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Xorkoth
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I dunno, weed is way harder to handle than LSD for me, at least if the LSD doses are reasonable. Weed causes way more anxiety and confusion.
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Same here i get WAY moar anxiety from Cannabis then I do from psychedelics at this point. If I start using it daily though eventually that fades away but so do the most powerful psychedelic effects from the Cannabis I get to enjoy if I only use the drug seldomly.
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i think its more due to the fact that people were sketching out at playing music before we were high and about other people its a huge fucking park lol no 1 would of even be able to see us under the dark tree or hear the music or care.
Then not having trust in me that everything will be okay and that im fine. Which is most important on LSD. Though they reminded me of my days of smoking weed before i got truly good strains.
Idk maybe i was just overthinking it on my cannabis high if i should them or just her acid. What i do know is that ill make sure to walk back inside before the trip gets to heavy for her. My previous plan was to chill in the park for the peak but don't think that is a good idea prob best to make her feel safe inside. She also introduced me to one of her friends who is keen to do shrooms lol. So ill go shroom hunting soon but prob will just make a low dose tea for them to drink and ill stay sober. I should prob stay sober from LSD. My weed trip was insane truly heavy as fuck lsd was so much better for me to handle. i must of smoked at least 0.8-1 g of weed straight for myself i did make a pretty fat joint. Made the music so epic. Gonna shower pop ritalin and do study now.
Then not having trust in me that everything will be okay and that im fine. Which is most important on LSD. Though they reminded me of my days of smoking weed before i got truly good strains.
Idk maybe i was just overthinking it on my cannabis high if i should them or just her acid. What i do know is that ill make sure to walk back inside before the trip gets to heavy for her. My previous plan was to chill in the park for the peak but don't think that is a good idea prob best to make her feel safe inside. She also introduced me to one of her friends who is keen to do shrooms lol. So ill go shroom hunting soon but prob will just make a low dose tea for them to drink and ill stay sober. I should prob stay sober from LSD. My weed trip was insane truly heavy as fuck lsd was so much better for me to handle. i must of smoked at least 0.8-1 g of weed straight for myself i did make a pretty fat joint. Made the music so epic. Gonna shower pop ritalin and do study now.
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Well I just go head first always and have as much weed as I can tolerate every time I trip, but kava really counteracts the anxiety weed can trigger, especially when tripping and in general.
Today fuck I slept a good while, but felt like I could sleep forever. Getting up afternoon, still light, very reluctantly.
My breathing/infections were good, and tummy, bowels, normally both nightmares at all times but I’ve been much more successful last week with the Electromedicine keeping infections really at bay.
But...after 1800 ug in 3 days, the 600, then 1000 plugged too, quantatively much heavier, I felt totally fucked today.
Exhausted but extremely depressed.
it’s common I think to feel a level of depressive ness post LSD trips at times. @TripSitterNZ and I have talked about the positive swing back effect, days later, when things seem clearer than before.
But today was like the most extreme acute post heavy LSD trip depression I can recall.
I could find no Will to think of a single thing in reality to keep moving on. I could have slept hours more, was so tired and restful, but emotionally tormented.
I needed drugs. After an accidental miscalculated Etizolam dose (undisolved clumps), maybe 6 mg’s by estimate, I tried to go back to bed. I could have. But my mind was stewing.
Got up, VERY dreary, eyes open hard task....did oil pulling, steam inhalation, made fresh- safe- Etizolam bottle up with 250 mg.
It’s the last bottle remnants to watch. Over the course I’m taking the same amount, averaged. But clumps cam make a 2.5 mg dose, a 15 mg one.
I also drank strong coffee to snap me back a bit, while making a 52 gram of kava.
Had a quick strong vape first before some kava.
But fuck guys, LSD overuse aftermath is so intense. I need someone to just talk to about it, just to calm myself down and connect but I can’t talk to my mum about it.
Massive energy crash and depressive state. So I did the unadvisable and decided I need a “tail of the dog”, desperate situations and all....
I got 300 ug ready to plug again. Decided on 200 last minute. Call it titrating.If it can perk my mood, sense of despair up for tonight, it should be an easier sail down tomorrow- is the plan.
