Hello everyone,
I have had 3 binges on Phenibut now, mainly Phenibut FAA, very little Phenibut HCL and a little F-Phenibut I use it since I have pancriritus and cannot drink alcohol. I have no HCL left since I want to be kinder on my stomach.
The first binge was only around 5 days, little uncomfrotable but managable. (1-3g doses/day)
Second binge was maybe 7 days, with little to any withdrawels. (2-4g doses/day)
The first 2 binges above were used in conjunctuon with Amphetamine, which really plays a toll on your body and the lack of sleep fucks you up, do not recommend, you do turn into a somewhat god though until it gets out of control.
I will be more responsible from now on but the latest traumatic experience pushed me over the edge, my girlfriend situation where she cheated on me during the start of my Phenibut binge, with my best friend.
I know these accounts are irresponsible but I am leanring and the latest was while having a very traumatic experience, my gf cheated with my best friend and I didn't know how to handle it.. but anyway no excuse but here goes.
I am seeing a paid councillor every week to get through my addictive habbits with much success (believe it or not), honeslty I have been pretty silly in the past, I will get this under control, the Phenibut that is, it's wonderful if used correctly.
Ok so this is the third binge which I had my last dose 24 hours ago:
Prior to the 3 day Diazepam binge below I had a 7 day Phenibut binge and felt barely any effects while on the 3 day Diaz detox, was easy, went to a college open day anxious free even though I have been diagonised pretty severely anxious since an early age, of course the 30mg Diazepam over 3 days helped.
22/06/18
10mg Diaz
23/06/18
10mg Diaz (College)
26/06/18
10mg Diaz
28/06/18 (Very stressfull work meeting, running my own business and also a high intensity social event, sorry not all times stated)
1mg oral Etizolam
0.5mg oral Xanax
1mg oral Etizolam
3 Energy drinks
2 lines Amph
23:00 - 1g Phenibut FAA
23:52 - 300mg Phenibut FAA
23:55 - 300mg oral Phenibut HCL
2mg oral Etizolam
Amph lines before work
29/06/18
1mg oral Etizolam
Amph line
16:30 - 1mg oral Etizolam
19:05 - 1.5g oral Phenibut FAA
19:50 - 600mg oral Phenibut FAA
20:20 - Amph line
23:00 - 2.6g oral PhenibutFAA
01:30 - 600mg oral Phenibut FAA
30/06/18
08:26 - 800mg oral Phenibut FAA
09:00 - 5mg oral Diazepam
10:20 - 300mg oral Phenibut FAA
16:55 - 4 x amph lines had until this point, not long had 2, 2 were had much earlier
0.5mg Etizolam, 5mg Diazepam, 0.25mg Alprazolam
02/07/18
17:20 - 2.2g oral Phenibut FAA
17:40 - 150mg oral Phenibut FAA
18:00 - 500mg oral Phenibut FAA
19:35 - 600mg oral Phenibut FAA
20:26 - 900mg oral Phenibut FAA
21:48 - 300mg oral F-Phenibut
22:30 - 300mg oral F-Phenibut
22:33 - 300mg oral F-Phenibut
03/07/18
14:36 - 2.2g oral Phenibut HCL
Lots more... binge with friend... GF cheated on me here with my best friend. SELF Destruction time begins here, I go out of my mind.
02/07/18
Unknown amount Phen
04/07/18
Nothing, gf flushed Phenibut, I order more straight away and find another bag stashed anyway.
05/07/18
17:00 - 2g oral Phenibut FAA
19:00 - 900mg oral Phenibut FAA
06/07/18
16:00 - 2g oral Phenibut FAA
19:20 - 900mg oral Phenibut FAA
20:20 - 650mg oral Phenibut FAA
07/07/18
12:40 - 2g oral Phenibut FAA
01:50 - 500mg oral Phenibut FAA
02:00 - Tiny amph line, scraped baggy
02:38 - 1.2g oral Phenibut FAA
Stop now... doesn't seem to be working at all..
