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perceptions of exclusiveness in academic psychedelic research

SKL

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... unease at the idea of conferences and suited men on the part of some of our userbase ...

Funny, I usually wear at least a sport-coat to these things, albeit with hair past my shoulders and wings on my lapel. What can you do.

If you mean the feds, it's not really like anything like this, or anything, no worries there, unless you're coming with some very wrong intentions to begin with. This is not the kind of scene where people are anyone is looking to bust you, or you are looking to do anything which might get you busted. The latter would be frowned upon. And as far as the feds go, if they're there at all, perhaps they're hear to learn something apart from their usual perspective, which is the kind of thing that I can really get behind for anyone. Shulgin, after all, was a close associate of the DEA. And in any event, it's simple ecology, baby, the circle of life. They have their game and we have ours. :)

... especially those who are of more esoteric/non-Shulginite schools of thought ...

Meaning?
 
skl said:

Folks who are uninterested in hearing about these things in an academic context, people heavily into the spiritual aspect aspects of psychedelic use rather than the scientific, others who are more anti-society might not like to see an event where their sacraments are being co-opted by "the system", etc.

Have you never attended an event, that while it should be of interest to you in theory, is just terribly unpleasant because the crowd/culture/attitude leaves you with acute feelings of not "belonging" in that environment? That's all I was getting at.
 
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^It's certainly true that a majority of drug users are uninterested in the academics of drugs. Fair enough, I guess, although I don't really see the point in commenting here if that's where you're coming from. The first psychedelic conference I ever attended, I was very much in the counterculture and was getting high afterwards and things like that; now that all that is no longer a part of my life and I attend these things as an interested professional but also as having personal interest and knowing I'll see friends there, so that's cool; but if it's not your scene, so be it. For my part I definitely feel like I get a lot more out of these events now that I've left all the cloak & dagger/underground/counterculture/countereconomic bullshit behind. A lot more. But YMMV of course. And I think this conversation ought to go somewhere else especially if it continues and keep this thread for a roll call.

Speaking of:

Bump for upcoming.
 
^It's certainly true that a majority of drug users are uninterested in the academics of drugs.
I think even those who are interested in it initially - usually through associated academic studies, as I was - soon realize that there is really very little point in the current scientific research into some of these drugs - beyond simple categorization. A chart that was posted on here recently, in a thread about synesthesia makes the point rather well:
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What does it say?
I've have had synesthesia from DMT and DOM, and they are polar-opposites on that chart. I used to go to conferences in the late 90's: but after a few one just realizes that the same old people are repeating the same old stuff; with the same old requests for funding, and speculation about how the big breakthrough in psychedelic medicine is just around the corner. In short: it is just like any other conference scene known to those who have been involved in academia.
Just my opinion - and perhaps not a welcome one.
I'm reminded of a quote by some philosopher or other:
Even when all the possible scientific questions have been answered, the problems of life remain completely untouched.
In the case of psychedelics this is only amplified to laughable levels, to me - as someone who uses psychedelics and also knows about receptor subtypes. If someone can say "serotonin 2a and 2c sub-receptors" after a large dose of acid, and thinks that that explains anything at all, then they are living in a very dull world indeed! And now the roll call (or a more interesting discussion; however you see fit).
 
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A chart that was posted on here recently, in a thread about synesthesia makes the point rather well:
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What does it say?

Well, to me, what it says is that there are more than two serotonin receptors and several types of functional selectivity. It also says that someone needs to go through the literature and make sure those ratios are accurate and someone didn't just pull them out of their arse. Though I can feel a difference between a "general" tryptamine and a "general" phenethylamine, with the former generally having more... dissolution-type effects. That does sort of show up between the right and left "halves" of the chart.