I’m feeling so blown already today from acid, without health conditions, I would just chill, crash out for a few days half present. But the show has to go on.
Shower now. I may plug the 3rd tab.
weeks ago, after a 930 ug trip, I was crashing, plugged 200, 50 oral. It picked me up but I tripped like a first time 250 ug trip.
Kava has chilled me.
Anybody else experience intense acute depression after heavy LSD trips? @buzzlightyear I saw you talk about your tendency towards mania, but that’s quite different to depression I think.
Edit- I just plugged the 3rd tab, 300 ug. Moderate still. Has to be worthwhile though, was my thinking.
Today fuck I slept a good while, but felt like I could sleep forever. Getting up afternoon, still light, very reluctantly.
My breathing/infections were good, and tummy, bowels, normally both nightmares at all times but I’ve been much more successful last week with the Electromedicine keeping infections really at bay.
But...after 1800 ug in 3 days, the 600, then 1000 plugged too, quantatively much heavier, I felt totally fucked today.
Exhausted but extremely depressed.
it’s common I think to feel a level of depressive ness post LSD trips at times. @TripSitterNZ and I have talked about the positive swing back effect, days later, when things seem clearer than before.
But today was like the most extreme acute post heavy LSD trip depression I can recall.
I could find no Will to think of a single thing in reality to keep moving on. I could have slept hours more, was so tired and restful, but emotionally tormented.
I needed drugs. After an accidental miscalculated Etizolam dose (undisolved clumps), maybe 6 mg’s by estimate, I tried to go back to bed. I could have. But my mind was stewing.
Got up, VERY dreary, eyes open hard task....did oil pulling, steam inhalation, made fresh- safe- Etizolam bottle up with 250 mg.
It’s the last bottle remnants to watch. Over the course I’m taking the same amount, averaged. But clumps cam make a 2.5 mg dose, a 15 mg one.
I also drank strong coffee to snap me back a bit, while making a 52 gram of kava.
Had a quick strong vape first before some kava.
But fuck guys, LSD overuse aftermath is so intense. I need someone to just talk to about it, just to calm myself down and connect but I can’t talk to my mum about it.
Massive energy crash and depressive state. So I did the unadvisable and decided I need a “tail of the dog”, desperate situations and all....
I got 300 ug ready to plug again. Decided on 200 last minute. Call it titrating.If it can perk my mood, sense of despair up for tonight, it should be an easier sail down tomorrow- is the plan.
I’m feeling so blown already today from acid, without health conditions, I would just chill, crash out for a few days half present. But the show has to go on.
Shower now. I may plug the 3rd tab.
weeks ago, after a 930 ug trip, I was crashing, plugged 200, 50 oral. It picked me up but I tripped like a first time 250 ug trip.
Kava has chilled me.
Anybody else experience intense acute depression after heavy LSD trips? @buzzlightyear I saw you talk about your tendency towards mania, but that’s quite different to depression I think.
Edit- I just plugged the 3rd tab, 300 ug. Moderate still. Has to be worthwhile though, was my thinking.
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take it easy bro everybody that goes hard on LSD will suffer intense depression its well written in the books since the 1960s. When you spend all the time in the gates of heaven and beyond losing track of mudane life and coming back can feel very depressesd and just sitting around waiting to die because it seems like life will not be as awesome as it was in heaven.
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I don't know about everybody, but can happen. when you spend your youth chasing 'peak life experiences', it can be rather difficult to adjust to the "Real world"
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Thai music goes so well for weed.
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It’s actually not so much the real world, as always was in the past, it’s “this” real world currently.
The pure bullshit, meaningless and lies of everything sickens me to death. I find no interest in this fake, looney reality society at present. Living in a lockdown ghost town without social contact and general grimness, which is making it so hard currently for me this sense mentally.
Buzz Lightbeer
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LightBEER brother, lightbeer
No never was depressed after LSD, on the contrary. A break is in order man, the day would've come either way
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So I ate some shrooms yesterday evening. They were pretty potent but they leveled out pretty nicely for a few hours.
