azurefire
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 19, 2022
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This is a a long time ago and I'm a long time lurker... you can look up peacepipepanda that was my old moniker in highschool when I was looking up information on shamanic psychedelics. I had a interesting psychonaut career from then on out with my most abused drug being dextroamphetmine and coming from a prescribed source a doctor. You want to know the fucked up shit? I was in rehab and this random girl in group said she just got prescribed it and a guy was like that's "what I'm in here for" this was months into treatment. A meth addict (my best bud I would have been lost without him their) was looking all confused until I said yeah it's pharmaceutical grade speed. She was prescribed it in rehab and I was soon after.... anyway... Phenibut was where I landed after years of trying to stop that compulsion. I'm more so interested in xorcoths explanation on how it affects people differently, Xorcoth I was a high responder to gabapentin to the point where they thought it was weird I was getting high on it in highschool. What does that mean for me neurobiologically if you could explain? Because from what I have understood not everyone responds with nodding like symptoms to a gram and holy shit it's like speed mixed with exstasy and enough opiates to nod. I mean like full on waking dreams, almost rivaling LSD or mushrooms with a KICK that just doesn't compare to the right handed isomer of amphetamine for me. It's so cheap I have learned to have a surplus on hand and I have no tolerance to phenibut the alternative was a psych ward or death. Happy I made it out.
I'm also interested in the angular jar and the ability to crack it. (may or may not be related my depression and a line from vinnie paz..... it's a working theory... fucking doctors want to pay me now)
Oh side note the only thing in rehab I was in for was eating random pills out of the cabinet and smoking pot. Never did I ever have the ability to access a hard drug like dextroamphetamine until after I was in and treated and no complaints shit.... it's good just not for me.
I'm also interested in the angular jar and the ability to crack it. (may or may not be related my depression and a line from vinnie paz..... it's a working theory... fucking doctors want to pay me now)
Oh side note the only thing in rehab I was in for was eating random pills out of the cabinet and smoking pot. Never did I ever have the ability to access a hard drug like dextroamphetamine until after I was in and treated and no complaints shit.... it's good just not for me.
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