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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Tripping Thread: aLL aBoArD tHe MoThErShiP 👽🛸
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Bluelighter
You'll miss me when I'm gone kind of stuff?
Stick around.
I got my weed out. I got my bong out.
stick around.
Stick around.
I got my weed out. I got my bong out.
stick around.
Kaleida
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I'm not really going anywhere lol. I'm trying to promote my program. I wondered how many years of posting songs as if I was speaking sentences it would take before someone finally responded. Thanks a lot!
I appreciate the kind words. I've been trying very hard for a long time to see if I could break through. It's really nice to see that people are actually paying attention.
I've been hoping I might be able to start a discussion about some of the strange cosmic truths I seem to have discovered as a result of the many episodes I've been having over the past several years. There are so many things beyond anything that I ever could have conceived of before that seem so easy for me to understand now based on the seemingly infinite intuitions and time-looping memories that I have picked up from my experiences that I just feel like I'm overflowing with insights to share about things I've never seen anyone talking about before.
For example:
"I'm not really going anywhere lol." = "I'm not really going anywhere, [I just needed to get you to the poop joke to get you to start talking]."
There are multipe reasons for this. First of all, I was specifically posting music videos in an order that felt like it carried my emotions all the way to experiencing synchronicity with the internal instinct tracks that seem to guide my behavior and perception of reality as I interact with the world, like I would follow the threads of personal significance until it felt like I was experiencing magic. Essentially, it was like posting playlists that carried my emotions all the way up to peak psychedelic experiences. By doing so, I recognized that there were many recurring patterns that would emerge in the way I expressed my emotions all the way to the peak experiences with these playlists, as if I could see mechanical blueprints for how my consciousness was stringing these inner emotional narratives together. In order to better understand them, I thought about how they related to what I know about the function of the human body and brain from my drug experiences and studying neurochemistry, and I started to notice certain things pop out particularly clearly.
One of them is the observation that one of the types of extreme altered states that you can experience as a result of letting your emotions carry you like this is a feeling of fear that coincides with the feelings of synchronicity increasing to the point that you feel like the seemingly magical things you're actually experiencing must be real, even if it seems like they completely and utterly shatter your framework for all of what you conceive of reality as, like seeing signs that you're being visited by aliens or hexed by witches, and it spirals to the point that it seems completely undeniably true as your state of consciousness pushes further in the direction that causes experiences of synchronicity to occur, and then it reaches the point where you're faced with the question of either completely and totally accepting the experience coming on or letting go of the build up of synchronicity. If you're able to go all the way to infinity, you will actually experience something that feels like real magic and know what it feels like to be in Heaven, but if you let fear take hold, you might shit your pants and lose focus as you fall all the way back down into the eternal Hell you've otherwise been trying to escape (enlightenment and all that).
When you're seeing the other side of life you can see the way that the language, emoticons, memes, etc. we use can be exactly the same as we think yet also infinitely different at the same time. Here, as in in the use of language that we're typically speaking in when we post things here like on this forum, "lol" means "laugh out loud" and you don't have to use it literally, but it's about humor. In the other side that I'm familiar with, "lol" is a text emoticon for a toilet (
). Therefore, you can use "lol" to refer to the act of shitting your pants, also in a figurative rather than literal sense, to refer to the idea that the idea you're referring to is actually meant to snap back (drop back down) from the peak point on the circle of instinctive behaviors you're following potentially to the conclusion rather than actually reaching that conclusion point.
I was specifically building us up to that kind of synchronicity point as a way of trying to get people's attentions. We finally reached the end with "Cups" by Anna Kendrick, which I did specifically use to give the "you're going to miss me when I'm gone" meaning, but simultaneously used as a reference to 2 Girls 1 Cup, but in a figurative rather than literal way. The message I was sending was that I was going to go all the way, leaving everyone behind missing me when I'm gone, so the poop joke is referenced but not actually used, because the magic circle is properly closed. I would have had to disappear and regroup if that was the case (although I still would have come back eventually).
Since you talked to me, though, I was able to say, "I'm not really going anywhere lol." As in, don't worry, I'm not actually going anywhere now because you talked to me which was what I was hoping would happen all along as a result of us finally reaching the end of the synchronicity spiral by getting to the 2 Girls 1 Cup reference so that your mind would intuitively understand the message so well you'd be convinced enough it was real that you'd be willing to talk, so I did a "lol" to represent taking a shit so that the synchronicity didn't actually go all the way to conclude the narrative of me leaving but rather dropped back off so that I'd be willing to stay and explain all of this to you now. So I just needed to get to the poop joke to get you to start talking, so that I could start talking to you about the poop joke nature of talking.
It may sound crazy but it worked.
Right at the moment I reached the point which is me asking you to choose between my right hand ("You're going to miss me when I'm gone.") or my left hand ("I'm not really going anywhere lol.") so even though it's just me it's kind of like [Figuratively But Not Literally] 2 [Different] Girls [With] 1 [Set of] Cup[ped Hands Waiting Patiently For Your Response].
