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Yay my boss let me keep my job while I was unable to work bcuz of treatment :) I start again tomorrow!

Had a great talk with my best friend/ love of my life today. We now know all of each others thoughts about each other as lovers and friends, and this eliminates my only major stress source. :)
 
Good to hear nearjat :)

I had an amazing sleep last night full of dreams. Tryptophan is amazing for sleep. I dreamt that it snowed and I was walking from my car to my work and kids were playing the snowbanks and stuff and then I magically had a snowboard attached to my feet and I rode down a hill. :)

It was just one of those super happy go-lucky dreams. :)

Then when I was on the ferry this morning I saw the first snowflakes of the season! Of course none of it is staying yet. We've had a pretty mild year so far. It's only gone below freezing a couple times; I hope it gets colder and we get some snow. If you're gonna have winter you might as well have snow.

I took my 2mg of AMT this morning as well. I love what AMT is doing for me. I am so positive and full of happiness. :)
 
Good Morning my friends


I've been sucked into Dragon Age: Origins all weekend. What an awesome game. It plays like a movie. There's different story lines to start from and you can fully customize your toon. It's great. hehe. Arrrgg I gotta go to the Dentist in a few. Gonna have to smoke a fat bowl before that one.


How are all you doin today?<3
 
I'm doing good , just sippin some tea and smoking

wouldn't it make you more anxious than normal being high at the dentist Swerz ?

it always did for me , one time I walked out during a filling when I was stoned

was freaking me out way too much , my mom got pissed :D
 
hahaha my mom would be pissed at me for that too Charlie :) But it would be funny as hell to laugh at later! I'm about 15 minutes away from giving a group presentation assigned over thanksgiving weekend when ppl could hardly communicate let alone meet to put a presentation together. This teacher is an idiot :p
 
I'm sick :(

My printer was fucking up and I ended up not being able to turn in my take home quiz for organic :(

At least I have some of the dankest chronic in the world.
 
MMm the d'opium is mighty fine this evening... howr you all doing?

Things are looking up for me again, just feel a bit refreshed and stuff, I dont know - maybe Im gradually starting to work things out or maybe its just a hypomanic phase...
The LSD yesterday helped anyway thats for sure. Didnt think that much over but I had an emotional release and the old reboot :)
Also took DMT but that was just a fucking psychotic ride. The time was right, set and setting more than fine, but it was so powerfully insane. It was like "shit now i really did it", a familiar though for most of us maybe. Everything just... came alive!!! I was trying to run up the wall while my brain screamed WTFekkkkkk!??!!!!!!!! Damn maybe no more combining that stuff. Hell I dont know.

Say pepper that aMT is starting to sound better and better. Both recreational session to try and therapeutic low dose supp.
Do you think it can survive like 1-2 months sitting in some water with a couple drops of lemon juice to dissolve? I think not right?
 
Solipsis said:
Say pepper that aMT is starting to sound better and better. Both recreational session to try and therapeutic low dose supp.
Do you think it can survive like 1-2 months sitting in some water with a couple drops of lemon juice to dissolve? I think not right?
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Yeah AMT is pretty amazing. Only 3mg on Saturday but it was incredible; I also have a pretty good afterglow. My tolerance is setting in and that's good (from a functional standpoint). I'm using 2mg daily for the time being and it's just a nice lift.

See the AMT thread for what I did. I think your best bet is to just put a small amount in solution for the time being. I put 100mg in 10mL's of white vinegar (5% acetic acid). I wonder if I'll be able to use it before it goes bad; we'll see I guess.

I hope using at as a therapeutic low dose supp doesn't ruin it's more powerful and euphoric effects like I had on saturday. I'm sure it'll take a higher dose but I hope it still works. I'll keep taking 2mg this week and then take either 4 or 5mg this saturday to see what it does.

I find it doesn't really start to show its glow until the 7th hour. Even yesterday with only 2mg I was feeling ho-hum all day and then around T+7 I got a wave of energy and a smile on my face <3

I started a thread in ADD asking about the safety of a daily low dose: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=475037
 
So I leave work thinking I'd like to have a little diazepam when I get home but then remembered how I have to stop caving into benzos; so I settled for kava. Damn PDers have me all conscious about my drug use (You know who you are :p ;)).

I might also smoke a pipe of that seed opium stuff. :)
 
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...then remembered how I have to stop caving into benzos...
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I'm glad to hear that, I've never had a dependence on them or anything, but every thing I've heard about any sorta benzo habit has always made me wanna avoid them like the plague.

..not that they cant be nice everyonce and a while or anything
 
They just kind of creep up on you; they make everything okay.

What I don't like about them is the rebound anxiety; if I take some diazepam one day I'll have to take it the next day as well just to feel normal. The relaxation they provide feels so nice but then it comes back to bite you in the ass.
 
Tried some 5-meo-mipt today - unfortunately dosed too low, tried to redose an hour later but it didn't really do much at all.

Am I still going to need the standard 3 or so days before I can dose normally again?
 
Cloudy we dont do video's of people tripping or preparing to of any sort, its in the great big index and/or pd rules.
This may be our cozy social corner but we gotta draw a line. So removed it.
 
Well, I read it all and know everything you guys been doing. Sounds like...well, drugs :D

Dosed on ayahuasca this weekend, and a small dose of mushrooms. Fucking epicness! <3

Just bombed 50mg of 2C-D, lets see how she goes :) <3
 
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