Rhett Franklin Butler.
http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/houstonchronicle/obituary.aspx?n=rhett-franklin-butler&pid=16484953
[AUGUST 28, 1987~JANUARY 24, 2006]
That final day, when you chose to spend your last day on earth with... me. You were popular, handsome, incredibly skilled, gifted and intelligent. And you chose me...why? In my mind we were associates at best, for I didn't have what it took to hang with you, yet you called me up to hang out on your final day. You planned it so well...And all the warning markers were there. The left-over slashes on the wrist. You sold all your valuables to fund our endeavors that day, and the only thing that registered in my mind was "Great, we can buy more drugs" What a FUCKING SELFISH FOOL I WAS.... and still am. You were so serene as I left you that night, coming off that MDMA and cocaine...I simply said "Hey bro, I'll see you tomorrow" You smiled,... and nodded. It didn't feel right leaving. But I wrote it off as coming down.
you even text-ed me asking for some weed to help you come down. My selfish stupid fucking ass was in bed and didnt respond, even though i read the message. "It's late, I'll see you tomorrow with that" i told myself. You then proceeded to use a large amount of diphenhydramine to get high and combat the comedown. Something you had learned from me.
You killed yourself that night. Your girlfriend found you hanging in the garage. The same garage I pass by in the neighborhood every single day. I miss you man... It should have been me in death's throws. You were incredibly more valuable to this world, to the human species, than my pathetic POS self will ever be.
You have the jump on us mortals Rhett. I miss you so much and I will see you soon.