Have you never attended an event, that while it should be of interest to you in theory, is just terribly unpleasant because the crowd/culture/attitude leaves you with acute feelings of not "belonging" in that environment? That's all I was getting at.
Yeah, I usually feel out of place surrounded by all of you freakin' hippies.












j/k <3
 
Well, to me, what it says is that there are more than two serotonin receptors and several types of functional selectivity.
Well, I suppose it does, actually, but I meant: when you're smashed on a high of dose DMT, or a high dose of DOM, what does it really say about the experience -- or how does it even begin to explain the experience?
Of course, it doesn't have to say anything about the experience, but - to me - psychedelics are more than just chemicals, or drugs -- not that I am implying that in themselves they have any status as "sacraments" or whatnot, but that their main interest is in the effects that they have upon the person who ingests them, and frankly, after smoking DMT - I couldn't give a shit about receptor subtypes, or excretion rates, or anything else that sober scientists (and I speak as one - occasionally) tend to care about. I don't know if that makes sense; but neither does smelling purple, so that's that.
I'm not particularly interested in calcium channel inhibitors, so maybe I just have a narrow field of interest - but even that is wiped out by my interest in the effect of the drug, over the categorization of the drug - which is rather dry, and dull, and boring -- compared to the effects - on that we can surely agree!
 
There are, I think, a number of interesting currents to this discussion.

First:

dmtlunatic said:
I used to go to conferences in the late 90's: but after a few one just realizes that the same old people are repeating the same old stuff; with the same old requests for funding, and speculation about how the big breakthrough in psychedelic medicine is just around the corner. In short: it is just like any other conference scene known to those who have been involved in academia.

"Just like any other conference ..." To some extent, I think this is a Good Thing(TM), in terms of reaching respectability for that particular subset of our work, which is clinical in nature or has the capacity to become so. You are certainly right that we have for quite some time now been told that there is a breakthrough "just around the corner," some of this as you again rightly point out is tied to fund-raising and some of it is just (perhaps blind) optimism, but I'd argue that there actually has been substantive change for the better in the past few years.

I'd look at the work being done by Roland Griffiths and his team at Johns Hopkins as a particular example of this kind of work being done right. Their studies are rather modest in a way, their claims not especially grandiose, but nonetheless very important. The study on psilocybin and externally observed personality change was particularly ground-breaking, especially as that personality change (as observed by the subject's significant others) was correlated to the subject having had a "mystical experience." Now, the psychedelic enthusiast may be saying "of course ... nothing new under the sun," but to see that rigorously demonstrated is an impressive and an important thing.

This brings me to the next point:

dmtlunatic said:
I'm reminded of a quote by some philosopher or other:
Even when all the possible scientific questions have been answered, the problems of life remain completely untouched.
In the case of psychedelics this is only amplified to laughable levels, to me - as someone who uses psychedelics and also knows about receptor subtypes. If someone can say "serotonin 2a and 2c sub-receptors" after a large dose of acid, and thinks that that explains anything at all, then they are living in a very dull world indeed! And now the roll call (or a more interesting discussion; however you see fit).

So, we read Griffiths et al., we have this thing called a "mystical experience," and it's correlated with substantive changes, and with potential clinical utility at that. Do we know any better what a "mystical experience" is? No, I'd argue we certainly do not. This is a question of theology or, at the very least, metaphysics. It's not a pharmacological question or a clinical question, at least as far as mainstream clinical concerns go--although spirituality is an important and under-appreciated clinical concern, I'm actually part of a multi-site study where we run groups with our SPMI patients addressing their spiritual needs. It's a very cool thing, but I digress.

In any event, as touching on psychedelics, you have a diverse group of pharmacological agents which can engender this very particular and yet largely impossible to quantify category of subjective experience, what the Hopkins group calls a "psilocybin induced mystical experience" and what I usually call "the ineffable." And then you the deplorable legal and societal position in which these drugs find themselves, largely due to the excesses of the last generation of their enthusiasts. And you have the enthusiasts, many of whom are brought to their enthusiasm by having experienced what these drugs can do in their own lives, and viewing that as a great positive. Some of them are coming at it from a (no pun intended) more sober place, as medical or psychological or pharmacological professionals who have an interest in the drugs as drugs or as avenues for exploring neurochemistry and psychology and consciousness, or for clinical use for a variety of indications, most of which suggest themselves from the subjective experience of people who are illicitly experimenting with the drugs. And there is a not-insignificant overlap between those two groups.