At some point I got a bit of a tense knot in my back. My girlfriend stuck her knuckles in there and worked it out for just a couple minutes.
The strangest thing happened. I got really light headed, felt pins and needles all over and broke out into a cold sweat. I was drenched.
I felt like I was on the verge of passing out or throwing up for a solid 10 minutes. It faded away, I took a shower, and then I went to bed.
I feel a little bit balloony today, but basically ok. That was fucking weird though.
On a different note I made the mistake of reading that white cis male privilege thread last night and it sorta stressed me out and
spiked my anxiety... Weirdly still feeling that today.... I have to be careful what I expose myself to these days...
At some point I got a bit of a tense knot in my back. My girlfriend stuck her knuckles in there and worked it out for just a couple minutes.
The strangest thing happened. I got really light headed, felt pins and needles all over and broke out into a cold sweat. I was drenched.
I felt like I was on the verge of passing out or throwing up for a solid 10 minutes. It faded away, I took a shower, and then I went to bed.
I feel a little bit balloony today, but basically ok. That was fucking weird though.
On a different note I made the mistake of reading that white cis male privilege thread last night and it sorta stressed me out and
spiked my anxiety... Weirdly still feeling that today.... I have to be careful what I expose myself to these days...
Cream Gravy?
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I identify with this so much it's scary lol
Xorkoth
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Yeah the CEPS forum is intense, I have to cut myself off from time to time.
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I take months off at a time man. People get rude there.
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In my prime youthful days, I never associated LSD comedowns with depression. Virtually the opposte.LightBEER brother, lightbeer
No never was depressed after LSD, on the contrary. A break is in order man, the day would've come either way
Although one unique trademark side effect I did get myself and still do is the extreme fatigue.
But too much of a good thing and that equation can change.
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Honestly I used to take psychedelics 3-7 days a week for 2 and a half years straight. I was very happy during that period, though eventually very sleep deprived. I ended up crashing my car twice, a fender bender and then a week later I totaled it. Went to a doctor and didn't want to be honest and got diagnosed with narcolepsy for a while, I couldn't stay awake. The only time I got depressed, though, was during my AMT binge phase, then I depleted my serotonin bad and got brain zaps coming off it, and sleep paralysis, and severe depression, but I got over it pretty quick. I've never gone down the road that some people do of declining mental health as a result of psychedelics. I just eventually realized I was hurting myself and giving myself such a huge tolerance that taking 50mg of 2C-B was a light buzz sort of like weed s when you smoke all the time. And I was massively sleep deprived (because I was hiding it from my girlfriend-fiance-wife (now longtime ex-wife) and doing it at night and staying up most of the night, very frequently, then waking up to work at 7:30am.
But yeah even now looking back, it was a magical time that was very enjoyable and exciting. I wouldn't do it again, but in some ways it actually helped ,y state of mind long-term... since then I am always a little bit in the psychedelic state. I regularly get moved to tears when I start to think about the universe, and I find it very easy to get lost in the moment and act like a kid. I got so used to the psychedelic state that it became a part of me. And I like that.
But yeah even now looking back, it was a magical time that was very enjoyable and exciting. I wouldn't do it again, but in some ways it actually helped ,y state of mind long-term... since then I am always a little bit in the psychedelic state. I regularly get moved to tears when I start to think about the universe, and I find it very easy to get lost in the moment and act like a kid. I got so used to the psychedelic state that it became a part of me. And I like that.
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hmm. i seem to be able to post youtube links....
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I've been busy in CEPS, I don't get into racial stuff though, feels disingenuous with all missing context as a European.
I've grown a liking to international politics, despite getting really really worked up about it, some terrible things going on...... I wanna know everything about it, but it's sooo much to digest and it's hard to filter information. It'll take years for me to be somewhat versed and fully able to process information 100% on my own. Not entirely sure if I'm going the right way about it on that forum, feels kinda pointless and I get too worked up without any benefit really. Don't wanna lose my friendly and amicable (
) image by bullshitting there more than talk about my favorite drugs.
