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Getting your hands on some San Pedro and extracting with orange oil and vinegar is always a solid way to access mescaline, dealers tend to charge exorbitant prices per dose for it.

I know I need to, I've just always been too lazy or averse to get into it before. I think I'm getting to that point finally now that I don't have a million other options to fill my time with with less effort like I used to.

I've had LSD + DiPT, as well as LSD + Sinicuichi induce audio distortions reminiscent of DSP code I've written, it's fascinating that it happened to you but via a visual medium.

That's really cool! I always thought LSD + DiPT would be a crazy combo, unfortunately never got around to trying anything like that while I had the chance.

Yeah, it was pretty nuts lol. I have had less extreme things like that happen with the program visuals before. A decade or so ago when I was first experimenting with them I just tried to push everything to the absolute extreme to see what would happen while hypomanic staying up all night taking kratom and smoking cannabis and just staring at the screen until I could look away and the distortions would suddenly be everywhere in the room with me lol. But that was like a much more extreme version of playing Guitar Hero and looking away and seeing the room moving like the TV screen was while you were staring at, not on the level of them being incoroprated into actual trip visuals like on the LSD. The closest I've gotten to that is taking cannabis edibles at the end of a long coding binge and kind of nodding out and hallucinating repeatedly that I was still working on it and seeing imaginary versions of the visuals play out too, which was also fun. But this was still on another level. It's obvious my brain has gotten used to seeing those patterns but the fact that they could be vividly, accurately incorporated into real distortions in reality is fucking nuts.

I should say that LSD trip was mind-blowing in many other ways too, wasn't just that. One of the craziest trips I've ever had actually, but that was definitely part of it.
 
This is an interesting hypothesis. However, I think the long onset of many phenethylamines is mostly a consequence of kinetics---the time it takes to be absorbed in the bowel, cross the blood-brain-barrier, and possibly the time it takes to enter certain key structures within the brain. This can be experienced subjectively as a progression of different phases during the come-up. Like with mescaline, I would say roughly that the first hour consists of building G.I. effects, the second hour of building body effects, the third hour of building introspective effects, and the experience finally develops fully in the fourth hour. Tryptamines go through a similar progress of phases, but it is much more rapid, and there is a lot more overlap between the peak effects in the body and the mind. MDMA in contrast to something like mescaline is very active in the brain within the first hour, even if it's not trippy.

So, I looked into this and ended up going down a rabbit hole of learning many new things about MDMA that I was not aware of before. It's kind of a fascinating and terrifying substance.

The main new thing I learned is that the majority of the effects of racemic MDMA are produced by (S)-MDMA because it's around three times as potent as (R)-MDMA and produces relatively similar subjective effects in test subjects, but specifically (R)-MDMA also potently inhibits CYP2D6 which is also one of the main enzymes responsible for metabolizing MDMA, which causes (R)-MDMA to both have a dramatically longer elimination half-life than (S)-MDMA on its (like three times longer) and also to extend the elimination half-life of (S)-MDMA and cause its dose-response curve to become less linear and more like exponential when they're both taken in combination, which they usually are since racemic MDMA is the generally preferred form for recreation.

The result of this, according to one set of graphs I saw at least, is that when the average person takes 50 mg of MDMA it's more than halfway eliminated by ten hours and about gone by twenty-four, but when they take 150 mg of MDMA it spikes to almost five times as high of a concentration as 50 mg and at twenty-four hours there's still more MDMA in their plasma than there literally ever was at any point after taking 50 mg; at ten hours there's still more than there literally ever was at any point after taking 100 mg. That's fucking nuts!

Another, relevant, and also fascinating result of this is that the higher dosage of MDMA you take, the faster it reaches peak plasma levels, but if you look at the graphs again you can see that there is a different story going on underneath it. I was planning to bring this up at first because when I first started looking into it, it seemed like the references I was finding were saying that MDMA actually has somewhat similar kinetics to mescaline and DOM, for instance reaching peak plasma levels (the main metric I was really finding) around 2-3 hours after dosing. In fact, in the graphs I saw you can see this quite clearly with the 50 mg concentration timeline, it reaches the peak around three hours after dosing and then immediately starts decreasing. However, in my researching the explanation for the discrepancy with what you said I found a claim that the inhibition of CYP2D6 by MDMA is so intense than when you take a high enough dosage, it causes the levels of itself to build up far more rapidly than it would otherwise, and indeed you can see this in the same graphs I referenced before. With 100 mg, the increase to the peak is much more sharp and seems like it gets there around two hours in, then drops slowly to around three hours, and then starts dropping a bit faster. With 150 mg, there's a massive spike up to the peak that looks like it only takes around like an hour, then an actual rapid significant drop off, then it goes BACK UP to another slightly lesser peak around three hours in, then it starts dropping off slower than the first time but still rapidly after that, then has another very slight hump up again at ten hours, after which it begins a slower decline that again was still happening at twenty-four hours, with the MDMA levels still being higher than the very peak of 50 mg. What a weird drug!