But the psychedelic enthusiast may be going on his own lived experience to say that psychedelics are important to him, and that is a different thing than science. This is a subjective personal judgment that doesn't need or want proof, but wants to further it's own goals. Sometimes a sort of evangelicalism crops up here, whether it's wanting to "turn on the world" or just an assurance that psychedelics are a boon to society. I'd argue that this is dangerous, and that it's certainly not going to succeed in today's world -- the way for psychedelics to gain a sort of foot-hold of acceptance in society is not to repeat the mistakes of the Leary era -- which is happening before our eyes, particularly in the ayahuasca scene; one need go no further than some of the more popular websites on that topic to find abundant evidence of this.

(Parenthetically, an organization like MAPS occupies a sort of curious middle ground here. Their approach is definitely more evangelistic but their methods are more scientific. I respect MAPS, and I think their work with MDMA and PTSD is well-founded and important, I like Rick, and I'm a donor, but some of their approach makes me a little uneasy. The rave-party fundraisers I find a little unsettling and their alliances with various groups as well -- the latter is a criticism I could also vent at many psychedelic conferences, and as far as their work goes, I must say that listening to MAPS speak about MDMA is probably in a category with listening to a Janssen rep speak about Risperdal -- which is not to accuse anyone of wrongdoing, but just to point out that they have a dog in the fight.)

So what purpose do scientific research, and research conferences serve? A venue for propagating information, a place for like-minded people to meet up, so on and so forth. But the "psychedelic community" (a term I use with some trepidation) is sometimes operating at cross-purposes, which I think is the real genesis of the present discussion. There are a lot of different currents going on. And it seems here that two of these currents each seem to manifest a great deal of discomfort in the other having "appropriated" their area of interest. That I think is natural enough because what these two groups are doing (and there are really more than two, it's safe to say) is really rather categorically different. This is a tension that's visible in the programs of most of these conferences, a tension between the more "hard science" kind of work, like what's going on at Hopkins, and the "softer" material. I spent this past Saturday at the Psychedemia conference, and Griffiths et al. shared the stage with a young woman who was talking about psychedelics in relation to feminism and "queer theory" (I'm not kidding. I wish I was. Although if memory serves she was involved in setting the conference up, so perhaps I've no room to criticize the choice of programming, and I'm definitely thankful that that conference & others like it exist ... just I would consider stuff like that a liability.)

So on the one hand, you have a focus on the biochemical aspect of things, and on rigorous clinical or pre-clinical trials. This excites me because it involves using a framework that, given the social and political realities that we are operating in, is for all intents and purposes universal and absolutely necessary for psychedelics to in any way "move forward." As a clinician I have a particular interest in "moving forward" to clinical use and I envision possibilities of using various and sundry of these tools to help my patients with very real issues that they face. As you say, this is a dream that has been in people's minds since psychedelics became illegal (and before, but at that point the situation was rather different.) But I think we are seeing real progress along the way.

Personally I'd locate the most significant of that progress at Johns Hopkins (not to denigrate the work of others, but just to reemphasize I think that they're doing it right in a way that has not been done before), because of the nature of the work that they're doing, particularly how they neither discount the ineffable aspects of psychedelics nor get caught up in the morass of inscrutable, masturbatory navel-gazing that has waylaid so many travelers down that route. And I think that it is this decision not to engage in the ineffable stuff that offends some people for whom it is a treasured and valued thing, but the very nature of the beast, that which makes it so appealing to people, makes it not amenable to scientific study, and frankly dangerous. Over-involvement with these sorts of questions which treat the exegesis of the specific content of the psychedelic experience has given us a rogue's gallery of intellectual clinical cases like Leary, endearing cranks like McKenna, and shameless charlatans like Pinchbeck. None of this kind of work helps the cause of psychedelics, reasonably defined. But I guess the question does boil down to what is the "cause" of psychedelics. Like any tools, they are morally neutral, but they are particularly powerful and dangerous tools because they are so unique, because the thing that they do is unlike other drugs and also rather unlike most other modes of human experience, and yet closely resembles some other modes of human experience (e.g., religion) for which it would be dangerous to mistake the transient effects of a drug.

