aMT is sedating for me, though I have not tried really high doses. 20-30 mg is more normal for me.
It makes me feel a bit like MDAI does and makes me wanna lie on the couch falling into a very dreamy trance, kinda like mushroom lethargy. But i get wonderful empathogenic euphoria though but not that gregarious like MDMA would. Nausea some of the time (the minority of trips), if I get it it can be somewhat persistent but other times I get none at all. I would buy ondansetron if I wasn't so poor.
Ibotenic acid also gets decarboxylated in the body so converting should be primarily done to hopefully lessened side-effect I think. Technically it's a neurotoxin but it doesn't really seem to be dangerous perhaps due to the involved doses and the conversion in the body not taking super long.
I once ordered gaboxadol, which was then rumored to be ibotenic acid instead, but I lost my sample somewhere before I could really get into what would be the best way to convert it synthetically - which is a different story because of missing mushroom enzymes. I did try Amanita Muscaria extract one time but it didn't work.
Fortunately I might add, because I was young and foolish at the time and it very well might have kicked in while I was still in the innercity rather than at home.
Used to have synthetic N,N-DMT and 5-MeO-DMT which I salted into solution for IMing with citric acid (in slight excess I think). Worked fine... but after quite some months even in the fridge the DMT solution turned yellow and the 5-MeO-DMT an unexpected pink. Quite possibly the N-oxides. Of course discoloration doesn't say how significant your impurities are (unless you have a spectrometer and a reference sample of the pure impurity hehe)... but I didn't want to take it anymore after that.
I imagine bulkier tryptamines might not really form N-oxides as much. But I don't know that 5-MeO trypts are really considerably more stable than the non subbed ones or that it's rather that e.g. DMT is usually in freebase form and 5-MeO's not nearly as often because of different oral potency.
Don't take Amanita Pantherina, it does contain more actives but it can be way too much and the variance is too big, making it unsafe unless you make a homogenized preparate and titrate.
I always got MUCH less terrible tuesdays from methylone than from MDMA, it's much more dopaminergic which is I think why the after-effects are more speed like. Usually easier to deal with and more exhausting than depressing which manages differently... but if you do use it too often the issues tend to be more debilitating and more chronic than with more sporadic MDMA use.
Similar to 4-FA, it was pretty damn addictive to me and I was glad when eventually I more or less permanently denied myself to use them anymore...
Had my first day working in the art academy (actually this part is more of an in-house artist institute, which works differently), it was very nice. Had a bit of a beer hangover but I had excellent social function thanks considerably to my dexamph script, worked my ass off together with my 'supervisor', originally an American artist running the wood shop, one of the nicest guys ever. I hope to later also work in the metal shop and print shop (silk screen etc etc) but it's unclear how much I will be able to further my own art in return for helping people out there. Certainly not everything will be possible, as time is short to really be taught techniques extensively, but what's more: some of the materials would be unreasonably expensive - and I wouldn't be able to afford it myself either. Anyway I was impressed with them and they seemed to be with me as well...
Helped build a big installation which is supposed to be like a green-screen backdrop, but it was closed to finished already. Would be cool to get increasingly challenging assignments / orders.
It makes me feel a bit like MDAI does and makes me wanna lie on the couch falling into a very dreamy trance, kinda like mushroom lethargy. But i get wonderful empathogenic euphoria though but not that gregarious like MDMA would. Nausea some of the time (the minority of trips), if I get it it can be somewhat persistent but other times I get none at all. I would buy ondansetron if I wasn't so poor.
Ibotenic acid also gets decarboxylated in the body so converting should be primarily done to hopefully lessened side-effect I think. Technically it's a neurotoxin but it doesn't really seem to be dangerous perhaps due to the involved doses and the conversion in the body not taking super long.
I once ordered gaboxadol, which was then rumored to be ibotenic acid instead, but I lost my sample somewhere before I could really get into what would be the best way to convert it synthetically - which is a different story because of missing mushroom enzymes. I did try Amanita Muscaria extract one time but it didn't work.
Fortunately I might add, because I was young and foolish at the time and it very well might have kicked in while I was still in the innercity rather than at home.
Used to have synthetic N,N-DMT and 5-MeO-DMT which I salted into solution for IMing with citric acid (in slight excess I think). Worked fine... but after quite some months even in the fridge the DMT solution turned yellow and the 5-MeO-DMT an unexpected pink. Quite possibly the N-oxides. Of course discoloration doesn't say how significant your impurities are (unless you have a spectrometer and a reference sample of the pure impurity hehe)... but I didn't want to take it anymore after that.
I imagine bulkier tryptamines might not really form N-oxides as much. But I don't know that 5-MeO trypts are really considerably more stable than the non subbed ones or that it's rather that e.g. DMT is usually in freebase form and 5-MeO's not nearly as often because of different oral potency.
Don't take Amanita Pantherina, it does contain more actives but it can be way too much and the variance is too big, making it unsafe unless you make a homogenized preparate and titrate.
I always got MUCH less terrible tuesdays from methylone than from MDMA, it's much more dopaminergic which is I think why the after-effects are more speed like. Usually easier to deal with and more exhausting than depressing which manages differently... but if you do use it too often the issues tend to be more debilitating and more chronic than with more sporadic MDMA use.
Similar to 4-FA, it was pretty damn addictive to me and I was glad when eventually I more or less permanently denied myself to use them anymore...
Had my first day working in the art academy (actually this part is more of an in-house artist institute, which works differently), it was very nice. Had a bit of a beer hangover but I had excellent social function thanks considerably to my dexamph script, worked my ass off together with my 'supervisor', originally an American artist running the wood shop, one of the nicest guys ever. I hope to later also work in the metal shop and print shop (silk screen etc etc) but it's unclear how much I will be able to further my own art in return for helping people out there. Certainly not everything will be possible, as time is short to really be taught techniques extensively, but what's more: some of the materials would be unreasonably expensive - and I wouldn't be able to afford it myself either. Anyway I was impressed with them and they seemed to be with me as well...
Helped build a big installation which is supposed to be like a green-screen backdrop, but it was closed to finished already. Would be cool to get increasingly challenging assignments / orders.
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