So frankly, I'm not sure what to think or say now lol. It kind of seems to me like the answer might actually be... both. It seems to me like maybe MDMA itself technically would have kinetics similar to other phenethylamine psychedelics, except that it also has a nonlinear dose-response curve by blocking its own metabolism which also makes its levels spike and fall off much faster than other phenethylamines in sort of a separate, overlapping, blending curve as the dosage increases. Interesting stuff for sure.

I'm not totally swayed in one direction or another yet with what I think it may mean with regard to its subjective effects. I think I need some more time to digest this information.

Regarding your observations, I think a few things need to be taken into consideration. First, MDMA definitely sticks around a lot longer than the 3-4 hours or so during which most people experience the most desirable effects. Second, MDMA and has pretty weak 5-HT2A affinity, so for any trippy effects occur, one needs rather large doses in the first place. Some of these trippy effects probably do come from metabolism to MDA, but MDA is still pretty weak at 5-HT2A compared to its other effects. Third, the large amount of serotonin that is released during the early part of the experience likely competes with the trippy effects of MDXX, both by tying up 5-HT2A and also by strongly activating 5-HT1A which can counter or negate many of the effects of the 5-HT2A agonism. What might be happening at around 4-5 hours into your experience is that the serotonin release drops off by a lot but the drug (and its metabolic product MDA) are still present and no longer have to compete with all that serotonin, which may cause the trippy effects to emerge later.

I still think the relevance of MDMA metabolizing into MDA is debatale, although I could see it being slightly more feasible after reading the kind of stuff I did when researching MDMA metabolism. The thing is just the studies I've seen say that like less than 10% of the MDMA ingested and sometimes as little as like 1.5% seems to metabolize into MDA. It just doesn't seem like a likely significant contributor to me if those numbers are accurate. But I will say, since MDMA blocks its own metabolism via CYP2D6 and that enzyme is specifically not one of the major ones involved in metabolizing to MDMA to MDA, it does seem possible that as the MDMA dosage increases, the ratio of metabolism to MDA also increases, and maybe they're not capturing the full level of metabolism that would be occuring in a rave setting with people taking high and repeated dosages of MDMA compared to just giving a one time 100 mg dosage in a lab setting or something.

I understand what you're saying about the serotonin release but I don't know that I really buy that theory myself.

I don't want to take up too much of your time here with too much of a tangent, but I currently have a separate (but related) theory that a significant portion of the hallucinogenic effects of MDMA are not serotonergic at all but are actually mediated by alpha-2 adrenergic receptor agonism (not sure which subtype) - at least in some people, such as myself. MDMA is a pharmacological clusterfuck so I'm not trying to claim that that's all that it's doing or that how it works has exactly the same explanation for everyone but the theory is that it could at least meaningfully contribute at least sometimes.

The quick rundown is the alpha-2 adrenergic receptor agonism is actually a proven hallucinogenic, euphoric, and analgesic mechanism of action that the recreational drug scene has mostly missed for some reason, the but the medical community is very aware of it. If you read case reports about pharmaceutical drugs that have this mechanism of action selectively, it's common to see reports of these "side effects" with the doctors who write them also saying things like, "Of course, alpha-2 agonists are commonly known to cause hallucinations." and stuff like that. They tend to be prescribed for ADHD and high blood pressure, and obviously the goal would be to prescribe them at non-hallucinogenic dosages, but the fact that they're listed as a common side effect does suggest that maybe they'd be typical at higher dosages. I'm guessing that maybe the reason the recreational drug community hasn't picked up on them is just because the pharmaceutical drugs that work in this way are, for whatever reason, just not very fun compared to other recreational options. However, an actually quite large number of already popular recreational drugs already are known to bind to alpha-2 adrenergic receptors as well and most likely behave as agonists based on what's known about their pharmacological activities in general. Most psychedelics do have some affinity to these receptors, for example, although whether they bind there in a range that's close enough to their affinity for 5-HT2A receptors to be relevant varies significantly from one psychedelic to the next.

