Bucklecroft Rudy
Bluelighter
I recently changed my pod supplier. In Britain there are only 2 main suppliers. One is run by a lone vendor and the other is based on a farm in Shropshire. I converted to the Shropshire supplier noticing that the pods were 2x cheaper than K's. Initially I noticed nothing ontoward - in fact they seemed far more potent and mold was rarely an issue with less than half as many moldy pods by weight than my previous supplier. However a month later ive begun to notice real mental cloudiness a sort of disorientation. Not just that but my anxiety levels have been climbing and ive experienced episodes of cold stark dread for no apparent reason. Lastly im far more paranoid than usual - im this far away from rolling out the tinfoil and going schizo on all the windows of my house lol - I exagerrate but its perceptible and its a pain.
I cant be certain whether this is a result of tolerance - certainly the anxiety could easily be. However the cognitive effect is serious. Typing this I feel quite ham fisted linguistically. I constantly find myself casting about for the right word where usually its a totally instinctive process. My reason is the main thing to suffer - im usually great at deductive reasoning but I frequently make great blundering logical errors and facepalming after the fact.
Im changing back to the original supplier and if I notice a change i'll say as much - if not i'll go see a doctor lol fingers crossed I havent unknowingly being consuming molded pods without my knowledge - its not entirely impossible I imagine given that it could have started to grow within the walls of the pods or in unnoticeable quantities that accumulate over time.
One comforting fact is that its highly likely that the giganthemums are all from the exact same source. If not, the quantities that are being vended (kilo a pop) and the sheer quantities they must be shifting with all the bottomless habits they're feeding probably mean that theyre operating under the cover of ornamental growth. The pods come without stems so im under no delusion that either suppliers believe that im arranging florals - again thats comforting. Its in their best interest to keep us UK addicts fighting fit since we constitute their primary source of income.
One thing I havent given much thought to is sleep apnea. Ive been waking up with what feels like the mother of all headaches and by the time ive got round to hauling myself out of bed to dose away the blues im feeling fairly extreme nausea. I think sleep apnea could explain these things away.
I cant be certain whether this is a result of tolerance - certainly the anxiety could easily be. However the cognitive effect is serious. Typing this I feel quite ham fisted linguistically. I constantly find myself casting about for the right word where usually its a totally instinctive process. My reason is the main thing to suffer - im usually great at deductive reasoning but I frequently make great blundering logical errors and facepalming after the fact.
Im changing back to the original supplier and if I notice a change i'll say as much - if not i'll go see a doctor lol fingers crossed I havent unknowingly being consuming molded pods without my knowledge - its not entirely impossible I imagine given that it could have started to grow within the walls of the pods or in unnoticeable quantities that accumulate over time.
One comforting fact is that its highly likely that the giganthemums are all from the exact same source. If not, the quantities that are being vended (kilo a pop) and the sheer quantities they must be shifting with all the bottomless habits they're feeding probably mean that theyre operating under the cover of ornamental growth. The pods come without stems so im under no delusion that either suppliers believe that im arranging florals - again thats comforting. Its in their best interest to keep us UK addicts fighting fit since we constitute their primary source of income.
One thing I havent given much thought to is sleep apnea. Ive been waking up with what feels like the mother of all headaches and by the time ive got round to hauling myself out of bed to dose away the blues im feeling fairly extreme nausea. I think sleep apnea could explain these things away.
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