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Tekotp1

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Hi everyone
Im pretty new here and i dont know where to start or how to explain this..i am definetly a drug addict. First and foremost. It doesnt matter what it is, i will abuse it. But they are the only things that maje me feel normal. I need to know if anyone else feels like this. What did u do? Im relapsing. Searching for bath salts for the last week. Please help me before i wreck my life again. Please
 
Tekotp1 said:
Hi everyone
Im pretty new here and i dont know where to start or how to explain this..i am definetly a drug addict. First and foremost. It doesnt matter what it is, i will abuse it. But they are the only things that maje me feel normal. I need to know if anyone else feels like this. What did u do? Im relapsing. Searching for bath salts for the last week. Please help me before i wreck my life again. Please
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Hey I know how you feel, I have been an addict for almost 30 years. I also feel like I always need to be chemically enhanced or "altered". I hope you will be okay as those salts are extremely dangerous, if you could focus on something else that would be better. I do understand the thought process and lifestyle of being an addict, it has ruined me many times but yet I still choose to chase a high, do you have any desire to be truly sober? It has to come from within, if you could find another way to channel all that energy, I know it seems easy mane for some people but my life is a disaster and in complete ruin right now. Good luck to you and just know you aren't alone and there are many, many positive and helpful, experienced people on here who will truly support you and try to help you through these tough times.
 
Welcome Tekotp1, You have come to the correct place. First, I want to really give a thumbs up to DogLover123757. That was pretty cool, what he said to you. Tekotp1, Bluelight has many different forums that can help you understand every aspect of what you are personally going through. You might be very surprised just how many people are in the same situation as you. There is also a sober living area for those looking to change and need support to help them through. We can only do so much, due to being on the internet, but personally, this place changed my life, with all the harm reduction aimed at helping you be informed and support. If you need any help, PM me and I will try my best to help you out. Thanks for asking for help. That is how it starts. Speed King
 
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