Almost all psychedelics that I've seen data for are still more selective for 5-HT2A receptors than for alpha-2 adrenergic receptors. In the realm of indoles, it seems having a simple tail makes them have probably the lowest amount of alpha-2 adrenergic receptor affinity, whereas having a very bulky tail makes the probably have the highest amount. LSD has one of the highest alpha-2 adrenergic receptor affinities I've seen a psychedelic have without exceeding its 5-HT2A receptor affinity, while some studies show DPT as being more selective for alpha-2 than for 5-HT2A. In the realm of phenethylamines, 2C-x and DOx molecules do often have alpha-2 affinity that seems to be at least somewhat less than their 5-HT2A affinity and sometimes a lot less. Mescaline, however, is actually notably more selective for alpha-2 than for 5-HT2A, and is by far the most alpha-2-selective psychedelic I've seen characterized so far, unless you also include the empathogen psychedelics like MDMA and MDA, which are even more alpha-2-selective than mescaline (compared to 5-HT2A rececptor agonism, I mean, but not necessarily in comparison to monoamine release).

Recently, I began experimenting with CBG (cannabigerol) in an attempt to elucidate some of this. CBG does have some activities similar to other phytocannabinoids, like having various agonist or antagonist effects at cannabinoid receptors, 5-HT1A receptors, TRP channels, PPARs, etc., but, unlike the others that have been characterized so far, it is also a highly potent alpha-2 adrenergic receptor agonist, more potent there than at any of these other sites too. I have been experimenting with many phyotcannabinoids used primarily orally as of late and tend to be highly sensitive to getting psychoactive effects from them if they can produce them, so I figured I'd probably be able to suss out the similarities and differences compared to CBG, and probably get good effects out of CBG in general, and thought that perhaps CBG might make a good reference for what an alpha-2 adrenergic receptor agonist should be like on its own, removed from 5-HT2A receptor agonism or monoamine releasing agent effects or most other things that are simultaneously done by other alpha-2 adrenergic receptor agonists I've had access to before.

I quickly found that, similarly to what others have said, CBG for me has some effects that feel somewhat stimulating at lower dosages but also become a little heavier and more sedative-like at higher dosages. It is not a very intoxicating substance, quite lucid in fact, although I would say it's more intoxicating than I expected from what I read online, and even at low dosages reminds me a bit of the euphoric stimulant feelings of MDMA, although kind of more on a like caffeine-like level, certainly not the overt and heavy hit of MDMA, but definitely subjectively similar-feeling nonetheless. Walking around outside in a breeze feels extremely pleasant in a way that gives me good flashbacks to past memorable MDMA experiences, for instance. Additionally, I do in fact hallucinate from CBG, although in a more subtle way compared to its other effects unless a high dosage is taken or its combined with THC (THC and CBG is actually a pretty crazy combo for me). While it was not common for me to find accounts of people hallucinating from CBG when reading about it online, I did find the occasional mention of someone getting visuals from it or describing it as "quasi-psychedelic" or something along those lines, and I strongly suspect that what they were referring to is that same sort of effects I'm getting and describing here. Perhaps CBG is likely to be weak enough in this way that you have to have some sensitivity to it or to hallucinating in general to get these sort of effects from it more readily, is what I'd guess anyway; like I said, I tend to get good effects from phytocannabinoids in general and also tend to hallucinate quite easily from many things (and also have mental health conditions that may even make this more likely) so I may just happen to fit nicely into this category.