I firmly believe that psychedelics have potential clinical utility and potential personal utility, and that these two things are not necessarily identical. At the same time I think that the approach that many people take to psychedelics personally is wrongheaded and dangerous, but on points of drug policy I'm firmly libertarian and don't believe that it's something that ought to be regulated. This is the cause of drug law reform, and has really nothing to do with the research that is going on in "academic psychedelic research," as the title of the new thread has it. So for those people who's use is more strictly personal, perhaps that's not the avenue that they ought to be looking at, although as a matter of harm reduction I think it's important that they pay attention to some of the material that's generated thereby.

Overall, I think it's clear that there are several different tendencies that go on in the "scene" that are allied loosely by a shared interest in a set of drugs, and I think that especially as each of these tendencies goes it's own way, it may be time for them to diverge more significantly, because of the sorts of tensions that have come up in this thread. Not necessarily with animosity, although hopefully with respectful and constructive criticism, but I do think that there is a point here. Conferences and organizations and the like can't be all things to all people, although recently it seems that they try to (the noticeable two-track approach that most of these events seem to take is a case in point.) I'm not sure what form this divergence would take, but I think it may be something that is inevitably going to come up in the future, and that we should perhaps be thinking more about.
 
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Well, I suppose it does, actually, but I meant: when you're smashed on a high of dose DMT, or a high dose of DOM, what does it really say about the experience -- or how does it even begin to explain the experience?

Oh. I'm mostly interested in receptor profiles as a way to predict activity -- and safety, of course. I never had any hope of explaining it.

To the extent that I try to understand conscious experience...
Even when all the possible scientific questions have been answered, the problems of life remain completely untouched.
Of course then there is no question left, and just this is the answer.

My sober experience doesn't make sense, so I don't expect my psychedelic experiences to make sense either.
I'm not particularly interested in calcium channel inhibitors, so maybe I just have a narrow field of interest - but even that is wiped out by my interest in the effect of the drug, over the categorization of the drug - which is rather dry, and dull, and boring -- compared to the effects - on that we can surely agree!
But the categorization, the binding profiles -- these have proven themselves useful in the discovery of new compounds. 25C-NBOMe, for all its faults, would not have seen the light of day without Nichols' research. Shulgin considered the benzylated 2C's to be a dead end, because he couldn't himself feel the receptor affinity. And there are, indeed, whole new categories of compounds appearing in the literature in the past decade that simple structural suggestion never would have found. Of course, the research community has been far more careful about releasing data as of late, after the disasters with 4-MTA, Bromo-DragonFLY, 25I-NBOMe, et cetera.

With regard to the search for more efficient and safer therapeutic agents, what's really problematic is the lack of any human testing; if you want to learn about experiences, you have to have some first. Etocin was considered easier to work with than psilocin, back in the early days. MDEA may be safer than it's party-prone homologue. Moxy or TMT could relieve anorgasmia, but who's going to know until we try? The list goes on.
 
^Good points here as well.

With regards to the variety of drugs and binding profiles, I'm of the opinion that in terms of therapeutic efficacy of the sort that is the major focus of study now, which particular drug is being used is not as important as the effect that it causes; this ties in as well to the idea of the correlation of the "mystical experience" with therapeutic outcomes. Of course not all drugs are equal in this respect, and looking at binding profiles of various drugs with respect to their ability to engender these sorts of experiences might be a worthwhile effort. Might 4-AcO-DMT be a better choice than psilocybin? What about various phenethylamines, or LSD? Matters of potency, safety, duration, side effects, etc. also come into play. As such the bomamines, furans, even LSD and the psychedelic amphetamines might not be the best choices, and some of the tryptamines and maybe even something like 2C-D (lasts about as long as an extended therapy session) might start to look more attractive, although probably not as potent in terms of causing profound experiences. But one amazing thing about psychedelics is, within the shared pharmacological characteristics of the class, the experience they engender is something that is to a degree set apart. Whether reductionism or epiphenomenalism or any other perspective on the relationship of chemistry and consciousness is true, therapy with psychedelics is more akin to psychotherapy than pharmacotherapy, and treatment should take this into account, but by no means does this mean we should ignore chemistry and pharmacology, but it provides us in fact with more opportunities to use these "harder" sciences to inform our "softer" psychedelic use. Related thoughts of mine on this subject from some time ago, my perspective has changed a little but I still think much of what I said holds. Also I've said alot about related subjects here lately, although scattered here and there.

