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Post here if you need a bit of love

I need some love
I just don't want any
and I sure as fuck can't feel any
 
everyone needs some love i'm very lucky to have my son and father the love they give me is more than i need
 


I went to a buddhist zen center for a lecture this morning, the topic just happened to be about love - and at the end the monk pulled out a guitar and started singing this.
 
I really hate manic depression sometimes. One day I'm wired and the next I'm depressed, quiet and over-thinking everything. But maybe I have a reason to? I don't know, sometimes I really wish I could turn my brain off.
 
nuttynutskin said:
I really hate manic depression sometimes. One day I'm wired and the next I'm depressed, quiet and over-thinking everything. But maybe I have a reason to? I don't know, sometimes I really wish I could turn my brain off.
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I agree with this 110% nutty <3 PM me if you ever want to talk. Sending my love to you.
 
Sending some love on a Monday morning <3 I know Monday is a blah day usually but oh well :D
 
I could really use a little bit of love. Day 5 of suboxone wds, and it's actually alright. Gabapentin and the support of my friends and family is lucky. I know alot of people don't have that and I'm grateful that I do.
However, they still stress about it, I mean who wouldn't if their kid was hooked on pain killers, so I feel really bad for them. What I did to them. I never stole anything, just lied about what I was spending money on...which is stealing.
I had to drop out because my mother attempted suicide twice, one pill overdose, and the other too gruesome to say. She lived, and is doing ok. She's a bit like a zomebie but that's better than it was before.

Anyway, my life is chaos and I needed a little love. Sending love your way as well.
-FRF
 
deltakappamu said:
I really need some love.

Can anyone see this? Am I here? Am I real? Am I visible?
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I feel that way a lot. A feeling sort of like If I removed myself from the equation of life nothing would change. Not a suicidal "I want to kill myself" feeling but a feeling of nothing really matters and my presence won't be missed. May not be true, sure, but doesn't change the fact that I feel that way sometimes.


Anyway, I'm just keep on keeping on. Lovin you Delta! <3
 
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