I love mdma ... but I should only use it once a month and I know this. In the past, I have used it more than once a month but I am *trying* to limit myself!
But I wish there was another club drug that actually worked for me.
I've tried other drugs but nothing is the same! Coke doesn't do much for me (I've tried it a couple times and I just haven't gotten much out of it). Ghb is only good if I take it with mdma. And ketamine is just not my thing ... I just don't like the effects. I've also tried some psychedelics but I can't do any of those in a "party" scene as I have ridiculous anxiety issues. I have tried two psychedelics at parties and, both times, I have gotten super anxious and I will just like sit in the corner the whole time, just scared of everything. I enjoy psychedelics but just outside in nature or something like that - and NOT with lots of people.
I know I have the option of going sober which I will likely be doing. I just love the culture and everything ... I dunno ... I wish I could find another club drug that would work for me!
But I wish there was another club drug that actually worked for me.
I've tried other drugs but nothing is the same! Coke doesn't do much for me (I've tried it a couple times and I just haven't gotten much out of it). Ghb is only good if I take it with mdma. And ketamine is just not my thing ... I just don't like the effects. I've also tried some psychedelics but I can't do any of those in a "party" scene as I have ridiculous anxiety issues. I have tried two psychedelics at parties and, both times, I have gotten super anxious and I will just like sit in the corner the whole time, just scared of everything. I enjoy psychedelics but just outside in nature or something like that - and NOT with lots of people.
I know I have the option of going sober which I will likely be doing. I just love the culture and everything ... I dunno ... I wish I could find another club drug that would work for me!

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