i say this as you always say you quit easy i never will i can't
I do say that, yes. I know it's only cos I just happened to be ready to quit though. Certainly wasn't easy up until that point. The number of times I had to scuttle back from Wales to where I lived before doubled up in the back seat of the car with a hot water bottle over me kidney's... It's the only time gear made me puke, actually. Not from taking it but just from smelling it as it cooked up. Body was a tad keen to get at it, methinks 8)
I never thought I'd be able to quit gear - nor the rock for that matter - but I presume everybody who has quit felt the same. It's not like I spent all that tune thinking I could quit anytime and just didn't bother for 12 years. I was convinced I was in it for life. Then at some point I'd just had enough. Too many friends dead, too many court appearances, too many people chasing me up for one thing and another, just too much of too much. Had enough, wasn't enjoying any aspect of addict life any more, genuinely wanted to quit more than anything. That's what made it easy.
