Hello bluelight!
I have some questions about some possible damage from recreationally drug use. I noticed my first problems after a lorazepam binge along with some other pills being amitriptyline, hydroxyzine (I believe these potentiate benzos), and usually a beer or 2. I really do not remember much during this, but I started every day with some lorazepam I usually did 3-5mg I believe and 1-2 hydroxyzine. I would continue my day and then come home and take more lorazepam, I was always still feeling the lorazepam from earlier, and still bumped up, i'd take about 2mg unless I had a bad day.
Then before night I would take 1mg of lorazepam and to be honest no idea how many of the amits/hydroxyzine I would take, but I can remember one day I was really pumped up after a few lines of lorazepam and bud, that I literally just ate so many amits and hydroxyzine, when I look back I can't even believe I was so dumb, and what makes it worst is barely remember anything.
I normally drank a beer or 2 if I could, and would end up passing out at some random time and sleeping for ever basically. This was a daily thing for anywhere between 1 week and 2.5 weeks im not really sure, but it was enough for some minor withdrawal off lorazepam. I had some breathing problems since then and went to a ent and found out I have a deviated septum, which I believe is from this.
Now here is where things get bad, the weeks following this event was the worst time of my life, I say this because I couldn't eat for days, I was nauseaous every single day for months it seems like, 24/7, the littlest bit of food or drink make me wanna hurl (im still experiencing stomach discomfort and its been over a year now, tobacco and eating makes me feel like im gonna throw up). My mind was all fucked up I was thinking the craziest shit ever and suffered from derealisation. Everything looked and felt like a dream, oh and my pupils were dilated for 2 weeks straight, I had to go to school and everyone was just pointing out my pupils and said it looked like I ate a ounce of shrooms. I suffered some kinda rare side effects from lorazepam but they went away quickly. The worst thing that happend to me was one morning I was had just packed a bowl of weed, took one hit out of it and went into a full vision hallucination. This will sound probably fake as hell, but after that hit I felt really heavy, and I laid back in my recliner had a really strong urge to stretch uncontrollably, and couldn't move. Now what I saw was red, green, and yellow lines taking up my whole vision and this lasted a few seconds to minutes.
I have some questions about some possible damage from recreationally drug use. I noticed my first problems after a lorazepam binge along with some other pills being amitriptyline, hydroxyzine (I believe these potentiate benzos), and usually a beer or 2. I really do not remember much during this, but I started every day with some lorazepam I usually did 3-5mg I believe and 1-2 hydroxyzine. I would continue my day and then come home and take more lorazepam, I was always still feeling the lorazepam from earlier, and still bumped up, i'd take about 2mg unless I had a bad day.
Then before night I would take 1mg of lorazepam and to be honest no idea how many of the amits/hydroxyzine I would take, but I can remember one day I was really pumped up after a few lines of lorazepam and bud, that I literally just ate so many amits and hydroxyzine, when I look back I can't even believe I was so dumb, and what makes it worst is barely remember anything.
I normally drank a beer or 2 if I could, and would end up passing out at some random time and sleeping for ever basically. This was a daily thing for anywhere between 1 week and 2.5 weeks im not really sure, but it was enough for some minor withdrawal off lorazepam. I had some breathing problems since then and went to a ent and found out I have a deviated septum, which I believe is from this.
Now here is where things get bad, the weeks following this event was the worst time of my life, I say this because I couldn't eat for days, I was nauseaous every single day for months it seems like, 24/7, the littlest bit of food or drink make me wanna hurl (im still experiencing stomach discomfort and its been over a year now, tobacco and eating makes me feel like im gonna throw up). My mind was all fucked up I was thinking the craziest shit ever and suffered from derealisation. Everything looked and felt like a dream, oh and my pupils were dilated for 2 weeks straight, I had to go to school and everyone was just pointing out my pupils and said it looked like I ate a ounce of shrooms. I suffered some kinda rare side effects from lorazepam but they went away quickly. The worst thing that happend to me was one morning I was had just packed a bowl of weed, took one hit out of it and went into a full vision hallucination. This will sound probably fake as hell, but after that hit I felt really heavy, and I laid back in my recliner had a really strong urge to stretch uncontrollably, and couldn't move. Now what I saw was red, green, and yellow lines taking up my whole vision and this lasted a few seconds to minutes.
