konsept
Bluelighter
Written while listening to Xpander by DJ Sasha.....
For five seconds, I really wish you knew,
How very much, I cared about you,
My entire life I was misunderstood,
Now I'm dying, I just wanted to feel good,
Now I kind of know what they were trying
so hard to say, My life was never white,
But now it is a shade of Grey,
I wonder if they'll mention me,
After I'm gone or passed away,
I kept trying, so hard to feel something,
Endless dilema, numb, until ,
I feel almost nothing, But I can ,
Tell you one thing,
The thoughts that are in my mind,
In five seconds will be left behind,
But if you would be so kind,
I'm running in circles, someone,
Point me in a straight line,
Suffocation, leads to devestation,
Not to mention, all of this tension,
In life, I have learned but one lesson,
Take nothing for granted, Because
You really don't know what is planned,
17 years, I still dont understand it,
What I'm doing, on this planet,
I suppose some of them want me to stay,
But I can't take this everyone,
Because I'm not built that way....
For five seconds, I really wish you knew,
How very much, I cared about you,
My entire life I was misunderstood,
Now I'm dying, I just wanted to feel good,
Now I kind of know what they were trying
so hard to say, My life was never white,
But now it is a shade of Grey,
I wonder if they'll mention me,
After I'm gone or passed away,
I kept trying, so hard to feel something,
Endless dilema, numb, until ,
I feel almost nothing, But I can ,
Tell you one thing,
The thoughts that are in my mind,
In five seconds will be left behind,
But if you would be so kind,
I'm running in circles, someone,
Point me in a straight line,
Suffocation, leads to devestation,
Not to mention, all of this tension,
In life, I have learned but one lesson,
Take nothing for granted, Because
You really don't know what is planned,
17 years, I still dont understand it,
What I'm doing, on this planet,
I suppose some of them want me to stay,
But I can't take this everyone,
Because I'm not built that way....