The hallucinations I have experienced from CBG so far come mostly in the form of visions. At 15 mg, these visions were extremely simple and fleeting, involving things like seeing jewelry flash by for a second. There's also some increase in visual noise, the static behind my closed eyes looks sort of golden yellow and like it's ready to be a stage for visions to occur but they're not really at the point of occuring yet. At 30 mg, I began seeing images and scenery that would actually remain for more than a flash, but also would linger for too long, being interestingly detailed but not changing very much or having a lot of movement within themselves. I see things like lots of three-dimensional but somewhat cartoony or virtual faces, all mashed together like wailing walls of piles of skulls, with ornate Brazilian carnival mask-like designs painted on them, and mysterious cloaked figures roaming through dark fields in strange netherworld scenes. 30 mg was also the best dosage for stimulation for me, getting me to unpack boxes at my apartment that I had been neglecting otherwise, and having it still be very easy to ignore those visions if I didn't consciously choose to focus on them. At 45 mg, the stimulation became too heavy and I spent the day lazing around in the euphoria instead, and found it very difficult to focus on anything other than the visions I was getting, not that I would have wanted to anyway. At that 45 mg, the visionary experience finally reached the point of feeling more like a complete trip, being like a constant animated slideshow of interesting, mundane but also silly and goofy, highly synesthetic imagery just flowing by my mind's eye. A lot of the visions I saw were related to animals - things like seeing from the perspective of an eagle soaring above a valley, or from a rabbit drinking from a bowl of water in my parents' backyard being watched through the sliding glass door by myself - while others had decidedly modern themes. One of my favorites was one where I threw my head back in real life in euphoria, and the feeling of throwing my head back transformed into watching a game show where a constestant played that carnival game where you hit a button with a mallet to try to get the thing to slide up and hit the bell, with the thing sliding up being my throwing my head back and it hitting the bell and causing me to hear and feel the ring and vibration at the moment my head was thrown all the way back, lol. For this trip, there was also what I would describe as sort of a tribal-feeling spiritual energy to everything not unlike I've experienced on powerful MDMA trips, that seemed to go along with the "this is finally a deeper level of tripping compared to lower dosages" vibe of it. Also, while most of the trip was still just visions like this, at one point late at night I was using my phone while sitting in bed with the lights off and the distortion from the light caused my bedsheets to extremely vidily and clearly start transforming into faces similar to the ones I had seen in my visions from 30 mg.

I won't go as deep into these but I've also experimented with 1:1 THC and CBG gummies at 10 mg and 20 mg of each. The 20 mg definitely produce a decent trip for me, blending both the lower dosage CBG style and my typical oral THC trip style into something that I would say seems like more than the sum of its parts. THC mixes really well with CBG for me in general, dramatically intensifying the visionary effects although also making them more 2D and cartoony with paler colors, but also more animated than they would normally otherwise be at the same dosage. And the euphoric and analgesic effects and such of the highs mix really well too. Also, one time I took 20 mg while having a manic episode and had one of the most ridiculously extreme altered states of my life where I thought I was seeing the karmic geometry to my entire life laid out clearly and could see people around me moving in ways like hyperspatial entities revealing the fractal nature of the multiverse around me and became connected to the hive mind of the collective consciousness of every being in reality to be the volunteer in a demonstration of how magic works, but that one is kind of a special circumstance, heh....

Anyway, something that's very relevant for me to mention about my 45 mg CBG experience, when I finally had what felt like a "full trip" on it, is that I actually had vivid visions on it that were exact visions that I've only ever seen before one time a long time ago when I took more 700 mg of MDMA and hallucinated extremely hard for many hours, and not once on anything ever since, in addition to, again, having other general feelings that reminded me of tripping hard on MDMA, like the tribal spiritual energy thing, and just generally having a very powerful and satisfying euphoria of a similar nature too, although without any effects that felt like monoamine releasing agents. In fact, the only thing CBG feels more similar to me so far than MDMA is nutmeg essential oil, which I also find to feel extremely similar to tripping on MDMA except without a monoamine releasing agent component, and correspondingly also specifically feel that MDMA basically feels like taking something like nutmeg essential oil or CBG but also taking something reminiscent of amphetamine at the same time. Nutmeg essential oil even reminds me of MDMA in a way where it feels like a euphoric part comes on fast but it still slowly gets trippier over a few more hours and then after a few more hours the high and trip mostly drop off but it still kind of hangs around for more than day, just, again, without the monoamine releasing agent component to it.

