AcidGirl
Bluelighter
~A Poem About Bluelight~
Peering out on a sea of souls,
swimming through screen-names like dots of light
in my breakfast cereal.
Wondering if a joke in The Lounge
was really funny,
or was it just me?
Remembering when "The Lounge" was "Social".
Wondering why someone (my guardian angel?)
deleted *exactly* the same old threads of mine
which I always intended to delete
some day (!)
when I was _____ (guesse who!) back in the day,
(Oldschool? Way!)
a new private message- yay!
(is it finally The Feds?)
nope, not yet anyway...
Why won't Skydancer write me back?
(He's probably busy
saving the world)
Yeah, that's it.
Used to read "Ecstacy Discussion"
but there's only so much you can learn.
Yet chilling in the lounge
will never get old.
Reading the "Bluelight Shrine"
and feeling sadness well up,
a tear even...
wondering if when I die
will I deserve a thread in the Shrine too?
but who will notify Bluelight?
Wondering if Bluelight will still be here in 10 years?
or 20...?
or 50...?
Or if the fucking world will even still be here in 10 years?
or 20...?
or 50...?
Wondering "Could Bluelight ever die?"
and knowing somehow
that if Bluelight ever dissapeared
the Universe would too.
~
Peering out on a sea of souls,
swimming through screen-names like dots of light
in my breakfast cereal.
Wondering if a joke in The Lounge
was really funny,
or was it just me?
Remembering when "The Lounge" was "Social".
Wondering why someone (my guardian angel?)
deleted *exactly* the same old threads of mine
which I always intended to delete
some day (!)
when I was _____ (guesse who!) back in the day,
(Oldschool? Way!)
a new private message- yay!
(is it finally The Feds?)
nope, not yet anyway...
Why won't Skydancer write me back?
(He's probably busy
saving the world)
Yeah, that's it.
Used to read "Ecstacy Discussion"
but there's only so much you can learn.
Yet chilling in the lounge
will never get old.
Reading the "Bluelight Shrine"
and feeling sadness well up,
a tear even...
wondering if when I die
will I deserve a thread in the Shrine too?
but who will notify Bluelight?
Wondering if Bluelight will still be here in 10 years?
or 20...?
or 50...?
Or if the fucking world will even still be here in 10 years?
or 20...?
or 50...?
Wondering "Could Bluelight ever die?"
and knowing somehow
that if Bluelight ever dissapeared
the Universe would too.
~

