Help i cant get high
Hi this is my first post on this site though I have used it for years to do research. But I have a weird thing going on right now and I can't seem to find any info on exactly what I am talking about. So I have used opiates for 4 years now and 8 months ago began shooting. Everything was going smoothly until about a week ago I tried my first speedball (coke and dope). The experience itself was amazing and I have done it several times since then. But 2 nights ago I began to feel a weird pressure in my neck a bit after a speedball. It felt as if there was some kind of blockage in the veins of my neck leading up to my brain. I was telling myself it was just anxiety until I did a hit and felt absolutely nothing except the pressure in my neck increasing. This freaked me out and I began to look at my neck in the mirror. At the spot I felt the pressure (kind of under my collarbone) there was a small bulge that hurt to touch. Not excruciating pain, but an uncomfortable sharp pain. I then noticed it moved or swelled up when I put more pressure on the spot (I clenched my fists and pushed the blood upwards like when pushing out on the toilet). I have tried to break it loose, but I am not sure if thats a good idea and it is stuck on my collarbone anyways. After researching a little I decided to sleep on it and look at it in the morning.
When I woke up the entire right side of my body was asleep/numb. It surprised me, but my whole life I will wake up fairly often with some parts of my body asleep. So I shook it off and decided to get it checked out. I went to the hospital and they checked me out but the bulge was gone, but not the weird pressure I felt. They weren't very helpful and would not tell me what was going on, but after some tests they said I looked perfectly healthy and suggested it may be anxiety related and to stop my drug use. I had work soon so I got up and left before they were really finished. At home I decided to try a hit before I left. And still nothing. I couldn't feel a damn thing except the pressure getting slightly worse. So I snorted some and that at least got me through work. Since then, I have tried several hits with no result.
Soooo my question is has anyone heard of anything like this? Is it a blood clot? Could it actually be anxiety? At this point all I can do is wait it out but I am afraid this clot might break off and do some damage to my body.
Hi this is my first post on this site though I have used it for years to do research. But I have a weird thing going on right now and I can't seem to find any info on exactly what I am talking about. So I have used opiates for 4 years now and 8 months ago began shooting. Everything was going smoothly until about a week ago I tried my first speedball (coke and dope). The experience itself was amazing and I have done it several times since then. But 2 nights ago I began to feel a weird pressure in my neck a bit after a speedball. It felt as if there was some kind of blockage in the veins of my neck leading up to my brain. I was telling myself it was just anxiety until I did a hit and felt absolutely nothing except the pressure in my neck increasing. This freaked me out and I began to look at my neck in the mirror. At the spot I felt the pressure (kind of under my collarbone) there was a small bulge that hurt to touch. Not excruciating pain, but an uncomfortable sharp pain. I then noticed it moved or swelled up when I put more pressure on the spot (I clenched my fists and pushed the blood upwards like when pushing out on the toilet). I have tried to break it loose, but I am not sure if thats a good idea and it is stuck on my collarbone anyways. After researching a little I decided to sleep on it and look at it in the morning.
When I woke up the entire right side of my body was asleep/numb. It surprised me, but my whole life I will wake up fairly often with some parts of my body asleep. So I shook it off and decided to get it checked out. I went to the hospital and they checked me out but the bulge was gone, but not the weird pressure I felt. They weren't very helpful and would not tell me what was going on, but after some tests they said I looked perfectly healthy and suggested it may be anxiety related and to stop my drug use. I had work soon so I got up and left before they were really finished. At home I decided to try a hit before I left. And still nothing. I couldn't feel a damn thing except the pressure getting slightly worse. So I snorted some and that at least got me through work. Since then, I have tried several hits with no result.
Soooo my question is has anyone heard of anything like this? Is it a blood clot? Could it actually be anxiety? At this point all I can do is wait it out but I am afraid this clot might break off and do some damage to my body.
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