There's unfortunately very little pharmacological data about the chemicals in nutmeg essential oil that is relevant to their recreational use. However, the most prominent three chemicals and the ones by far the most likely responsible for the bulk of the subjective effects are the allylbenzenes, myristicin, elimicin, and safrole. Safrole is literally just MDMA and MDA except with the meth/amphetamine tail replaced with an allyl group instead, it's an almost identical molecule. However, that slight change is why safrole is not a monoamine releasing agent, and although we don't have binding data, seems likely to dramatically or entirely reduce 5-HT2A receptor binding potential as well, from what I understand. I've argued with people here before about how psychedelic nutmeg essential oil seems despite this, and now I'm shifting to thinking that this could be because unlike 5-HT2A receptor agonism, perhaps these allylbenzenes could still retain alpha-2 adrenergic receptor agonism and produce effects similar to CBG and MDMA in this way. Elemicin is the allyl analogue of mescaline in the same way that safrole is of MDMA and MDA, and myristicin is that of MMDA, which is described as being similar to MDMA and MDA except having even more of that relatively unique hallucinogenic style than either of them, and specifically those hallucinogens are usually described as mundane but meaningful visions or with terms like "brain movies" as I've seen multiple times, which to me sounds literally exactly like the kinds of effects I got from the high dosage of CBG. And I haven't taken mescaline personally so I can't speak to that, and I know how much people get visuals and stuff from it seems to vary a lot from one person to the next, but I've most definitely heard people describe visions of this nature from mescaline while specifically calling them out as distinct from other psychedelics before too....

The thing about CBG is that it literally looks like a complex derivative of mescaline and has a much more fucked up tail structure compared to mescaline than myristicin, elemicin, and safrole do, and yet it still has potent alpha-2 adrenergic receptor agonism just like mescaline does, so I'm more willing to believe that the allylbenzenes could retain that sort of activity as well, compared to the supposedly much less likely 5-HT2A receptor agonism.

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So, that's all to say, I'm kind of on the alpha-2 adrenergic receptor agonism train right now. It seems like it could make sense to me, anyway, and seems to be helping successfully guide me through finding other similar experiences with other drugs right now as well, so I'm enjoying it at least.

CBG rocks by the way (regardless of the responsible mechanism), I've been meaning to come on here and rave about all of this anyway, I've just been trying to sort through it all first and also work on lots of other stuff in the meantime.

Oh, I forgot to get back to this but I do actually feel like both CBG and nutmeg essential oil remind me somewhat of bulky indoles specifically in the way that differentiate them from less bulky indoles sometimes too, like going along with LSD and DPT having much higher alpha-2 adrenergic receptor affinity than things like psilocin and DMT, for instance. Like I also once smoked 4-AcO-DET and saw netherworld scenes with dark temples with piles of skulls outside them, very much like the visions I got on 30 mg of CBG. And DPT gave me some open eye visual faces similar to the ones I saw on my bed at night on 45 mg of CBG too. Also, my recent LSD trips involved a lot of visions of fancy/classy fashion like jewerly and luxurious clothing similar to some of my recurring CBG visions. So I've thought quite a lot into other comparisons too, regardless of whether the theory is actually accurate or not.

I don't know how to fit this all into the model of wacky MDMA kinetics as mentioned above and stuff yet either. I'm just sharing that this is the theory of what the subjective effects seem the most like to me that I've had in my head lately.

I never get the "crash" that so many people get after 3-4 hours or whatever. I definitely feel the effects diminish to like 20%, but then they linger at a low level for a long time---into the next day really. My wife agrees and says a single MDMA dose could keep her rolling for something like 24 hours.

Yeah, I definitely feel it for more than day usually, sometimes more than two in at least some minor way. I guess the aforementioned crazy kinetics help to explain that. These pills definitely feel like they were dosed extra high to me too because even given this the "main" roll felt like it lasted like 10-12 hours to me, much more than I was used to from back in the day. I looked up some pill ID data (which I really should have done beforehand) and found that pill dosages these days indeed tend to be huge in general compared to the time and place where I first started rolling back in the day. I definitely need to take half next time and I might go even lower than that after that depending on how that goes.

For me the real MDMA crash doesn't hit until around 5-7 days later, and in addition to some harsh mood swings, I also often get sick.

This started for me around the time of my last post and hasn't ended yet (it's been six days now). It's not that bad compared to some things (I tried 7-hydroxymitragynine recently and it actually made me crash very, very hard to the point of feeling genuinely sick, much worse than I've gotten from this) but it is a little annoying because of how long it hangs on. I just feel a little weak, out of it, and like I've got some digestive issues. They're all weak enough that I can ignore them when I've got things to focus on but they keep popping back up to nag at me.