02:52 - Small line of amph/mdma.. ouch my nose.. is it the MDMA? (Tiny tiny tiny amount, seraching for anything I can)
05:47 - 2.1g oral Phenibut FAA
06:15 - 1.2g oral Phenibut FAA
07:24 - 0.5mg oral Etizolam
08:00 - 1-2mg? Etizolam solution
08:05 - Found a little bit of speed in a baggy
08:05 - Amph line -------- (Thin line)
08:06 - Amph line -------- (Thin line)
08:46 - Amph line -------- (Thin line)
08:50 - Amph line -------- (Thin line)
09:22 - 2g oral Phenibut FAA (Fresh batch see if this hits harder, if not then tollerence is way too high..)
09:36 - 1g oral Phenibut FAA (Fresh batch see if this hits harder, if not then tollerence is way too high..)
10:38 - This new batch definatly seems more potent... working again
12:22 - 2g oral Phenibut FAA (Fresh batch see if this hits harder, if not then tollerence is way too high..)
8g 13:23 - 5mg oral Diazepam
14:35 - 1.3g oral Phenibut FAA
16:28 - 2g oral Phenibut FAA
17:20 - 1-2mg oral Etizolam tablet+solution
19:30 - 1g oral Phenibut FAA
20:30 - 1.6g oral Phenibut FAA
22:48 - 1.6g oral Phenibut FAA
23:20 - 1mg oral Etizolam
This was alot...
08/07/18
04:30 - 1.6g oral Phenibut FAA
08:23 - 800mg oral Phenibut FAA
09:50 - 800mg oral Phenibut FAA
14:50 - 800mg oral Phenibut FAA
16:55 - 1.3g Phenibut FAA
09/07/18
16:15 - 2.6g Phenibut FAA
18:04 - 2g Phenibut FAA
20:30 - 1.6g Phenibut FAA
10/07/18
16:55 - 3.4g Phenibut FAA
18:16 - 1g oral Phenibut FAA
20:14 - 2.1g Phenibut FAA (old batch)
Was supose to taper here but ended up having a large dose, I think these 2 ngihts of around 6g will help the jump from 15g over the previous day... I hope. That was the idea, well the idea was 3G but ended up 6g both days.
11/07/18 - Had one final night of 1g to help ease things the next days
17:15 - 500mg oral Phenibut FAA
10mg oral Diazepam
19:30 - 500mg oral Phenibut FAA
21:99 - No real withdrawels..
Some of the bad side effects experienced throughout the last 5-7 days or so, first numb arms/legs upon waking, then the last few days back pains maybe liver? Subsided mostly now.
Ok time to withdraw and use benzos for 5 days.
12/07/18 - Was thinking of having 500mg but decided to just get through this with benzos and giving Gabapentin a try since I have 100 tabs leftover from hospital.
07:00 - Sweating in morning.. hard to get up
08:00 - 0.5mg oral Alprazolam
08:30 - 0.25mg oral Alprazolam
18:48 - Feeling slight withdrawels, heart palpuations or chest tension.. slight anxiety feeling. Might start on some Etizolam.
18:00 - 300mg oral Gabapentin
18:50 - 1mg oral Etizolam
19:00 - 1mg oral Etizolam
19:30 - Start to feel more withdrawels on and off, I think from now to tomorrow will be worst.. not sure, keep topped up on Diazepam
19:35 - 5mg oral Diazepam
19:40 - 5mg oral Diazepam
20:49 - Feel totally fine and normal, I would have thought the withdrawels from the 15g, 6g and 6g day would be starting maybe the 1g dose last night is holding in, so maybe tomorrow is the day it begins... I did feel somehting coming on today hard earlier though.
Seems like too many benzos but I was feeling something come on hard and fast but it's completely gone now and I don't want much uncomfort at all since I have to run a sucessfull family business I will keep myself topped up on evergy drinks throughout the coming days.
I will keep you updated, yes I know I was stupid but the traumstic experience really hit me hard.
Hope to keep this as live as psosible.