And agree entirely on real life and tripping being equally inscrutable. And about 5-MeO-MiPT as well.

dmtlunatic said:
Well, I suppose it does, actually, but I meant: when you're smashed on a high of dose DMT, or a high dose of DOM, what does it really say about the experience -- or how does it even begin to explain the experience?

And to back-track a bit, I just have to say I think this is a bogus argument, just because the subjective nature of the experience is ineffable, doesn't mean that science has nothing to tell us about the drug, or it's clinical utility, or that we should adopt metaphysics in it's stead -- we can all see how well that has tended to go historically for the psychedelic movement. I'm curious, though, as to what alternative epistemological/ontological/exegetical tack you'd take in trying to speak about and develop systems to describe the experience?
 
I wondered how I could possibly respond to all of these points; but this could be the perfect get-out:

atara quoting Wittgenstein:
Of course then there is no question left, and just this is the answer.
And me doing the same:
6.5 When the answer cannot be put into words, neither can the question be put into words. The riddle does not
exist. If a question can be framed at all, it is also possible to answer it.
6.51 Scepticism is not irrefutable, but obviously nonsensical, when it tries to raise doubts where no
questions can be asked. For doubt can exist only where a question exists, a question only where an
answer exists, and an answer only where something can be said.
6.52 We feel that even when all possible scientific questions have been answered, the problems of life
remain completely untouched. Of course there are then no questions left, and this itself is the answer.
6.521 The solution of the problem of life is seen in the vanishing of the problem. (Is not this the
reason why those who have found after a long period of doubt that the sense of life became clear
to them have then been unable to say what constituted that sense?)
6.522 There are, indeed, things that cannot be put into words. They make themselves manifest.
They are what is mystical.
6.53 The correct method in philosophy would really be the following: to say nothing except what can be
said, i.e. propositions of natural science--i.e. something that has nothing to do with philosophy -- and
then, whenever someone else wanted to say something metaphysical, to demonstrate to him that he had
failed to give a meaning to certain signs in his propositions. Although it would not be satisfying to the
other person--he would not have the feeling that we were teaching him philosophy--this method would be
the only strictly correct one.
6.54 My propositions are elucidatory in this way: he who understands me finally recognizes them as
senseless, when he has climbed out through them, on them, over them. (He must so to speak throw away
the ladder, after he has climbed up on it.)
7 What we cannot speak about we must pass over in silence.
But that would be cheating.
As would linking to a youtube video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CfNt-ZIqYEU
And then quoting Wittgenstein again:
ask yourself whether our language is complete;—whether
it was so before the symbolism of chemistry and the notation of the
infinitesimal calculus were incorporated in it; for these are, so to speak,
suburbs of our language. (And how many houses or streets does it
take before a town begins to be a town?) Our language can be seen
as an ancient city: a maze of little streets and squares, of old and new
houses, and of houses with additions from various periods; and this
surrounded by a multitude of new boroughs with straight regular
streets and uniform houses.
Maybe this will seem like a bullshit reply - and linking to a video of Terence McKenna certainly doesn't give my point the greatest of credibility to the academically minded - but still:

I agree with McKenna that the HUMAN world is (metaphorically-) made of language; in the sense that we choose to describe it in certain terms - and "pass over in silence" what we don't care to describe; just as we pass over the points that other people make in conversation (that we don't care to reply to, or are unable to reply to). In a sense, then, "every conversation leads us further from the truth" - and those who care about receptors, and binding affinities, and excretion rates etc. will care about them regardless of what I say - and I shall find smoked DMT to be the most remarkable thing on the face of this planet, regardless of what other people say to me about how we should research NEW drugs, and categorize them, and study their effects etc.

