I ordered a gram of phenazepam powder and 1 liter of propylene glycol. I weighed out the powder to confirm it was a gram, there was a non significant difference of 12 mg. I put on some latex gloves poured the phenazepam into the PG. It took an hour of stirring and shaking with occasional heat baths to get the powder to absorb with no visible powder anywhere. I stirred it a half hour extra to make sure it was evenly distributed. I headed off to Walmart to pick up an oral syringe.
I decided that since my benzo tolerance was low to take a half mg which is the optimum dose of xanax for myself. I started to feel considerable effects by the end of the first hour. Contrary to what I read, I found phen just as enjoyable as your typical benzo. My body felt very relaxed without a trace of tension compared to my normal painfully tensed muscles. I had very low anxiety levels. My predicament is that I have a desire to socialize but I'm frequently unable to due to social phobia. Benzos take away that anxiety but make me into a more dull person. Phen seemed to increase my desire to socialize which surprised me since I read how unenjoyable it was. I think it's long half life makes it less likely to be abused though bc benzos only make me feel fantastic if I have fresh receptors that haven't been touched in a while.
Postive effects:color enhancement, music enhancement, better sense of humor, relaxation, lower depression levels, and social lubrication.
Negative effects:experience became more of a tired feeling and I felt foggy headed not to be confused with amnesia. Strong dependence liability if I took it for too long especially with the long half life.
I experienced no amnesia throughout this whole experience. There seems to be a line of thinking that Phen is far more likely to cause amnesia than other benzos but I believe that's just because people don't make sure to accurately measure a very potent substance. I remember the day very clearly including that I actually had a great time socializing contrasted to the normally awkward conversations I have.
It peaked about 4 hours into the experience. After a while, phen became less enjoyable bc my receptors were rapidly adapting to the exposure to a benzo agonist. It just became a more foggy and worn down feeling which is why the long half life might make people enjoy this stuff less than other similar drugs. I slept fantastic though and my bed felt very comfy when I got home. Watching tv became more enjoyable.
I just moved on from opiates recently and I never want to risk getting addicted to them again. For some reason, even though I like the relaxation induced by benzos, I just don't feel that there as addictive without the amazing dopamine rush. I've been taking them once or twice a month. They've had a more positive impact on my anxiety levels than opiates ever did even when I don't take them. I think they're helping me become conditioned to feel less anxious. They're more subtle than the complete bliss of opiates so I think your brain just starts to realize it doesn't have to be constantly afraid bc It's easy to forget you're "high". I've read the horror stories and that makes it easy to not abuse an effective and useful drug without making it a habit.
Anybody who tries this drug should respect how powerful it is and take precautions. Here's a list I made up to deal with it:
1.wear gloves to void accidental trans dermal exposure.
2.Weigh it out on scale that's capable of MG measurements so you know the vendor didn't put too much in.
3.Use PG in a 1ml to 1mg ration, make sure it's uniformly distributed by going the extra mile.
4. Use an oral syringe accurate down to the .1ml
5. start with a low dose if you have no tolerance and/or no experience. Complete newbies to benzos should start with .25 mg. For benzo tolerants, use an equivalency chart, it's almost equal to xanax.
6.Wait at least four hours to redose bc it takes a long time to kick in. You'll have a ton of powder so there's always time to achieve a better experience but it's not worth losing control the first time you try it.
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I decided that since my benzo tolerance was low to take a half mg which is the optimum dose of xanax for myself. I started to feel considerable effects by the end of the first hour. Contrary to what I read, I found phen just as enjoyable as your typical benzo. My body felt very relaxed without a trace of tension compared to my normal painfully tensed muscles. I had very low anxiety levels. My predicament is that I have a desire to socialize but I'm frequently unable to due to social phobia. Benzos take away that anxiety but make me into a more dull person. Phen seemed to increase my desire to socialize which surprised me since I read how unenjoyable it was. I think it's long half life makes it less likely to be abused though bc benzos only make me feel fantastic if I have fresh receptors that haven't been touched in a while.
Postive effects:color enhancement, music enhancement, better sense of humor, relaxation, lower depression levels, and social lubrication.
Negative effects:experience became more of a tired feeling and I felt foggy headed not to be confused with amnesia. Strong dependence liability if I took it for too long especially with the long half life.
I experienced no amnesia throughout this whole experience. There seems to be a line of thinking that Phen is far more likely to cause amnesia than other benzos but I believe that's just because people don't make sure to accurately measure a very potent substance. I remember the day very clearly including that I actually had a great time socializing contrasted to the normally awkward conversations I have.
It peaked about 4 hours into the experience. After a while, phen became less enjoyable bc my receptors were rapidly adapting to the exposure to a benzo agonist. It just became a more foggy and worn down feeling which is why the long half life might make people enjoy this stuff less than other similar drugs. I slept fantastic though and my bed felt very comfy when I got home. Watching tv became more enjoyable.
I just moved on from opiates recently and I never want to risk getting addicted to them again. For some reason, even though I like the relaxation induced by benzos, I just don't feel that there as addictive without the amazing dopamine rush. I've been taking them once or twice a month. They've had a more positive impact on my anxiety levels than opiates ever did even when I don't take them. I think they're helping me become conditioned to feel less anxious. They're more subtle than the complete bliss of opiates so I think your brain just starts to realize it doesn't have to be constantly afraid bc It's easy to forget you're "high". I've read the horror stories and that makes it easy to not abuse an effective and useful drug without making it a habit.
Anybody who tries this drug should respect how powerful it is and take precautions. Here's a list I made up to deal with it:
1.wear gloves to void accidental trans dermal exposure.
2.Weigh it out on scale that's capable of MG measurements so you know the vendor didn't put too much in.
3.Use PG in a 1ml to 1mg ration, make sure it's uniformly distributed by going the extra mile.
4. Use an oral syringe accurate down to the .1ml
5. start with a low dose if you have no tolerance and/or no experience. Complete newbies to benzos should start with .25 mg. For benzo tolerants, use an equivalency chart, it's almost equal to xanax.
6.Wait at least four hours to redose bc it takes a long time to kick in. You'll have a ton of powder so there's always time to achieve a better experience but it's not worth losing control the first time you try it.
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