Nice.Well something is definitely happening now I can feel it much more sorta like an MXE kinda vibe to it im deff into this stuff my mouth is so fucking numb for the redose im leaving in like 5 mins to head out for the day gotta set up the Nintendo for the girls and watch them have a ball playing Super Mario 64. Its gonna be a great night im bringing some food with me for my ex to cook in case she doesn't have anything and some Gatorade so I keep hydrated. Feeling really good right now tho I like this stuff alot so far and I know its just beginning![]()
I've been having absolutely no trouble with stuff coming from Europe from one vendor, but the success rate from all the others has been abysmal. Some are giving up on shipping here.I mean right now @electronDegenerate international takes hella long unless its coming from China those have been moving at the same pace like 2-3 weeks but stuff from Europe is so in the air right now like some stuff takes months. Still waiting on something from there if it shows up thats great if not its whatever. But yeah man one of my favorite vendors is in the far east and they get stuff here real quick I know a couple domestic people also which im grateful for. I'm gonna be slowing down on collecting the exotic phens for awhile tho cuz I can't get more for the time being and need to conserve what I have left. I'm planning on getting a bunch of Tryptamines soon tho like DPT, 4-AcO-DMT, 4-AcO-EPT some more common Phenethylamines like 25E-NBOH, 25B-NBOH and BOD. Some dissos as well not sure which I'm really hoping they start producing a more Ketamine like drug in China with them banning 2F-DCK and all if they would start mass producing something like DMXE it would be quite epic indeed. My baby moms just invited all of her relatives her thankfully this stuff is pretty malleable and im not really far out there and I can socialize just fine I feel very happy right now honestly, its a great drug this Ephenidine. I spit out the redose at like maybe 1:30pm so that one hasnt even fully hit yet. I would probably need a monster dose of this stuff to hole honestly, tolerance is a bitch.
i know of a old guy who is into non duality and ayahuasca. He has alot of knowledge. Though other than that no one i know is into non duality.Have you looked into finding a dharma teacher or samgha to start with? They can be really helpful, stabilizing influences. Encountering the non-dual can be alienating when no one around you is on the same wavelength. That's a big reason why samgha is so helpful.
What is it that Wu Men said? Something like "practicing meditation just to cultivate samadhi is like sitting in a haunted house." They say that everything is impermanent, pain and bliss both. Courageously staring into the face of reality, accepting it without grasping or fleeing is the crux of it. Tough stuff.
I had some decade(s) long aversion to ice cream that has slowly been turning around
I love icecream. Maybe love good milkshakes more. Which indeed can simply be icecream concoctions.Blasphemy!I can't even comprehend how someone could have an aversion to ice cream lol, it's so fucking good.