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Erg fucking head-colds are annoying :\ Whats the use in them??

OTOT, at least I don't have to wear a monocle; which, I dunno, is that a good thing or bad?

;)
 
Monocles ftw!

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Just took 200 mgs of Propoxyphene , I wonder if it will have any effect mixed with marijuana

I have zero opiate tolerance at the moment , so I guess I'll hope for the best :)
 
definitely have a nice buzz going , it kinda feels like a low dose of hydrocodone
I cut a bunch of firewood today so the pain relief has been a blessing for my back
Its been about an hour since I took it and I can notice my breathing becoming a little
more shallow and I feel really warm and slightly dizzy. All in all im pretty impressed
with how much its effecting me , go darvocet :D
 
when coming out of a dmt experience does anyone else get really hungry? i find it strange that it happens to me almost every time. though i usually am experimenting when i havent eaten in a while so that may be the reasoning.

i still havent broken through. i'm such a lightweight. 20mg seriously takes me pretty far. not sure i'll physically be able to breakthrough as my mouth goes googly and i have to submit after the rush. incapable of functioning.

however, i'm fine with and extremely grateful for what dmt has shown me even if i don't ever reach 'hyperspace'
 
So last night shortly after I wrote the mini-report post about the propylhexedrine, I had some valerian root, and started to get nauseous. Then shortly before I went to bed, at about 5am, I suddenly got overcome and threw up. It was extremely acidic and when I was done the back of my throat felt like it was scalded from stomach acid, to the point that when I woke up this morning, and for most of the day, my throat hurt and swallowing felt weird.

I woke up at 8:15am, with some strange dream-notion in my head that I had 3 different wake-up times at 8, 9, and 11, and that I should wake up at 9 because I had someone coming over at 11, but it was actually 11. So I got up and started putting on my clothes and quickly trying to prepare myself to meet company. Then my wife woke up and asked what time it was. I looked at the clock, and when I saw it was 8:15, the remnants of my dream (which I don't remember anything from) shattered and I realized I had gotten less than 3 hours of sleep, after also having around 3 hours of sleep the night before (due to my kitties keeping me awake most of the night with their shenanigans). But then my wife wanted to get up, so we both stayed up. All day I've been feeling really strange, primarily in my stomach. I've been nauseous the whole day, and any time I eat or drink anything, I've had to press a pressure point in my wrist and lay down to reduce the nausea back down to this annoying base level it's at. Around 3 in the afternoon I threw up again, and felt better for a while, ans then the nausea came back. I've tried a variety of things... the poppy seed tea I made for myself helped to provide a nice mindset but it also increased the nausea due to the volume of liquid.

Fortunately, in the last 20 minutes or so (it's 7:15pm my time right now) my nausea has mostly cleared up and I feel mostly better, but still very drained. I've been in a pretty good mindset all day, but just have been feeling really icky for the most part. I am quite sure it's mostly due to the propylhexedrine... if I had stopped at 125mg, or 100, I'm sure I'd feel fine today, or mostly fine. The lack of sleep certainly is a contributing factor, but it's not uncommon for me to get 3 hours of sleep for two nights in a row, and aside from being tired, I usually experience no other negative effects from that alone.

So propylhexedrine was fun, and I'll try it again sometime, but right now my body is a bit repulsed by the idea.

How is everyone else today? :) Aside from the physical toll my activities have taken on me, my day's been alright... it's always kind of fun for me to spend a day in sleep deprivation, though you can be sure I'll sleep like a baby tonight! It reached about 20 degrees F last night and the high today was still under 32... we turn off the heaters we use to heat the house at night when we sleep, and when I got downstairs this morning it was 55 degrees inside... felt damn cold having just gotten out of the warm bed, and feeling sick from some sort of mutant hangover. It heated up to 60 degrees relatively quickly but then it took until about 5pm to heat up to the desired temperature of 68 degrees. I think we'll need to develop a way of maintaining the temperature somewhat overnight to avoid having to expend all the energy to reheat it every day. But at least now we have a system of 3 or 4 small electric fan heaters that efficiently and effectively heat the house even when it gets cold. Some of you may remember last winter when I had just moved into my house, where we'd spend the coldest days seeing our breath. It was pretty miserable... I'd wear an undershirt, 2 sweatshirts, and 1-2 sweaters, along with 2-3 pairs of pants, and 3-4 pairs of socks, and a scarf, while inside, and still be colder than I'd like. Now we are having no trouble keeping it at 68 degrees, which is just fine with me.
 
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Hehe, monocles :D

I've had an amazing low-dose LSD trip today. It was so nice, also I was talking with my parents right smack in the middle of it and felt completely at ease. Normally I'd avoid contact.

we turn off the heaters we use to heat the house at night when we sleep, and when I got downstairs this morning it was 55 degrees inside... felt damn cold having just gotten out of the warm bed, and feeling sick from some sort of mutant hangover. It heated up to 60 degrees relatively quickly but then it took until about 5pm to heat up to the desired temperature of 68 degrees. I think we'll need to develop a way of maintaining the temperature somewhat overnight to avoid having to expend all the energy to reheat it every day. But at least now we have a system of 3 or 4 small electric fan heaters that efficiently and effectively heat the house even when it gets cold.

That sucks. I hate being cold as well. I've got the woodstove in the room here just to rub it in your face. ;)

I sure am going to miss that when I move into town. :(

The house I'm moving into has a fossil fuel burning natural gas furnace like all houses in the suburbs. The house temperature is like yours; high 60s. I'm really going to miss my wood fire. :( :( :(

I like being warm too, I absolutely can't stand the cold in my living space. I'm likely going to have an electric heater in my room to help me out when I really feel cold.

I'm going to live there for a while but I'm thinking of putting a down-payment on a house somewhere down the line where my friend can move in and enjoy a comfy place with cheap rent.... and a woodstove. ;)
 
does it have a fireplace?

if you can find one that will fit an iron insert would be good.... works far better for heating than a typical fireplace.

My grandmother had one in her basement and it would heat the whole house pretty effectively....

My dad keeps a wood stove going all through winter in his basement. its great.

anyone ever thought about dropping some acid and going into an isolation tank for an hour or so?
 
I also hate the cold, alot. My toes get cold so damn easy it aint funny. This coupled with the urge to snowboard whenever possible, sucks.

edit: Goodnight tajraen! <3:D
 
Hey Pd , Tonights adventures have turned out very well here's what was on the menu

200 mgs of propoxyphene , 50 mgs of diphenhydramine , 25 mgs of zolpidem and a large amount of cannabis Its a really nice combo , I feel very euphoric and relaxed , Music sounds especially beautiful .The last ambien I took is kicking in right as we speak , objects are rippling and breathing , it reminds me of psychedelics
 
cartesian cannabal: your a graph of life eating itself!

eat my words; they are like reading a book with all but a few of the pages missing, then discovering one day that the book has been restored, and you are now reading it in its full glory for the first time... but replacing the book with life, you know?


have a song!
i wrote it to put over a guitar melody of mine

i call it the art of living forever

oh sweetest one
i quite enjoy the forms
the depth of this dimension
stories tales and storms

thank you all for for seeing me
this 3D world
my body

now gazing at the sky
a river of light
and a million pickett fences
purring fields of eyes

ill be right here in the 2D world
of becoming, of passing
through the universe

this is just the moment
this is just a moment
welcome this moment

to take the ride
and leave this 3D world behind

watch as every color
and time clap together
and lapse into forever

thank you all for joining me
remember time?
and earthly bodies?

...and the laughter, still, is singing in the second dimension
 
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