I have done my damndest to keep away from people lately as Im just not sociable.
But they drop in randomly and this visit in particular wasa reminder that temptation comes from any source!
Ali was drunk and out partying, I was supposed to go to a new year bash with him and Klay etc but wanted to spend it quietly alone ifI could not spend it with the man I love.
He was a little put out but understood.
He wanted to come over at 4am as everything was shut and he was smashed. I said no as I felt like shit and had seroquel. He turned up anyway and was really trashed.
It was funny though, hes a good friend.
But he confessed to being a drug addict, which was suprising since hes so responsible about his army position. He threw a baggie of speed at me and insisted I have it.
So, I tasted it, and it tasted like good speed. Then luckily he started tickling me so it was impossible to consume any more.
I was tired from seroquel so told him Id drive him home later, he could stay but Im going to sleep. He passed out later after having one of my pills.
At the end of the day, technically I broke my sobriety but didnt get any effect from tasting it and cravings did not return.
Meh. I like random visitors usually. This was good.
But they drop in randomly and this visit in particular wasa reminder that temptation comes from any source!
Ali was drunk and out partying, I was supposed to go to a new year bash with him and Klay etc but wanted to spend it quietly alone ifI could not spend it with the man I love.
He was a little put out but understood.
He wanted to come over at 4am as everything was shut and he was smashed. I said no as I felt like shit and had seroquel. He turned up anyway and was really trashed.
It was funny though, hes a good friend.
But he confessed to being a drug addict, which was suprising since hes so responsible about his army position. He threw a baggie of speed at me and insisted I have it.
So, I tasted it, and it tasted like good speed. Then luckily he started tickling me so it was impossible to consume any more.
I was tired from seroquel so told him Id drive him home later, he could stay but Im going to sleep. He passed out later after having one of my pills.
At the end of the day, technically I broke my sobriety but didnt get any effect from tasting it and cravings did not return.
Meh. I like random visitors usually. This was good.