. It could be that one time you havent partied in years and you go to far, or you get bad stuff, or where or who you get it from isnt the safest place for you to be. Please think about these things before you spontaneously think about getting fucked up.

RIP all those who have fallen <3
 
one of my close girlfriends passed away from an overdose yesterday morning.
Words cant describe the feeling that I'm feeling right now. :(
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RIP Jeannie S.
August 28, 1987 - July 27, 2011
love ya sweet baby girl,<3
 
It's always a fucking opiate isn't it. God damn it.
 
I am sobbing.
Sister-long time heroin & methadone addict & alcoholic (lots of pills too)--Hep C-49 years
Sis-In-Law-Suspicious circumstances but no $$ for investigation-supposed suicide on Zoloft (5 of them in her stomach; undissolved). Recovering crack addict, diet pills & alcoholic-37 years

RIP my Sissys--I love & miss you--RIP
 
Christina McQuade, (Nina), 21. Died of an accidental heroin overdose on 23 August 2009. I've never had a better friend, and I'll never forget all of the ridiculous things we did together, or the bars we frequented when we were both underage drinkers. Love that girl with all my heart.

She used to try to drag me to church every Sunday morning and for a while, I was going with her... until that one Sunday morning that she didn't call. :(
 
Damn.. I don't even have a picture of my boy anymore. This is all I have left...

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You died so young leaving your little baby girl behind..

I miss you man. The fucked up thing is that out of the whole clique we ran with I'm the last one left alive. I'm sober now, but why did I have to watch so many friends die to get here?
 
^ Damn bro. Not even 17 years old. How sad :(

You had to watch them die so you could survive. It's fucked up but I'm sure you've taken some lessons from it. I know I have. Sometimes we have to see people die so it won't be us. If you had died it would have been somebody else in your clique, alive, and taking the lessons from it. Just fucked up it happens so young.

My deepest condolences. :(
 
albastrux said:
Christina McQuade, (Nina), 21. Died of an accidental heroin overdose on 23 August 2009. I've never had a better friend, and I'll never forget all of the ridiculous things we did together, or the bars we frequented when we were both underage drinkers. Love that girl with all my heart.

She used to try to drag me to church every Sunday morning and for a while, I was going with her... until that one Sunday morning that she didn't call. :(
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Nina McQuade. Too young... :(
 
I will try to post the pic later, but I have one that shows me, my husband Jon, our cat, and two friends Gabe and Sarah. I am the only one alive right now...
Jon died in the same car accident I survived...he wasn't on drugs, it wasn't even his fault BUT we were on our way to cop some dope so sometimes I feel if we had quit already like we always talked about, we wouldn't have been in the car on that road at that moment
Gabe-cocaine overdose
Sarah-speedball overdose

I know quite a few more, way way too many actually but this picture brought these people to the front of my mind...the cat died too, not drug related obviously but sometimes I think she just missed Jon so much she died of a broken heart...and sometimes I think I will too...It has been one year and I'm still here.
 
how??

any way to remember them is a good thing..if they died of drugs its prolly isnt a secret so its not like your disrespecting them by tellin a dark secret about them

ive known prolly 10-12 people who have dies from heroin..aside from a car crash and suicides which i dont count, heroin is the only way people i know have died..and not one of them died from snorting it, its all the needle...one even died the first time they ever used a needle afte ryears of script drug abuse and then snorting dope...another died the first time they hit themselves..they had someone else hit them up always and he found it to be a hassle cause to hit him up he would have to give his buddy a bag..i remember him complaining about this and offering to hit me up for free but finally he learned how to do it himself and the next day his buddy called lookin to chill with him and his mom picked up the phone and basically threatened to kill the friend cause she knows that he was the one her son did dope with and knows why he picks up her son everyday at 10am and how hes the one who shot him up/taught him how to do it because hes the only one of her sons friends with trackmarks and she told him shedidnt like him and how he wasnt allowed in the house and all this crazy shit

i know cause at the wake, she flipped on the kid when he showed up and i had to drag him away cause the mom was screaming at the kid at the wake and blaimed him...messed up part was her son is the one that was the big drug dealer who kind of introduced everyone to everything but you cant tell a mom that..his sister told me his mom found him with the needle in his arm still and i know he had narcan cause him and a few other people who use needles all got it, they thought they where being smart and cautious just in case since they used needles but its not anygood if no one else knows you have it or even knows how to use it
 
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