Kind Regards,
J
I have had 3 binges on Phenibut now, mainly Phenibut FAA, very little Phenibut HCL and a little F-Phenibut I use it since I have pancriritus and cannot drink alcohol. I have no HCL left since I want to be kinder on my stomach.
The first binge was only around 5 days, little uncomfrotable but managable. (1-3g doses/day)
Second binge was maybe 7 days, with little to any withdrawels. (2-4g doses/day)
The first 2 binges above were used in conjunctuon with Amphetamine, which really plays a toll on your body and the lack of sleep fucks you up, do not recommend, you do turn into a somewhat god though until it gets out of control.
I will be more responsible from now on but the latest traumatic experience pushed me over the edge, my girlfriend situation where she cheated on me during the start of my Phenibut binge, with my best friend.
I know these accounts are irresponsible but I am leanring and the latest was while having a very traumatic experience, my gf cheated with my best friend and I didn't know how to handle it.. but anyway no excuse but here goes.
I am seeing a paid councillor every week to get through my addictive habbits with much success (believe it or not), honeslty I have been pretty silly in the past, I will get this under control, the Phenibut that is, it's wonderful if used correctly.
Ok so this is the third binge which I had my last dose 24 hours ago:
Prior to the 3 day Diazepam binge below I had a 7 day Phenibut binge and felt barely any effects while on the 3 day Diaz detox, was easy, went to a college open day anxious free even though I have been diagonised pretty severely anxious since an early age, of course the 30mg Diazepam over 3 days helped.
22/06/18
10mg Diaz
23/06/18
10mg Diaz (College)
26/06/18
10mg Diaz
28/06/18 (Very stressfull work meeting, running my own business and also a high intensity social event, sorry not all times stated)
1mg oral Etizolam
0.5mg oral Xanax
1mg oral Etizolam
3 Energy drinks
2 lines Amph
23:00 - 1g Phenibut FAA
23:52 - 300mg Phenibut FAA
23:55 - 300mg oral Phenibut HCL
2mg oral Etizolam
Amph lines before work
29/06/18
1mg oral Etizolam
Amph line
16:30 - 1mg oral Etizolam
19:05 - 1.5g oral Phenibut FAA
19:50 - 600mg oral Phenibut FAA
20:20 - Amph line
23:00 - 2.6g oral PhenibutFAA
01:30 - 600mg oral Phenibut FAA
30/06/18
08:26 - 800mg oral Phenibut FAA
09:00 - 5mg oral Diazepam
10:20 - 300mg oral Phenibut FAA
16:55 - 4 x amph lines had until this point, not long had 2, 2 were had much earlier
0.5mg Etizolam, 5mg Diazepam, 0.25mg Alprazolam
02/07/18
17:20 - 2.2g oral Phenibut FAA
17:40 - 150mg oral Phenibut FAA
18:00 - 500mg oral Phenibut FAA
19:35 - 600mg oral Phenibut FAA
20:26 - 900mg oral Phenibut FAA
21:48 - 300mg oral F-Phenibut
22:30 - 300mg oral F-Phenibut
22:33 - 300mg oral F-Phenibut
03/07/18
14:36 - 2.2g oral Phenibut HCL
Lots more... binge with friend... GF cheated on me here with my best friend. SELF Destruction time begins here, I go out of my mind.
02/07/18
Unknown amount Phen
04/07/18
Nothing, gf flushed Phenibut, I order more straight away and find another bag stashed anyway.
05/07/18
17:00 - 2g oral Phenibut FAA
19:00 - 900mg oral Phenibut FAA
06/07/18
16:00 - 2g oral Phenibut FAA
19:20 - 900mg oral Phenibut FAA
20:20 - 650mg oral Phenibut FAA
07/07/18
12:40 - 2g oral Phenibut FAA
01:50 - 500mg oral Phenibut FAA
02:00 - Tiny amph line, scraped baggy
02:38 - 1.2g oral Phenibut FAA
Stop now... doesn't seem to be working at all..