I would claim that it ALL pails into insignificance compared to the reality of that experience. In a sense, I suppose I am showing my age as much as someone who has stopped taking drugs at all; by ceasing to be interested in certain areas and focusing on one. Yet it is the effects of the drugs which is the only reason that I am here, spending my time writing this. I wouldn't waste a nanosecond writing about a new beta-blocker, because it is simply uninteresting to me - not because of my personal tastes and likes and dislikes - but what seems to be a shared knowledge that (irrespective of any personal interpretation of the experience) the experience itself is the most interesting thing that I, and many others here and elsewhere, could EVER possibly conceive of in this lifetime.


I don't experiment with new drugs at all; and I take psilocin and DMT exclusively - to me, the psychedelic mindset is all related - and I see DMT as the most perfect facilitator of getting to that state and of exploring that state in an easily titrate-able way.

Of course, I have gone off on a tangent here, and I haven't really addressed any of the points that any of you made necessarily, but at least I have felt obliged to reply, having caused you to spend your time answering my points! I'm not really sure how much certain "factions" of the community have in common - except through a loose association to the "drugs". I don't associate at all with any of the work that MAPS do, because I'm interested in the psychedelic experience itself, and so doctors taking MDMA with their patients, or psilocybin treatment with cancer patients - as nice as it is - I don't really see as very much different than any other clinical trials with any other drug. I don't know if that makes sense; and I haven't really tried to make it make too much sense - but I hope that it's not purely tangential to what others have written; and I may disagree with some of the points that I have made myself - which will probably be an infuriating thing to read to a sober, scientifically minded person, but that's what I see myself to be - believe it or not - I started out that way, anyway!
 
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A chart that was posted on here recently, in a thread about synesthesia makes the point rather well:
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What does it say?
Here is the context of the chart, re-posted from another context. Notice the parenthetical "do not read too much into this really," with "really" bolded and italicized. This is just so that we understand the weight of the point being made by referencing the chart insofar as it it relevant in the context of this thread.
 
I used it out of context to add weight to the point that I was making - rather like most charts. =D

I saw the (American-produced) "misery index" for Iran today: it had gone to over 100 points under Ahmadinejadd - who'd of thought that people could be that miserable!

ET_092812Fig4.jpg
 
The Misery Index is a somewhat facetiously named but well defined quantitative macroeconomic measure (inflation + unemployment, two significant macroeconomic causes of misery). It doesn't purport to quantify the abstract emotional quality of "misery," but rather a few of it's corollaries.

Receptor affinities are well defined quantitative neuropharmacological measurements. They don't purport to quantify the subjective and unmeasurable qualities of drug-taking.

(See where this is going?)

And I think your reply above, with or without Wittgenstein, whether posted high or not, serves to point to the fact that we are indeed talking at cross purposes.

A morbid preoccupation with the inside of one's own head, a common enough affliction among drug users, is a sort of solipsism, and thus afflicted, I can see why any attempt to discuss the drug experience can seem to fail, and, in fact, it does fail, they are, after all, subjective inner experiences, but to take them too seriously is a profoundly dangerous thing: therein lies delusion. You seem to imply that I speak from a lack of experience with these matters (and may eventually come around to your view once suitably "enlightened.")

You're wrong about that. I have abundant experience with this sort of cognitive distortion and delusion, both from my own years of drug-taking and peak-chasing, and from my professional work with the profoundly mentally ill. It does not lend itself to having a happy and productive life and it does not tend to end well.

I do not mean to offend and I don't expect you to take my words as a bolt of revelation that changes your life, but I feel obligated to go there, and you should reflect on these matters. Seeking after some kind of "higher knowledge" or "experience" or "reality" or extrinsic "messages" or communicating with intelligences and all of these other things that elevate the drug experience to have it's own reality higher than consensus reality, they are profoundly dangerous things and in fact, to my mind, make up the only good argument (which n.b. I still reject) for these drugs to be illegal, at least for recreational use.
 
The Misery Index is a somewhat facetiously named but well defined quantitative macroeconomic measure (inflation + unemployment, two significant macroeconomic causes of misery). It doesn't purport to quantify the abstract emotional quality of "misery," but rather a few of it's corollaries.

Receptor affinities are well defined quantitative neuropharmacological measurements. They don't purport to quantify the subjective and unmeasurable qualities of drug-taking.