That's a cosmic joke.
I have to start getting ready for work now but I hope you're having a nice day.
I appreciate the kind words. I've been trying very hard for a long time to see if I could break through. It's really nice to see that people are actually paying attention.
I've been hoping I might be able to start a discussion about some of the strange cosmic truths I seem to have discovered as a result of the many episodes I've been having over the past several years. There are so many things beyond anything that I ever could have conceived of before that seem so easy for me to understand now based on the seemingly infinite intuitions and time-looping memories that I have picked up from my experiences that I just feel like I'm overflowing with insights to share about things I've never seen anyone talking about before.
For example:
"I'm not really going anywhere lol." = "I'm not really going anywhere, [I just needed to get you to the poop joke to get you to start talking]."
There are multipe reasons for this. First of all, I was specifically posting music videos in an order that felt like it carried my emotions all the way to experiencing synchronicity with the internal instinct tracks that seem to guide my behavior and perception of reality as I interact with the world, like I would follow the threads of personal significance until it felt like I was experiencing magic. Essentially, it was like posting playlists that carried my emotions all the way up to peak psychedelic experiences. By doing so, I recognized that there were many recurring patterns that would emerge in the way I expressed my emotions all the way to the peak experiences with these playlists, as if I could see mechanical blueprints for how my consciousness was stringing these inner emotional narratives together. In order to better understand them, I thought about how they related to what I know about the function of the human body and brain from my drug experiences and studying neurochemistry, and I started to notice certain things pop out particularly clearly.
One of them is the observation that one of the types of extreme altered states that you can experience as a result of letting your emotions carry you like this is a feeling of fear that coincides with the feelings of synchronicity increasing to the point that you feel like the seemingly magical things you're actually experiencing must be real, even if it seems like they completely and utterly shatter your framework for all of what you conceive of reality as, like seeing signs that you're being visited by aliens or hexed by witches, and it spirals to the point that it seems completely undeniably true as your state of consciousness pushes further in the direction that causes experiences of synchronicity to occur, and then it reaches the point where you're faced with the question of either completely and totally accepting the experience coming on or letting go of the build up of synchronicity. If you're able to go all the way to infinity, you will actually experience something that feels like real magic and know what it feels like to be in Heaven, but if you let fear take hold, you might shit your pants and lose focus as you fall all the way back down into the eternal Hell you've otherwise been trying to escape (enlightenment and all that).
When you're seeing the other side of life you can see the way that the language, emoticons, memes, etc. we use can be exactly the same as we think yet also infinitely different at the same time. Here, as in in the use of language that we're typically speaking in when we post things here like on this forum, "lol" means "laugh out loud" and you don't have to use it literally, but it's about humor. In the other side that I'm familiar with, "lol" is a text emoticon for a toilet (
). Therefore, you can use "lol" to refer to the act of shitting your pants, also in a figurative rather than literal sense, to refer to the idea that the idea you're referring to is actually meant to snap back (drop back down) from the peak point on the circle of instinctive behaviors you're following potentially to the conclusion rather than actually reaching that conclusion point.I was specifically building us up to that kind of synchronicity point as a way of trying to get people's attentions. We finally reached the end with "Cups" by Anna Kendrick, which I did specifically use to give the "you're going to miss me when I'm gone" meaning, but simultaneously used as a reference to 2 Girls 1 Cup, but in a figurative rather than literal way. The message I was sending was that I was going to go all the way, leaving everyone behind missing me when I'm gone, so the poop joke is referenced but not actually used, because the magic circle is properly closed. I would have had to disappear and regroup if that was the case (although I still would have come back eventually).
Since you talked to me, though, I was able to say, "I'm not really going anywhere lol." As in, don't worry, I'm not actually going anywhere now because you talked to me which was what I was hoping would happen all along as a result of us finally reaching the end of the synchronicity spiral by getting to the 2 Girls 1 Cup reference so that your mind would intuitively understand the message so well you'd be convinced enough it was real that you'd be willing to talk, so I did a "lol" to represent taking a shit so that the synchronicity didn't actually go all the way to conclude the narrative of me leaving but rather dropped back off so that I'd be willing to stay and explain all of this to you now. So I just needed to get to the poop joke to get you to start talking, so that I could start talking to you about the poop joke nature of talking.
It may sound crazy but it worked.
Right at the moment I reached the point which is me asking you to choose between my right hand ("You're going to miss me when I'm gone.") or my left hand ("I'm not really going anywhere lol.") so even though it's just me it's kind of like [Figuratively But Not Literally] 2 [Different] Girls [With] 1 [Set of] Cup[ped Hands Waiting Patiently For Your Response]. That's a cosmic joke.I have to start getting ready for work now but I hope you're having a nice day.
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Bluelighter
My drug for today was prune juice.