Please.. Help..

[Rocksteady3232]

Hm, when I think yoga.. I think girls in spandex with their legs wrapped around their head. In other words, I don't know anything about it or if it's worth investing my time.

I don't get this sentence...girls in spandex with their legs wrapped around their heads...sounds like heaven to me! : )

 

[TwitchE]

So I believe I'm on day 11 of being completely drug free.. Well.. I take that back I smoked weed a few times.. But not for a few days now. I've been having some hardcore mood swings and familiar thought patterns. As well as not being able to shake this feeling of "oneness".. And I've been really exhausted and sleeping a lot.. But I think it's getting easier.. Though I keep, "relapsing" here and there.. Breaking down and being all negative and thinking about death and what not. Also I got a tattoo across my sternum that says silence. It reminds me when I get in those painful moments where my mind is racing to just stop and listen.. Not to what I do hear.. But what I don't hear. It probably sounds strange, but it's almost like I'm listening to God.. Or my own inner thoughts that are too clouded to recognize normally.. Ehh.. You get the point. Anyways, I've made it pretty far so far.. I know 11 days doesn't sound like much.. But it's a hell of a long time in my mind sober. Haha.