(See where this is going?)

And I think your reply above, with or without Wittgenstein, whether posted high or not, serves to point to the fact that we are indeed talking at cross purposes.

A morbid preoccupation with the inside of one's own head, a common enough affliction among drug users, is a sort of solipsism, and thus afflicted, I can see why any attempt to discuss the drug experience can seem to fail, and, in fact, it does fail, they are, after all, subjective inner experiences, but to take them too seriously is a profoundly dangerous thing: therein lies delusion. You seem to imply that I speak from a lack of experience with these matters (and may eventually come around to your view once suitably "enlightened.")

You're wrong about that. I have abundant experience with this sort of cognitive distortion and delusion, both from my own years of drug-taking and peak-chasing, and from my professional work with the profoundly mentally ill. It does not lend itself to having a happy and productive life and it does not tend to end well.

I do not mean to offend and I don't expect you to take my words as a bolt of revelation that changes your life, but I feel obligated to go there, and you should reflect on these matters. Seeking after some kind of "higher knowledge" or "experience" or "reality" or extrinsic "messages" or communicating with intelligences and all of these other things that elevate the drug experience to have it's own reality higher than consensus reality, they are profoundly dangerous things and in fact, to my mind, make up the only good argument (which n.b. I still reject) for these drugs to be illegal, at least for recreational use.

As I wrote in a little essay a while ago:

Psychedelics don't deliver answers. Only questions. Getting wrapped up in them is not a good thing, although simply having asked, if properly integrated, can be helpful indeed.

The Wittgenstein passage you qoute I think is indeed useful, but I think that you're missing the point: nobody is trying to quantify the unquantifiable. That is, in fact, what makes the current body of research so cool: people like Griffiths are striking the right balance.
 
I quoted Wittgenstein because he talks about the limits of language; and since I am interested in the experience, rather than talking about the experience, I find it hard to write very much at all. It's a matter of who takes the lead - like a dance, almost - you lead a dance of words and I have to follow with words. If you were here with me I'd hand you a pipe! We are talking at cross purposes, as I mentioned myself - but that in itself fits in with the title of this thread rather well -- on that we can certainly agree!!! I have no preoccupation with the instead of my head - and certainly no morbid preoccupation with it. Outside of my 45 posts on this forum, I do not even talk about psychedelic drugs, or read about them - I would say that it's very likely that you spend more time thinking about the psychedelic state than I do. I trade foreign exchange for a living (when it's trending!) - but in the meantime I am killing time by writing this.
I didn't intend to - and don't believe that I did - state that I was pursuing some higher purpose; since I don't believe that there is one. For what it's worth, I don't think that psychedelics have much chance of being used in medicine in the near future, either.
I appreciate the experience for what it is - that is all that I was saying. I stand by the statement that the DMT experience is the most remarkable thing that I can ever imagine experiencing in this lifetime - but I don't spend my life obsessing about it. Occasionally - a few times a week - I'll spare 15 minutes from my busy schedule to take it; that's all.
[I honestly don't know why you assumed the things that you did - perhaps because of your involvement with the mentally ill; and a consequent per-occupation with the inside of people's heads? =D]
 
Sorry for double post.

I'm not really sure how much certain "factions" of the community have in common - except through a loose association to the "drugs".

Spot on here though. Much what I was driving at. So I guess the question is, should these "factions" really bother to engage one another? Or are we "doing" sufficiently different "things" that we might as well go our seperate ways? There are tracks and themes at conferences that I almost never attend, and probably vice versa with people who have different interests. There are people and "factions" that I would consider a liability to the cause, so to speak, and I think that if we stooped "cooperating" with them we would be better for it. (Why does Pinchbeck's site show up as a sponsor for academic conferences?—I know, money. But I think it's unseemly.)

Again, I think this is something that will need to be addressed more as the work progresses.
 
So I guess the question is, should these "factions" really bother to engage one another? Or are we "doing" sufficiently different "things" that we might as well go our seperate ways?
I enjoy talking to you, certainly. ;) And I enjoy reading all of the different perspectives.
My lightening-fast enhanced reflexes sometimes lead to confusion of who's responding to who, and when, however!
 
