Last Thursday, my bf came over because it was a long weekend and we were going out the next day. Only got 3 hrs of sleep as we were waking up early the next morning.
Friday - partied hard all day at this club (might have had some mdma in us)
Had a two hour nap Friday evening after some ghb ... the nap was INCREDIBLE ... then went BACK to the club to party some more
Friday night / Sat morning - was technically Saturday morning I suppose ... couldn't sleep at all ... got one hour of sleep ... it sucked
Saturday night ended up using 2c-i at a party and I actually had a really good time!
- so that seems like a fun weekend ... too much drugs but still fun
Saturday night, I slept for two hours. Sunday I didn't want to do anything but I had to go around with my bf to some stuff that he really wanted to go to. I wouldn't have minded if I didn't feel like crap. Between the heat, lack of sleep, lack of nutrition, and mdma hangover - I was feeling like shit! I ended up walking about 30 km that day too. Ugh.
Sunday night, I couldn't sleep again, only a couple hours.
Monday was brutal. I don't know how I made it through that day. Monday night I got about five hours of sleep.
Tuesday, I felt more refreshed after five hours of sleep. But by the end of the day, I was exhausted. Only a couple hours of sleep that night.
Okay, I know I have sleeping problems, but my doctor told me they aren't serious enough to be medicated.
I have done absolutely NOTHING of use this week because I haven't slept. Is this not ruining my life right now?
I ended up going to my parent's place today (Wednesday) because I needed a break. Just want to relax and hopefully get some sleep here.
Ugh ugh ugh... well this blog post is a mess... oh well, I just needed to vent
Friday - partied hard all day at this club (might have had some mdma in us)
Had a two hour nap Friday evening after some ghb ... the nap was INCREDIBLE ... then went BACK to the club to party some more
Friday night / Sat morning - was technically Saturday morning I suppose ... couldn't sleep at all ... got one hour of sleep ... it sucked
Saturday night ended up using 2c-i at a party and I actually had a really good time!
- so that seems like a fun weekend ... too much drugs but still fun
Saturday night, I slept for two hours. Sunday I didn't want to do anything but I had to go around with my bf to some stuff that he really wanted to go to. I wouldn't have minded if I didn't feel like crap. Between the heat, lack of sleep, lack of nutrition, and mdma hangover - I was feeling like shit! I ended up walking about 30 km that day too. Ugh.
Sunday night, I couldn't sleep again, only a couple hours.
Monday was brutal. I don't know how I made it through that day. Monday night I got about five hours of sleep.
Tuesday, I felt more refreshed after five hours of sleep. But by the end of the day, I was exhausted. Only a couple hours of sleep that night.
Okay, I know I have sleeping problems, but my doctor told me they aren't serious enough to be medicated.
I have done absolutely NOTHING of use this week because I haven't slept. Is this not ruining my life right now?
I ended up going to my parent's place today (Wednesday) because I needed a break. Just want to relax and hopefully get some sleep here.
Ugh ugh ugh... well this blog post is a mess... oh well, I just needed to vent