Xorkoth, thank you for your comments. Yes, being hooked on opiates is not what I want in my life ... I just want to use them as a treat, once or twice a week. I've done okay this week, only taking my tramadol on Sunday and Wednesday. I plan to take it tomorrow (Saturday) because I have a ton to accomplish and it helps me be extremely productive. My goal is to not take again until middle of next week - if I can hold out until Thursday, I'll be very proud of myself!
Yes, after ordering the sleepwalkers, I realized I should've ordered pure phenibut in a tub - much cheaper! I plan to do that today. Another thread recommended pairing phenibut with ephedrine, so I'm excited to try that combo. My ephedrine should arrive today or next week (since I must ship to my work address to hide from my hubby).
Poppyluv, tramadol is a synthetic opiate. It's nowhere near as wonderful as Oxy, or what I envision poppy seed tea to be, but it has its place. I love it because I can obtain it easily and relatively cheaply, and it is extended release. I take it in the morning on an empty stomach with caffeine, and then keep upping my dosage each hour until I'm at 500 or 600 mgs total (I've taken more, but am fearful over 500mgs of having a seizure, based on posts here - I can't risk having a seizure in front of my kids!). I love it because I have tons of energy ALL DAY and virtually no appetite. I can work out like a maniac at the gym, clean my house, go grocery shopping, cook for my family, etc etc and not feel drained. The only downside is the constipation - which is pretty bad. And if I don't get enough sleep that night, I can feel sluggish and slightly hungover the next morning. Don't ever take it in the afternoon or you won't be able to sleep.
Poppy seed tea sounds so interesting but I just don't see how I could get ahold of good seeds or pods! Perhaps I will peruse the internet today