02:52 - Small line of amph/mdma.. ouch my nose.. is it the MDMA? (Tiny tiny tiny amount, seraching for anything I can)
05:47 - 2.1g oral Phenibut FAA
06:15 - 1.2g oral Phenibut FAA
07:24 - 0.5mg oral Etizolam
08:00 - 1-2mg? Etizolam solution
08:05 - Found a little bit of speed in a baggy
08:05 - Amph line -------- (Thin line)
08:06 - Amph line -------- (Thin line)
08:46 - Amph line -------- (Thin line)
08:50 - Amph line -------- (Thin line)
09:22 - 2g oral Phenibut FAA (Fresh batch see if this hits harder, if not then tollerence is way too high..)
09:36 - 1g oral Phenibut FAA (Fresh batch see if this hits harder, if not then tollerence is way too high..)
10:38 - This new batch definatly seems more potent... working again
12:22 - 2g oral Phenibut FAA (Fresh batch see if this hits harder, if not then tollerence is way too high..)
8g 13:23 - 5mg oral Diazepam
14:35 - 1.3g oral Phenibut FAA
16:28 - 2g oral Phenibut FAA
17:20 - 1-2mg oral Etizolam tablet+solution
19:30 - 1g oral Phenibut FAA
20:30 - 1.6g oral Phenibut FAA
22:48 - 1.6g oral Phenibut FAA
23:20 - 1mg oral Etizolam
This was alot...
08/07/18
04:30 - 1.6g oral Phenibut FAA
08:23 - 800mg oral Phenibut FAA
09:50 - 800mg oral Phenibut FAA
14:50 - 800mg oral Phenibut FAA
16:55 - 1.3g Phenibut FAA
09/07/18
16:15 - 2.6g Phenibut FAA
18:04 - 2g Phenibut FAA
20:30 - 1.6g Phenibut FAA
10/07/18
16:55 - 3.4g Phenibut FAA
18:16 - 1g oral Phenibut FAA
20:14 - 2.1g Phenibut FAA (old batch)
Was supose to taper here but ended up having a large dose, I think these 2 ngihts of around 6g will help the jump from 15g over the previous day... I hope. That was the idea, well the idea was 3G but ended up 6g both days.
11/07/18 - Had one final night of 1g to help ease things the next days
17:15 - 500mg oral Phenibut FAA
10mg oral Diazepam
19:30 - 500mg oral Phenibut FAA
21:99 - No real withdrawels..
Some of the bad side effects experienced throughout the last 5-7 days or so, first numb arms/legs upon waking, then the last few days back pains maybe liver? Subsided mostly now.
Ok time to withdraw and use benzos for 5 days.
12/07/18 - Was thinking of having 500mg but decided to just get through this with benzos and giving Gabapentin a try since I have 100 tabs leftover from hospital.
07:00 - Sweating in morning.. hard to get up
08:00 - 0.5mg oral Alprazolam
08:30 - 0.25mg oral Alprazolam
18:48 - Feeling slight withdrawels, heart palpuations or chest tension.. slight anxiety feeling. Might start on some Etizolam.
18:00 - 300mg oral Gabapentin
18:50 - 1mg oral Etizolam
19:00 - 1mg oral Etizolam
19:30 - Start to feel more withdrawels on and off, I think from now to tomorrow will be worst.. not sure, keep topped up on Diazepam
19:35 - 5mg oral Diazepam
19:40 - 5mg oral Diazepam
20:49 - Feel totally fine and normal, I would have thought the withdrawels from the 15g, 6g and 6g day would be starting maybe the 1g dose last night is holding in, so maybe tomorrow is the day it begins... I did feel somehting coming on today hard earlier though.
Seems like too many benzos but I was feeling something come on hard and fast but it's completely gone now and I don't want much uncomfort at all since I have to run a sucessfull family business I will keep myself topped up on evergy drinks throughout the coming days.
I will keep you updated, yes I know I was stupid but the traumstic experience really hit me hard.
Hope to keep this as live as psosible.
Kind Regards,
J
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