badfish45
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my dad died a couple years ago after a couple decades of abuse
Thats such a sweet picture
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Thats such a sweet picture
One of my favourite people ever, Sam, died of an overdose recently.
Sam. My wonderful friend. Can't bring myself to post a pic right now.
Sam was as hedonistic as I am, which is saying something.. but he introduced me to the concept of harm reduction and he was as careful as he was pleasure-seeking. He was also one of the kindest, smartest, funniest, loveliest people I know. I hate it that people will think I am just saying that because he died; I'm not, he really was. He worried over my drugs use and used to tell me to be careful - last chat we had he was asking me to watch myself. He looked after me when all my other friends moved away, and he was there for me when my boyfriend died. I'd not seen him in a year and I am kicking myself now, why did I let time drift by? I of all people know that time is finite and people can be taken from us at any minute
Sam I love you, I'm sorry I didn't come to see you, and I am so sorry things ended this way. Too fucking bright and too fucking young. I think about you every day and I hope we were all wrong about heaven. Say hi to Dave yeah? 
(pics to follow if family don't mind)
Sam. My wonderful friend. Can't bring myself to post a pic right now.
Sam was as hedonistic as I am, which is saying something.. but he introduced me to the concept of harm reduction and he was as careful as he was pleasure-seeking. He was also one of the kindest, smartest, funniest, loveliest people I know. I hate it that people will think I am just saying that because he died; I'm not, he really was. He worried over my drugs use and used to tell me to be careful - last chat we had he was asking me to watch myself. He looked after me when all my other friends moved away, and he was there for me when my boyfriend died. I'd not seen him in a year and I am kicking myself now, why did I let time drift by? I of all people know that time is finite and people can be taken from us at any minute
Sam I love you, I'm sorry I didn't come to see you, and I am so sorry things ended this way. Too fucking bright and too fucking young. I think about you every day and I hope we were all wrong about heaven. Say hi to Dave yeah?
(pics to follow if family don't mind)
Lysis
Bluelighter
I loved you Robert. This is EPiC from hack3r.com, my love, my life, my soulmate. Oxy + Ambien/Xanax (not sure which one, but we're sure it is one of them). Beautiful mind and beautiful person.
I hate coming to this forum. What a long time it has been, and even now I still cry like a baby. I'll never find anyone like this guy right here. He's an asshole for what he did.
stellablue
Bluelight Crew
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ahha3Cqe_fk
This one is for you Dana Wesson. I miss you everyday. 10-63,7-98. My husband.
This one is for you Dana Wesson. I miss you everyday. 10-63,7-98. My husband.
highasakyte12
Bluelighter
Rhett Franklin Butler.
http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/houstonchronicle/obituary.aspx?n=rhett-franklin-butler&pid=16484953
[AUGUST 28, 1987~JANUARY 24, 2006]
That final day, when you chose to spend your last day on earth with... me. You were popular, handsome, incredibly skilled, gifted and intelligent. And you chose me...why? In my mind we were associates at best, for I didn't have what it took to hang with you, yet you called me up to hang out on your final day. You planned it so well...And all the warning markers were there. The left-over slashes on the wrist. You sold all your valuables to fund our endeavors that day, and the only thing that registered in my mind was "Great, we can buy more drugs" What a FUCKING SELFISH FOOL I WAS.... and still am. You were so serene as I left you that night, coming off that MDMA and cocaine...I simply said "Hey bro, I'll see you tomorrow" You smiled,... and nodded. It didn't feel right leaving. But I wrote it off as coming down.
you even text-ed me asking for some weed to help you come down. My selfish stupid fucking ass was in bed and didnt respond, even though i read the message. "It's late, I'll see you tomorrow with that" i told myself. You then proceeded to use a large amount of diphenhydramine to get high and combat the comedown. Something you had learned from me.
You killed yourself that night. Your girlfriend found you hanging in the garage. The same garage I pass by in the neighborhood every single day. I miss you man... It should have been me in death's throws. You were incredibly more valuable to this world, to the human species, than my pathetic POS self will ever be.
