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Bluelighter
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so been doing quite a bit of MDMA recently, usually like half a gram of pure stuff every weekend for the past five weeks. I also had 2mg Etizolam Saturday morning.
these past two nights though, some weird ass shit has happened to me. Firstly, on Saturday night when I was at my mates house, when he turned the lights off downstairs I saw quite clearly this weird ass demon looking creature. It looked a bit like the pale man from Pans Labyrinth, it was sort of groping around blindly. I fucking shat myself, thought my mate had put on some stupid costume and was trying to fuck with me it was that vivid, but then I heard him upstairs. Turned the light on and it went. Thought 'that was fucking weird' then forgot about it and went to sleep.
last night however, after an etiz and two beers, I had some pretty intense nightmares about the said creature, including I think the first time I've ever had sleep paralysis ('woke up' and thought the creature was sat on me, couldn't move) then, I 'woke up' (I could have dreamed this though) and saw the creature again standing over my bed. It pointed at me and sort of looked malevolently at me. Again I felt frozen, I couldn't do or say anything, I just sort of prayed silently in my head and it went way.
In short- what the fuck is going on in my head haha, Is it cause I overdid it with the MDMA? or the etiz maybe? (I had 2mg on Saturday morning, then 1mg on Sunday night)
these past two nights though, some weird ass shit has happened to me. Firstly, on Saturday night when I was at my mates house, when he turned the lights off downstairs I saw quite clearly this weird ass demon looking creature. It looked a bit like the pale man from Pans Labyrinth, it was sort of groping around blindly. I fucking shat myself, thought my mate had put on some stupid costume and was trying to fuck with me it was that vivid, but then I heard him upstairs. Turned the light on and it went. Thought 'that was fucking weird' then forgot about it and went to sleep.
last night however, after an etiz and two beers, I had some pretty intense nightmares about the said creature, including I think the first time I've ever had sleep paralysis ('woke up' and thought the creature was sat on me, couldn't move) then, I 'woke up' (I could have dreamed this though) and saw the creature again standing over my bed. It pointed at me and sort of looked malevolently at me. Again I felt frozen, I couldn't do or say anything, I just sort of prayed silently in my head and it went way.
In short- what the fuck is going on in my head haha, Is it cause I overdid it with the MDMA? or the etiz maybe? (I had 2mg on Saturday morning, then 1mg on Sunday night)

I maintain that a wee benzo before bed can cure MDMA-induced sleep paralysis - I'm sure the anxiety of it happening makes it worse. Perhaps benzos cause it if you've been doing them a fair bit and suddenly stop?