You struck the image in my head, that scene in Bill and Ted where they meet Plato, blow sand off their hand, say "All we are....is dust in the wind dude."after this ego death it seems to be alot easier to meditate for long hours in just a bliss state. Whenever this keeps up or not is to be seen. I hope it does.
reminds me of when ram dass took 400 ug every 4 hours for two week straights high the whole time.Tried to go to bed hours ago, Im tired you get me! No way, had I not plugged that 300 ug about 11 pm, 140 ug oral 8 pm, would I not be deeply slumbered long ago.
I vaped a big load of Cinderella Jack, thinking I'd sleep.
Lights out, comfy(ish), warm, but damn, so sky high on acid and kicked up by the weed plus 2 strong glasses of kava.
After an hour at least, I was too freaked out laying there, SO wide awake, in rather bright, total darkness lol.
Couldn't take it. Had to get up, distract me from the intensity of the 300ug plugged peak.
That seems to be where it stands different. More prolonged sustained intense peak.
So I made more kava. Grit between my teeth. Torn as to what to do.
I was tripping too much in bed to be able to think.
Kava ready. Full blender operation and kitchen clean up.
My reward? Besides special kava brew, was 200 ug 1plsd I never realised was unrefrigerrated.
I figured Im in for such a trapped elevator ride to be fixed, waiting to come down, I might as well go on a bit further.
Gonna drink this strong jar of 42 grams kava now. Had an edible dose before 1p and Kava for indigestion.
980ug total this run. Most acid I've ever taken now atv6 mg's virtually, just not most in a shorter time frame.
Yeah, you were the one who told me of that, and it intrigued me, got me thinking.reminds me of when ram dass took 400 ug every 4 hours for two week straights high the whole time.
Wife and I consumed roughly ~10mg of psilacetin each yesterday afternoon, after deep cleaning the whole apartment and putting all our Christmas decorations away finally. I recall a moment about right when I peaked, I went and laid face down on the freshly vacuumed rug and felt the drug washing over my body in waves.
I had been thinking really intently/silently for the come-up/first hour and going over and over in my head... why do I hate myself, or other people? I gradually came to realize, I didn't hate myself, that I related to other human beings, that my worries and anxieties over certain things was pointless. I've spent most of the past few weeks sobering up from opioid WDs and finally for the first time I was able to look at myself objectively and think, "I do not hate that person."
With this realization, I laid on the floor like mentioned prior. The drug started to wash over my body in waves of physical pleasure. I recall saying to Mrs. Gravy, "I... think... I'm experiencing pleasure?!" Psilacetin has never, ever been kind to me, always harsh, mean to my soul... but yesterday, it nourished me. It's as if the spirit of the drug finally knew that I was on the right path in life, and it rewarded me by instead of berating me, massaging me.
Wife and I had some issues we talked over, mostly about forgiveness, about coping with traumas. After we'd both sufficiently expressed ourselves, and cried far too much, I felt a lot of relief off my chest. My wife and I snuggled (nothing overtly sexual) on the couch while watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind once again. After that we just binged a few episodes of The Last Airbender and passed out later than usual.
It was a very healing, life affirming afternoon. I am not evil, I have no reason to hate myself any longer, I'm moving towards where I want to be in life, if slowly. I'm just so happy to have my loving wife in my life, and so happy that we're doing okay.
Sounds like maybe possibly a finish line to draw? Can be literally the case at times.Is 10mg a good dose? I've never tried it that low and have always had harsh experiences with it.
It's what I consider to be the standard '1.5g' equivalent to dried mushrooms in terms of effects. When I use it as a party favor I put 10mg in chocolates and hand them out, people usually only need one or two to have a good laugh. I don't dose higher than 15mg these days.Is 10mg a good dose? I've never tried it that low and have always had harsh experiences with it.
Yeah like, 3.5 grams shrooms is considered your full trip, maybe on par with 220-250 ug LSD depending.It's what I consider to be the standard '1.5g' equivalent to dried mushrooms in terms of effects. When I use it as a party favor I put 10mg in chocolates and hand them out, people usually only need one or two to have a good laugh. I don't dose higher than 15mg these days.
I did used to love the 3-Meo-PCP + 4-ACO-DMT combo, they mixed so well together. I think that was the only time I had what looked like entity contact on 4-ACO-DMT and being on 3-Meo-PCP just made it seem so normal that I was watching the inter-dimensional beings doing their business behind my walls.
Lemme know how you get on with the Proscaline whenever you try it, I've had some for a while I never sampled.