morpher001
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Knock..that's where I'm at also..I'm scared of a new start, but I have to keep an open optimistic mind or ill loose it myself..I've done fabulous today, no text messagine, and no real contact.. I wrote a goodbye letter and left it w my house key on the porch.it was heartbreaking , but a necessary part I think on moving forward.. sadly sti ll hope he comes back but one step at a time..I'm meeting w an old friend tonight so that'll b fun..
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Knock said:You still don't get it though, I'm not "waiting", I broke up with my ex and tried to have a fresh start, it didn't work out. I am about to try another fresh start. However, for the moment, I keep an open mind.
Me too, guys.
I don't know if I'm looking forward to getting back out there or dreading it. Either way its been a couple of months and I need to make a start soon.
I still send he odd text to the ex to see whats up. Never makes me feel any better. Either she doesn't reply and I feel like shit, or she does, and I feel like shit because of the content.
The breakup was a shame and its hard to let go, but anything else just hurts more.
Wish you all the best Sconnie420, at learning to appreciate your own company and freedom for a while. And Knock, may a squadron of beautiful vaginas find your crotch by days end.