Here's a thought:
You ever considered NOT buying ANYTHING?
Or is that not a viable option?
Just asking!
I think you know I take 1mg (sometimes, but rarely, 2mg) Alprazolam at night for sleep (legit prescription and legit pharma.). And I cannot for the fucking life of me understand how this shit is a substance of abuse or recreation! Give me a bottle of Whisky any time of the day or night over this shit!
Seeing as I don't take my full prescription I've built up a veritable stash of this shit! Maybe I should down a bottle (that would be 30mg) just to see what all the fuss is about!
Maybe I'm missing out here on a good time or something!
Only joking. Pretty sure it wouldn't be my thing anyway i.e. I'm not the downer type. Mind you: I've read that heroic doses leads to initial euphoria? Dunno. As hard as that is for me to believe but assuming it's true: I know for sure as fuck that I'd not like to be me once said initial euphoria wears off or have the inevitable benzo. hangover the next day (or week)!
Anyway. Whatever you decide: make sure you test the shit is all I can say. Oddly enough I actually thought that benzo. abuse and for recreational purposes was old news. Apparently not. It seems to be becoming a far bigger problem than the usual suspects ESPECIALLY because it's so easily cut with other substances that mimic their action i.e. knowing what I know about benzodiazepines I can easily see how somebody would mistakenly assume that Alprazolam cut with Fentanyl is good strong Alprazolam. And unfortunately: the margin of error when it comes to Fentanyl isn't exactly a wide margin let's face it.