whereismylife
Greenlighter
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Okay y'all.
It's nearly been two weeks since my last proper use of any full opioid agonists....
Ignoring a couple small slip ups a long the way, and some Kratom use.
And so despite all the slip ups and whatever, well today I actually mentally feel pretty okay.
One of my main concerns is the Kratom. I absolutely despise it and have to use a tonne of willpower not to vomit it up every time I take it since running out of gel caps. And yet I will still take it just to try and feel a bit better whether it works or not.
Two days ago I thought enough is enough I gotta get some kind of back up plan for this Kratom thing. So that might I took 0.1 mg Naltrexone, got some mild aches/stretches, took a bit of Xanax and passed out.
Last night I continued to 0.5 mg naltrexone. Much worse RLS comes back but again Xanax and I fall asleep, wake up super groggy.
This morning I take my last Dexedrine pill and a glass of coffee and man..mentally I feel kind of okay. Maybe even great.
But physically? Omg I am so god damn tired. Finally two nights full of sleep and I am so, so tired. My legs feel like they are made of concrete.
I guess I'm more bored than anything else. Which is probably the worst thing because y'all know what the devil does with them bored hands. You masterbate. Jk you get more drugs. Okay maybe both.
Okay anyway, does anyone have some advice to help me push through this next hurdle? I did take Kratom again today, only 5 grams so far and the day is half over. Hoping not to take any more until tonight where I'll up the naltrexone again to maybe 1.5 mg.
Thanks love you all
It's nearly been two weeks since my last proper use of any full opioid agonists....
Ignoring a couple small slip ups a long the way, and some Kratom use.
And so despite all the slip ups and whatever, well today I actually mentally feel pretty okay.
One of my main concerns is the Kratom. I absolutely despise it and have to use a tonne of willpower not to vomit it up every time I take it since running out of gel caps. And yet I will still take it just to try and feel a bit better whether it works or not.
Two days ago I thought enough is enough I gotta get some kind of back up plan for this Kratom thing. So that might I took 0.1 mg Naltrexone, got some mild aches/stretches, took a bit of Xanax and passed out.
Last night I continued to 0.5 mg naltrexone. Much worse RLS comes back but again Xanax and I fall asleep, wake up super groggy.
This morning I take my last Dexedrine pill and a glass of coffee and man..mentally I feel kind of okay. Maybe even great.
But physically? Omg I am so god damn tired. Finally two nights full of sleep and I am so, so tired. My legs feel like they are made of concrete.
I guess I'm more bored than anything else. Which is probably the worst thing because y'all know what the devil does with them bored hands. You masterbate. Jk you get more drugs. Okay maybe both.
Okay anyway, does anyone have some advice to help me push through this next hurdle? I did take Kratom again today, only 5 grams so far and the day is half over. Hoping not to take any more until tonight where I'll up the naltrexone again to maybe 1.5 mg.
Thanks love you all
