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PhreeX Guide to (Rapid) Self Improvement

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ok...i don't know you at all, but i've spent two freaking hours reading that monster thread you reffered to. i almost started crying halfway through it, but when the good news came in i became happy again, gave me the feeling of a good e. wish you good health, and hope you can find a way to beat off that insane hospital bill, here in norway it would have costed you $200...max.

moral: move to norway ;)
 
This place has suffered since your and deus's abcense. Things you would of said 6 months ago would get me banned immediately now.

Before people could talk. Now every word said is scrutinized to hell. It seems like a completely different place now. Im all for harm reduction, but i was almost banned for mentioned a practice that I thought was in the interest of harm reduction. Whatever, its not your problem. Now everyone is concerned with image and "legitamacy". Shit i thought this was an open place to discuss about drugs. Enough of my diatribe.

Glad your back, that is some serious money on those medical bills.
 
PhreeX said:
total bill was about $240,000 (can you can bankruptcy?) ..
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wow you're expensive! let's throw a stay-awake-athon to help cover that, i bet we could pay it off in like... 9 days. :)

hehe, i just asked *TripleX* what he guessed your medical bills were and he said $250,000 right off the bat, so i guess you kinda got a good deal eh? well that, or bob barker gave the trip to vegas to your doc instead..( 8) )

salud.:D
 
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wow you're expensive! let's throw a stay-awake-athon to help cover that, i bet we could pay it off in like... 9 days. :)

hehe, i just asked *TripleX* what he guessed your medical bills were and he said $250,000 right off the bat, so i guess you kinda got a good deal eh? well that, or bob barker gave the trip to vegas to your doc instead..( 8) )

salud.:D
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Hell yes you can bankrupt this. If you do not own land or have any equity in real estate, you can file Chapter 7 and wipe out every penny! Need more info. just message me, I do about 50 Chapter 7's a year. Damn the man.=D
 
I see that there are TWO people who don't know how to read or didn't bother reading what you said...
But that is for another time.
Welcome back.
I am really glad you made it.
You kind of scared me for a while.:\
 
Thank god you're back, I was starting to wonder if we'd ever hear from you again. Good to see you haven't suffered any permanent brain damage and are back to your old self.....

BTW, any chance ODU will ever come back as well?
 
Jesus, never though I'd see another PhreeX post again.

Glad you made it man :-)
 
Your return to health is nothing short of miraculous. You're here for a reason.

I'm in awe of your strength and fortitude, although admittedly perplexed by your rapid return to the drug that nearly did you in.

GRD
 
^^^^Sure its a little curious that he's hitting up fentanyl right now, but i would probably do the same thing. Opiates are a way of life for some, untill you run out.
 
Too much quoting to even bother ... so ..

What I MENT to say was "Can you say Bankruptcy?" .. I wasn't asking a question, my previous job was for an atty that had me doing them on the side (sue by day for unpaid bills then help people file for bankruptcy by night) ... since each doctor is billing seperate I am waiting for everyone to get me their bills - (plus I want to have some fun with bill collectors) ... if you factor in all my past bills (post-OD from ER scams. credit card scams and shit) thats another 100k, so yeah, chapter 7, PhreeX Inc has no plans to "financially restructure" after any of this (never did) ..

As for bans - I am giving a few people second chances but am making my list and it will hurt some... we will see ...

As for ODU - those that were apart of ODU will be informed of it's happening, well, when all is taken care of - nothing more to say about when or why..

As for what I remember - taking some patches and Kadian - for refrence, I have taken FAR MORE and been fine ... it was just a bad night; and the next memory was having an EVAC guy try to intubate me while I wrestled to extubate myself... they held me down but I passed out ... I was in a come for about 9 days before I "woke up and became responsive" - the ONLY memory I have from that time was my ex-gf Samantha aka 'Princess' .. but once extubated I stopped breathing, went into VTAC for 12 minutes, lost oxygen to EVERYTHING for over an hour (as they couldnt re-intubate due to my throat swelling shut) ... they slit my throat and trach'd me .. my first memory was waking up in PCU (vs ICU) .. my mother was there but the anti-b's they give you - good lord, those will fuck up yer dreams FAR beyond any recreational drugs) ... the entire time they were pushing 4mg Ativan every 4 hours .. once I was fully awake and simply fighting sepsis and watching what turned out to be a VERY BORING WAR (I saw it start to finish from bed .. it was then a battle of ripping out my NG tube as the nurses held me down to place another (until they took my diagnosis* that I was aspirating the tube feedings and placed a g-tube ... from there it was just killing time - no, no internet access from the hospital (32 days spent) or the [physical] rehab (40~ days) ... spent most of the time hitting on the attractive nurses (got a dinner promise from my speach therapist and my PT girlie must want me as she came in on her day off to spend a few hours just talking to me) .. the rest of the time was trying to get narcotics ....

I should NEVER have been OFF the Duragesic - and my pain mgmnt doc agrees as I had a script that the hospital and rehab REFUSED to honor and fill .. the day I was released I filled it then hit my pain doc (who had been called by the Sheriff, ER, and EVAC to "warn him of me") and walked out of the office with another script for Duragesic 100ug/hr (#10) - yes, he knew the full story but agreed my legit pain (2 lumbar and 1 cervical herniated discs) needed to be addressed ... though I think I will go back for the OxyContin ....

Right now I am not "abusing" drugs per-se, not yet as I have no job (cant get unemployment as my former job had me as "quit" and not "fired") and the SSI thing has yet to materialize ... also, I come out to find my 2 primary OC hookups are not in the bus (one switched to Duragesic as well, and another in jail) ... so it's a money thing and a lack of sources thing which wont take long to rectify .. but hey, I got my patches and I'm on 2mg Klonopin 3x a day... sadly I need both for legit reasons ... but I'M STILL A JUNKIE AT HEART, IN THEORY, AND HOPEFULLY BACK IN PRACTICE SOON! ..

Oh, lets keep the "WELCOME BACK I WILLL GIVE YOU MY FIRST BORN BABY NOW THAT YER BACK XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXO YER MY GOD!!!!!!!!1111 ... to a minimum!

Oh, and I finally read the entire thread (the "Pray for PhreeX Death" thread) ... all I can say is thanks guys! When I get my email back up I will write some personal responses....

More later...
 
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PhreeX, I'm just so pleased that you're back. :) I just can't tell you how different things have been. Come on in to #otherdrugs and talk about it with me a little bit.

Hang in there on the job front. I'm not sure how you'd explain an absence of that length, but you're a crafty, resourceful kinda guy; you'll figure it out.

Life is beautiful. Welcome back. :D
 
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