I have an unbelievably high tolerance to opiates. I got 4mg dilaudid at the ER yesterday, I felt a wonderf feeling onset, but it lasted less than a minute. Can you please clarify info such as does it need to be heated? Would 1lb be just enough to make a novice giddy or would a whole lb bag of them have a chance with me? I'm quitting heroin. I'm scared to death of something horribly like endocarditis (infection in lungs/heart that requires open heart surgery with no guarantee that will work. It happened to a friend if mine, he had the heart surgery and still died he was 22 or 23. Apparently even the strongest antibiotics don't reach certain areas of the heart because of the way it's designed around the valve not allowing the antibiotic to pass back through. Not to mention I've od'd on it, the last time I was hospitalized with rhabdomyolysis near kidney failure because of the way I fell out in the kitchen and my cns was low and where my body touched the floor is where the muscle tissue broke down, I also got extensive nerve damage which has taken my ability to walk unaided although I'm regaining some movement. Nerves heal painfully slow. I could be seriously crippled for 1-3-8 years, there's no way to know.
So yeah about that poppy tea, what if I just boil it in actual chai tea and add some sugar in the raw, and how long should I heat it, if at all? Dk most poppy seeds work? I have about a pound that are imported from either India or Pakistan, so they're probably more likely to have it's medicinal properties, yes? I eat and cook Indian food regularly, even traveling there and all over Asia, Europe, & the Americas.
Since my overdose of heroin, my PCP is making me wait a few weeks before putting me back on MS Contin. I should've just told him I needed more instead of worrying what it would look like, because it would've been a hell of a lot better than this!
Sorry for rambling, so yeah, opium/poppy tea, how to prepare, seeds or no seeds, temp, time, amount, etc