I dunno i think Shambles 18mg a day of Bupe is a very strong contender. You'd feel a lot better on 18mg of bupe than 10mg oxy ? But because you get all those benzos too i think you would just edge it...
Coupla things... Firstly I'm on 12mg of bupe not 18mg per day. I could've had more cos they wanted me on more but opted for minimum at the time. Looks like it needs upping cos is not quite what I was looking for at the moment. I had the option of benzos but turned them down.
Thing is, am not looking for a dicksize script. Have had plenty of those. Not so much now but have had plenty and my dick is plenty big enough in any and all ways to make me lose lil sleep over who has the sexiest script at any given time. I could have more, I could have less. I
need somewhere in between. Not much more I need say really...
But Brimz' scripts have made me moist longtime. Maybe not on a literal level cos don't even like half the shit he gets. But he gets a lot and he gets
goooooooooooooood shit. Just not owt that gets me excited. I'm more than certain that goes both ways.
Is this a competitive thread? I really didn't think so. Am currently on just the 12mg of bupe per day. Finished less fun meds for now. I need to be upped a tad on the bupe. Probably to ~16mg. I doubt I'll find this especially exciting though. Is not the point. Am glad that is not the case. If I were getting excited about small differences in daily bupe meds I really would be back to Junkydom. It bothers me greatly to be back on bupe. Fact is, I have a chronic pain condition and opies are all that work for such things. If I
really kicked up a fuss I'm sure I could get oxy/fent. I just don't want 'em though. Fent cos I don't like it and oxy cos I do like it. Neither would work for me medicinally so I opted for what would. What does.
I get very little pleasure out of my bupe script cos I need it and rarely get the chance to abuse it. When I do get the chance is great. Bupe has always been one of my fave opies. I don't want a script to abuse though cos if I did I would abuse it and would still be in pain. Am no longer in pain. Given I have a congenital deformity which causes pain that is quite the relief. Is impossible to even try to explain to somebody who knows how it feels to not be in constant physical pain without strong opies. Can assure you though, that for those of us who haven't it's very welcome for what it is and for that alone. Am no longer in pain 24/7. I have been at all other times I was not abusing strong opies previously. Is a minor revelation to say the least
And that is all I have to get excited about re: my script. I give nary a shit about other strong opies cos I could (would) abuse those to the point they no longer work. Can't do that with this one but is still enough to remove pain. Is no competitive streak from me on script thread cos I want no other script.
There really isn't a recreational dose if you've been on it for a couple of weeks or more! Trust me!
And 4mg is the absolute cut-off point, not a 'good recreational dose'. You'll find that 2mg is plenty.
Unfortunately, it doesn't seem like it. Bupe is not really that much of a recreational opie, MDB. Even methadone is more 'fun' for most.
Horses for courses, bupe has always been one of my fave opies since I first tried it. Probably third on the list with heroin and oxy above it. And you're just plain wrong on there not being a recreational dose after being on it a couple weeks or more. Is very recreational at all times for me... as long as I've got a few mg extra for push as and when needed. The difference between my "maintenance" dose, my "enough to stop me from clucking" dose and my "recreational" dose is not all that much - few mg either way - and is easily achieved.
but if it's supertvised he can't take it recreationally where as i can do mine whenever i please
Hahahahahhahahahha! You are not seriously telling me you cannot conceive of how anybody can abuse their bupe script are you?!? Even on daily supervised?!? Is easily done. I could do more. I choose not to. Will be on weekly pick-up soon enough for it not to matter anyway. But as it stands, I live in the arse-end of nowhere. Pharmacist isn't even licensed to supervise daily so is only doing it as a favour to me. He's not there half the time anyway so get locums who give it as takeaway by default. Takeaway on weekends anyway. You know how easy it is to build up a stash even on daily pickup, I'm sure :D
Other than that, I give nary a shit. I genuinely want this script for legit pain needs. I don't wanna be in pain 24/7 anymore. Am getting old. This means I am no longer in pain. And means I can still enjoy getting poppy-fukked if I choose too... but only if I choose to. This is my perfect situation. Don't argue over who has the best script cos the answer is clear: I do cos is what I want. And if Brimz gets what he wants then is a draw plain and simple. No competition necessary. Horses. Courses