Anyway, I'm gonna attempt some sleep, was again a crazy energetic day
I've grown a liking to international politics, despite getting really really worked up about it, some terrible things going on...... I wanna know everything about it, but it's sooo much to digest and it's hard to filter information. It'll take years for me to be somewhat versed and fully able to process information 100% on my own. Not entirely sure if I'm going the right way about it on that forum, feels kinda pointless and I get too worked up without any benefit really. Don't wanna lose my friendly and amicable (
) image by bullshitting there more than talk about my favorite drugs.Anyway, I'm gonna attempt some sleep, was again a crazy energetic day
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i like to troll ceps lmao people take me to seriously over there.
Well my new friends said they have never seen someone smoke as much weed as i did lmao and that i seemed totally normal. They were on a 10/10 scale high. I was pretty far gone myself but i usually i smoke entire kingsize joints by myself at mates parties since they always rip cones so ill smoke entire joints and my mates will probably have like 10 + cones maybe even 20 in a night. Maybe our use was very excessive and i just thought it was normal use because we all would go hard back in the days. But now smoking with new people looking back hmm yeah that is quite insane lol. I will roll future joints smaller in the future.
My lungs are in pretty good shape aswell managed to not cough was smooth weed i reckon but to skunky and strong they were coughing haha was fun watching newbies try adjust to proper weed instead of just smoking outdoor seedy bush weed. And i did not force them to smoke anymore than their limit.
On the walk back i just walked like i was a G not to be fucked with since quite a few random people were out and about late at night security did not even take a double take look at me when they drove past been around the block many times and know as long as you believe in yourself and act with confidence you will look totally sober to outsiders so they won't come ask questions.
Tho walking around this place on acid would be buzzy lol so many random motherfuckers running around this park late at night man.
Well my new friends said they have never seen someone smoke as much weed as i did lmao and that i seemed totally normal. They were on a 10/10 scale high. I was pretty far gone myself but i usually i smoke entire kingsize joints by myself at mates parties since they always rip cones so ill smoke entire joints and my mates will probably have like 10 + cones maybe even 20 in a night. Maybe our use was very excessive and i just thought it was normal use because we all would go hard back in the days. But now smoking with new people looking back hmm yeah that is quite insane lol. I will roll future joints smaller in the future.
My lungs are in pretty good shape aswell managed to not cough was smooth weed i reckon but to skunky and strong they were coughing haha was fun watching newbies try adjust to proper weed instead of just smoking outdoor seedy bush weed. And i did not force them to smoke anymore than their limit.
On the walk back i just walked like i was a G not to be fucked with since quite a few random people were out and about late at night security did not even take a double take look at me when they drove past been around the block many times and know as long as you believe in yourself and act with confidence you will look totally sober to outsiders so they won't come ask questions.
Tho walking around this place on acid would be buzzy lol so many random motherfuckers running around this park late at night man.
Xorkoth
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I've been busy in CEPS, I don't get into racial stuff though, feels disingenuous with all missing context as a European.
I've grown a liking to international politics, despite getting really really worked up about it, some terrible things going on...... I wanna know everything about it, but it's sooo much to digest and it's hard to filter information. It'll take years for me to be somewhat versed and fully able to process information 100% on my own. Not entirely sure if I'm going the right way about it on that forum, feels kinda pointless and I get too worked up without any benefit really. Don't wanna lose my friendly and amicable (
Anyway, I'm gonna attempt some sleep, was again a crazy energetic day
It's cool seeing you post there man. Politics is really charged and not very peaceful or heartening to talk about with people. Honestly I unplugged from politics and the news entirely for like 10 years, from the second W Bush term, through most of Obama, with a brief blip of excitement when Obama was inaugurated. Until the last 5 years, when I started to think that maybe total apathy is what got us into this mess. Now I sometimes spend too much thought and energy on it, but increasingly the balance is easier for me. I have learned a LOT over the past few years of posting in that forum. I learned a lot about human nature and I learned about where other people are coming from and why they believe the way they do. It is overall really disheartening, but also super interesting and, I think, important to understand. Or at least, I find it important to understand why.
lol, that is true. :D
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