Oh, and the harsher tones in my message are not necessarily for you although I see why it sounds that way, I'm more addressing a common affliction in people who are in the psychedelic "scene"—trip-analysis paralysis, if you will. I detect somewhat of a hint of that in your posting, maybe I'm wrong, as it relates to the significance of the ineffable: I don't think that I downplay that per se (although I adamantly deny the significance of the actual *content*, there is a difference.) But on the other hand because psychedelics give this unique experience, that doesn't mean that scientific inquiry in the area is futile and meaningless. It means we have to be careful about how we design our studies. It also means we have to be careful that we (and our subjects, patients, internet correspondants) don't get blown away by the wow factor and wind up in a dangerous place of ouroboric navel gazing.

Cool that you are a trader. (So obviously there was no need to define a misery index. I am very interested in markets & economics, actually, but am the rankest sort of amateur when it comes to putting my money where my mouth is, and I know it. Still though I try to learn what I can, apply it, and of course entertain fantasies of…well, you know. I think it is a holdover from my days of, uh, trading, er, other commodities. Back then I just longed for a way to be short Indian ketamine. :P)
 
Also, when it comes to writing about the psychedelic experience, that's something's I've put a lot of thought into. My efforts at describing the indescribable lead me to develop a small see of self imposed rules for writing intentionally minimalistic trip reports: starting by cutting out all subjective thought content and then focusing simply ln the drug as a perceptual "lens." See here: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...oop-Zap-Zang?p=8829521&viewfull=1#post8829521 (links in my post & a little subsequent discussion) and here http://www.esotericpharma.org/wp/ (especially the 5-MeO-DMT narrative and, taking a somewhat different tack, the "Cynic's Trip Report" [LSD].) also potentially of interest, some old musings of mine about drugs http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/438143-My-current-take-on-psychedelics some of which I agree with now & some of which I don't, maybe even embarrassed, but it's a good representation of where I was at then & some of my thought process to get where I am now. Now I no longer take drugs as such and don't really have any interest in doing so, but I definitely think on these matters alot.
 
The academic and "official" line of research into "psychedelics" is just one avenue of thought, though -- the way I see it.

I had very bad depression in my late teens, and overnight it was cured by the first dose of mushrooms that I ever took. From there I got interested in their use in medicine, obviously, because I had "felt it" at first hand (and because I was studying biochemistry, at the time).

But the more that I think about it now, it is really of little consequence whether it will be prescribed as a medicine: I took mushrooms and went to a jazz bar with 2 friends; and I just don't think that the same personal transformation that occurred to me, could have occurred were I with a psychiatrist in a hospital -- however nice they made the surroundings. One has the problem of the level of knowledge of the psychiatrist - and their subjective experiences, and "experience" itself - and here is a problem indeed.
As regards DMT - it is something that, try as I might, I cannot deny: I must have smoked it hundreds of times, but every time that I revisit it at a sufficient dosage I am completely astonished -- I can rationalize the experience however I like*, but that really doesn't matter -- it completely resets everything that I thought that I knew about the world - which I find actually very useful in a practical sense - to be free from illusion (although it has the opposite effect on some (most?! - I don't know).

*[as Wittgenstein said: ".....of course there are then no questions left; and this itself is the answer" - that's how I chose to rationalize all of the "questions of life" - for what it's worth].

I'll send you some books if you like; I've got loads on trading, markets, and whatnot - or if you do torrents...

The funding aspect is problematic for every researcher - and I think that the "association" with the "underground" scene really has to continue - because Sandoz isn't in the game anymore! There is of course the problem that this very association is the thing that may keep it OUT OF the mainstream; but since many people - yourself included - came from that, it's really very difficult to see it happening.

I'll look up Griffiths - I stopped reading this sort of stuff ages ago - but maybe it's time for a renaissance... I may see you at the conference next year - when I'm back at school finishing my PhD (the Griffiths group, of course!) =D

[Here's a potentially controversial suggestion: maybe the funding problem could be solved by "spin-off" research-chemical businesses?]
 
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