Clearest hallucinations ever
Hi Guys, I am an ex user of E from years gone by. Back about 6-7 years ago when I was in the scene, I didn't care if I lived or died... In fact I was basically killing myself but in the most fun way I could imagine, with drugs, drugs and more drugs.
To cut a long story short, I was taking massive doses of everything and I got right into E. Lucky for me, I befriended some people and started to party with them and it turned out they basically ran the Melbourne club drug scene. I had unlimited access to MDMA and it was always pure. ALWAYS. Something you don't see these days. Anyway as it turned out, I had such a great time on E and it made me so happy that I gained a new lease on life and started to care about myself again... Sounds stupid but it sorta saved my life. Had I gone on with my amphetamine use (Which funnily enough I was friends with the cooks for the bikie's and truckers so had unlimited access to pure all the time - Imagine a tiny, thin 1 cm line getting you peaking hard as for hours

I probably would not be here today, or at least my brain wouldn't be. I attribute my survival to getting pure drugs continuosly. But I digress.
When taking huge doses of MDMA the visuals are incredible, but it is very dangerous. I would only recommend it if you want to die and you probably will given todays quality. It has beaten everything I have ever hallucinated on, including LSD in large doses, hands down. I'm not talking squiggly lines and funny shapes either (This happened to me every week) this is real and you cannot tell the difference trust me. I will tell you about the first time I ever hallucinated fully on MDMA.
It was my 22nd birthday, and I had scored off my dealer, who on this night became a close friend of mine. We'd been out partying together before but this time it was just us.
He had some pure crystal MDMA and some californian splits. I got a ten pack of the splits and he shouted me 3 hits of the pure. This stuff was so clean you couldn't even tell you were on it really, unbelievable, but drop a pill with it and the rushes came on super strong. So I had 150mg (3 strong doses) and little bits over the night and munched 4 of my splits (very strong pills on their own) in about 3 hours (plus various others after this) while we went to the
[edit: please no venue names
] . Normally I would dance like fuck all night long but needless to say I was to munted to do anything, so I was chatting with these girls. I ended up hooking up with one and I was sitting against the wall and she was sitting in between my legs. I started to rush real hard and my legs were twitching uncontrollably (read jumping) she was laughing her head off and running her fingernails up and down my legs which only made things worse but felt great. Anyway, the girls left and I made arrangements to meet them at another club the next night, so off they go and my mate comes back and sits down with me. He had been doing the rounds and selling the californian splits about the club.
It was at this point that I saw something so strange and never to be repeated... There were about 20 people on the dance floor and only two were standing, trying to dance but hardly moving, there were probably 50-60 people in that room and EVERYONE was sitting down on the floor!! Even those on the dance floor! Gives you an indication of the strength of the splits that were doing the rounds..... Can you imagine an entire dance club where everyone is sitting cross legged on the floor? Cool sight I will tell ya.
Now this will be hard to explain, this is where things got really trippy. There was a person laying flat on their back on the dance floor, with someone laying on their stomach but across them like a cross (X) with their arms and legs up raised in the air. I sat there for at least 5 minutes just staring going "what the fuck?...... WHAT THE FUCK?) Then all of a sudden it disappeared and what I was looking at was actually two people sitting against the wall like I was staring at me looking a bit worried I must admit. So I look away, thinking well that was cool. Next in walked a group of people, one of them was a midget with this really white hair, now what was remarkable is that he had a head that was almost a metre in diameter!?!... with a body about 3 foot tall! So I start again... what the fuck?... WHAT THE...... you get the picture. After a minute or so, he turned into this big fat fucker with a white t-shirt. the front was tucked into his jeans (what I saw as the body) and it pushed his guts in a bit and this impression was what had looked like the face with the t-shirt being huge white hair, kinda like Big Ears from Noddy

So this shit goes on and I am having visuals every two minutes or so and I can't tell the difference at all, really bizarre shit, I just know that it can't be real....
Some of the things that have stuck in my mind is this girl on a couch near us leaning back over talking to someone in our direction. She has 4 mouths coming out on four stalks and all are jibbering away and she has 8 eyes (4 stalks each coming out of each eye) and all blink simultaneously. So I am staring but trying to remain inconspicuos (This actually ended up happening to everyone I was later talking to that night... and I just had to pretend it wasn't happening so I could focus on the conversation) Mind you the whole time I am rushing really powerful every 10 seconds or so, just enough to take a breath or two in between and then have these massively powerful rushes of pure euphoria right up and down my spine, breath, breath RUSSHHHHH!! phew, breath, breath.... Intense!
So anyway another visual I had we were talking to this group of people and the girl next to me had dark shoulder length hair that was sorta wavy. Next thing I look at her and her head is a cocker spaniel (you know with the long ears and pointy nose and wavy type hair) so I just keep on talking to this cocker spaniel as if nothing is out of the ordinary. hehe
Visuals were coming every couple of minutes like this and I have never experienced anything like it other than on MDMA. Driving home, the white lines were floating about 4 inches off the ground and had shadows under them on the road.
Juts to emphasise how dumb I was then, I took practiacally the same dosage the next night. The girl I hooked up with had had two pills during the night and I offered her and her friend a half a split each. (She ended up chucking and I felt like crap, but I only offered, she took it I guess)
Now to the reality of things. I was crook as the following week and for part of the next week. I felt as though I had been poisoned throughout my entire body and felt very crook. NOT RECOMMENDED. Especially with the quality of the pills these days. I haven't had a good one in over 4 years and these were pills that would get experienced users pretty munted on 1 and two would easily see them through the night. I had more than my dealer did.
I DO now suffer from depression, and I believe the damage done by releasing this amount of serotonin is a major contributor. I don't take anything for it but probably should and have actually ordered some 5-HTP to see if that will help in the short term. It has cost me $1000's in trying to cure this and many, many hours of meditation to help rebuild my brain. I have brought back a lot from my days of MDMA use and feel lucky that I could experience it while it was still very high quality in Oz. I am very open to the spiritual world now also (Meditation has taken me a long way here) I only attribute that I can still function to the fact that I had an extremely high IQ before the abuse and I can still function at an advanced rate compared to the norm, so I get by. I actually run my own business which is starting to be very successful now. But I do wonder where I would be now if I hadn't gone this way.
I hope this is an amusing and informative post for anyone that reads the thread. My advice is - Moderation is the key to everything. Don't do what I did, you will pay for it.
I hope this isn't too jumbled cos it is a bit long to go back over and proof read, so you get what is written. Good on you if you read the whole thing, I will check back for any comments, or others experiences here
EDIT: yeah, I know I said, but I thought of this after I posted. The hallucinations are due to the fact that my brain was shutting down in places. When I saw shapes, it could not register what they were, so from the limited memory available at the time, it was substituting images. Most of these would have been basic childhood memories.