iameatingjam
Ex-Bluelighter
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- Oct 16, 2007
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Opiates have always kind of been a weird thing for me, because its a high I've always seemed to crave, but I never actually experienced.
Back when I was younger I tried all kinds, including codeine, oxycodone, hydrocodone, heroin, hydromorphone and more. Never got any sort of euphoria, just the other typical opiate high characteristics; itchy, nauseated, etc
Oxy worked a bit better than the others, but still wasn't that great.
I always assumed it was because of my heavy stimulant usage. Coke, mdma, but mostly meth.
Well its been a few years off stimulants and the thought of my heart racing or my jaw clenching makes me want to puke... so those are out of the picture. A few months ago I decided to try some kratom. WOW!!! I finally got the opiate high I had always imagined, relaxed, euphoric, nodding off into a wonderful dream... it got me interested in opiates again.
So... I ordered some heroin and poppy pod tea (from a reliable source). I first tried the heroin, I did over the course of 4 hours, maybe .05 of a gram, just some very small bumps. I had some sort of mild enjoyable, relaxing, effects, but my mind kept getting caught on uncomfortable thoughts and I felt quite awkward.... the nasuea and itchiness was much worse than kratom, and the euphoria wasn't as good. But overall, it was a better experience than the ones I had when I was younger. The real problems came the morning afterwards when I woke up feeling very sick, I walked to the bathroom and puked, then I had to call in to work ( Which I haven't done in the last 2 years, even after heavy drinking nights). I slept for another 6 hours, woke up with a headache which I had for the rest of the day.
So yeah... I flushed the rest down the toilet. Its a month later and my opium tea finally came in the mail. I guess my question would be: "If heroin didn't really get me off, is it likely that poppy pod tea would?"
Thanks! And sorry for the unnecessarily lengthy post.
Back when I was younger I tried all kinds, including codeine, oxycodone, hydrocodone, heroin, hydromorphone and more. Never got any sort of euphoria, just the other typical opiate high characteristics; itchy, nauseated, etc
Oxy worked a bit better than the others, but still wasn't that great.
I always assumed it was because of my heavy stimulant usage. Coke, mdma, but mostly meth.
Well its been a few years off stimulants and the thought of my heart racing or my jaw clenching makes me want to puke... so those are out of the picture. A few months ago I decided to try some kratom. WOW!!! I finally got the opiate high I had always imagined, relaxed, euphoric, nodding off into a wonderful dream... it got me interested in opiates again.
So... I ordered some heroin and poppy pod tea (from a reliable source). I first tried the heroin, I did over the course of 4 hours, maybe .05 of a gram, just some very small bumps. I had some sort of mild enjoyable, relaxing, effects, but my mind kept getting caught on uncomfortable thoughts and I felt quite awkward.... the nasuea and itchiness was much worse than kratom, and the euphoria wasn't as good. But overall, it was a better experience than the ones I had when I was younger. The real problems came the morning afterwards when I woke up feeling very sick, I walked to the bathroom and puked, then I had to call in to work ( Which I haven't done in the last 2 years, even after heavy drinking nights). I slept for another 6 hours, woke up with a headache which I had for the rest of the day.
So yeah... I flushed the rest down the toilet. Its a month later and my opium tea finally came in the mail. I guess my question would be: "If heroin didn't really get me off, is it likely that poppy pod tea would?"
Thanks! And sorry for the unnecessarily lengthy post.