You have the jump on us mortals Rhett. I miss you so much and I will see you soon.
http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/houstonchronicle/obituary.aspx?n=rhett-franklin-butler&pid=16484953
[AUGUST 28, 1987~JANUARY 24, 2006]
That final day, when you chose to spend your last day on earth with... me. You were popular, handsome, incredibly skilled, gifted and intelligent. And you chose me...why? In my mind we were associates at best, for I didn't have what it took to hang with you, yet you called me up to hang out on your final day. You planned it so well...And all the warning markers were there. The left-over slashes on the wrist. You sold all your valuables to fund our endeavors that day, and the only thing that registered in my mind was "Great, we can buy more drugs" What a FUCKING SELFISH FOOL I WAS.... and still am. You were so serene as I left you that night, coming off that MDMA and cocaine...I simply said "Hey bro, I'll see you tomorrow" You smiled,... and nodded. It didn't feel right leaving. But I wrote it off as coming down.
you even text-ed me asking for some weed to help you come down. My selfish stupid fucking ass was in bed and didnt respond, even though i read the message. "It's late, I'll see you tomorrow with that" i told myself. You then proceeded to use a large amount of diphenhydramine to get high and combat the comedown. Something you had learned from me.
You killed yourself that night. Your girlfriend found you hanging in the garage. The same garage I pass by in the neighborhood every single day. I miss you man... It should have been me in death's throws. You were incredibly more valuable to this world, to the human species, than my pathetic POS self will ever be.
You have the jump on us mortals Rhett. I miss you so much and I will see you soon.
stellablue
Bluelight Crew
^ My heart goes out to you.
So sorry to read through the losses of your friends and family.
This is Krysti. She passed away last December. She had just turned 26. The coroner found a shit ton of soma in her intestines. It was my first time having to deal with something like this. It also taught me to be much more careful with my using, and to be there for those who are using with me, in case they are in trouble.
This is Krysti. She passed away last December. She had just turned 26. The coroner found a shit ton of soma in her intestines. It was my first time having to deal with something like this. It also taught me to be much more careful with my using, and to be there for those who are using with me, in case they are in trouble.
Poppa Poppy
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Billy L. (My uncle) 1950 - 2005 Aged 55 - Died from an overdose of Klonopin & pain killers.
RIP
RIP
Lizard King 420
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damn, really makes me appreciate staying away from opiates
AminoAcid
Bluelighter
Ben C., my first boyfriend
02.21.2006
tramadol + effexor
I just want to warn people about this. Tramadol and Effexor are a DEADLY combo. I took the same as this guy did and ended up on life support. Heart and breathing stopped numerous times. Only survived by a miracle.
thrillipod
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Anomaly88
Bluelighter
Cassie, 23. Heroin OD
Kenzi, 20. Heroin OD
NSFW:
Kenzi, 20. Heroin OD
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Lysis
Bluelighter
I fucking hate this thread, but feel I need to look at it every once in a while.
Hugs to those people who lost someone. Never forget.
Hugs to those people who lost someone. Never forget.
BlueHues
Bluelighter
Yeah, I don't have pictures on hand, but it actually does bring a tear to my eye, even people I don't know, especially these young ones that had no idea what was coming....
RIP
And now, the asshole part:
Anyone posting pics of celebrities that died from drugs in this thread is so retarded, they should be killed themselves!
RIP
And now, the asshole part:
Anyone posting pics of celebrities that died from drugs in this thread is so retarded, they should be killed themselves!
OriginalCrazyone
Bluelighter
Christy C. Died 9/11/2012 unknown OD culmination of an abusive relationship. her abuser was arrested the day she died assaulting 2 other people and her charges were added to the list, so she may get some justice...
Jason C. Died 6/27/2008... He was given a "Hot Shot" by someone after being falsely accused of being a CI...
Last, but not least...
this one is a reminder that it doesn't have to be a drug taken for pleasure. One of my best friends, and a well loved contributer to the Bluelight community...
Thaddeus Wright, DJ Negative, Negativeismyname here on the boards, Died 12/23/2006, from an allergic reaction to an antibiotic he was given for strep throat. he took a dose and went to bed, and never woke up...So remember, even if it is a medicine not for recreation, if it is new, take it while awake and with someone around in case of adverse reaction...
RIP, my friends,
-OcO-
herbavore
Bluelight Crew
stellablue
Bluelight Crew
I fucking hate this thread, but feel I need to look at it every once in a while.
Hugs to those people who lost someone. Never forget.
^ I feel that same way. I still have to look, so I don't forget.
*Hugs to all*
xCONMANx
Greenlighter
Although I agree that some celebrities have glorified drugs etc... That is a very childish and immature thing to say...
Heart goes out to all that have lost love ones to drugs famous or not...