This all being said, like I said I think I took too much this time. Maybe it won't be so bad when I take a more appropriate dosage.

The last time I took MDMA, this crash was quite bad. I think I managed to abort or cancel it by taking some mushrooms, but I decided at that point that the after-effects are not worth the usually lackluster (for me) peak effects. With true psychedelics, I almost always feel better than before I tripped when days 5-7 roll around. The other thing is that I don't notice their entactogenic effects suddenly dropping after 3-4 hours but persisting for the whole duration of the experience (and then some). For me personally, the entactogenic psychedelics like most 2C-X are just superior all the way around.

For me other psychedelics just don't do what MDMA does. It has very unique and specific therapeutic effects for me that I don't think I really get from other drugs in general. I actually consider this experience I had to be one of the most important drug experiences I've had in a very long time and possibly ever (I didn't really go into why in my post explaining the experience, it's very personal and context-specific). I'd be happy I took it even if it made me feel even worse afterward than it has. I might be less inclined to want to take it again than I am if that was the case, though....

If it doesn't do something particularly unique for you then I get it. It's kind of a janky ass drug. I actually do like it a lot though. Back in the day it was one of my favorite drugs and the only reason I stopped using it for so long is because I abused it so heavily that it lost all value and every experience I tried to have after that became entirely negative. I am hoping that now that I have a fresh chance at forming a relationship with it after so long, I can be at least a little bit more responsible with it this time around and have it remain a positive force in my life.

(I made a poor start by just taking one of those whole pills somewhat recklessly instead of cutting it in half but I'm working on it lol.)

MDMA and most common "true" psychedelics share a significant affinity at 5-HT2B, and evidence suggests that activation of 5-HT2B enhances serotonin release considerably. MDMA's serotonin releasing effects may even depend on activation of 5-HT2B, despite its strong affinity at the serotonin transporter. It's possible that the 5-HT2B action is key to the entactogenesis, and that its specific action at the serotonin transporter mostly serves to cause the abrupt drop in serotonin transmission following the early effects and the associated crashes and neurotoxicity.

That said, it does appear that 5-HT2B active psychedeilcs taken after the peak can extend pleasant effects associated with serotonin release by MDMA. Therapists in Shulgin's circle who would often follow MDMA with 2C-B or MEM, which were said to be capable of maintaining and enhancing the window for much longer than would be the case with MDMA alone. MEM is interesting. I think it has relatively high affinity for 5-HT2B versus 5-HT2A, meaning it's not very trippy, but it probably lacks the serotonin (and DA/NE) transporter activity of MDMA. Did you ever get to try MEM? I've always wanted to try it myself.

I've not taken MEM, no. I'd love to try it, as I love TMA-2, which for the record I also found to be very fun in an MDMA-like way compared to the average phenethylamine psychedelic, although still in ways more comparable to them than to MDMA itself.
 
The main new thing I learned is that the majority of the effects of racemic MDMA are produced by (S)-MDMA because it's around three times as potent as (R)-MDMA and produces relatively similar subjective effects in test subjects, but specifically (R)-MDMA also potently inhibits CYP2D6 which is also one of the main enzymes responsible for metabolizing MDMA, which causes (R)-MDMA to both have a dramatically longer elimination half-life than (S)-MDMA on its (like three times longer) and also to extend the elimination half-life of (S)-MDMA and cause its dose-response curve to become less linear and more like exponential when they're both taken in combination, which they usually are since racemic MDMA is the generally preferred form for recreation.

This is definitely insightful. It seems able to explain why racemic MDMA is usually preferred over each isomer alone. Another possibility is that the R isomer has stronger 5-HT2A activity than the S isomer does, and if some of their effects compete with one another (i.e., serotonin release countering direct 5-HT2A activation somewhat), then it might take a while for the S-MDMA levels decline enough for the full R-MDMA effects to show through.

The result of this, according to one set of graphs I saw at least, is that when the average person takes 50 mg of MDMA it's more than halfway eliminated by ten hours and about gone by twenty-four, but when they take 150 mg of MDMA it spikes to almost five times as high of a concentration as 50 mg and at twenty-four hours there's still more MDMA in their plasma than there literally ever was at any point after taking 50 mg; at ten hours there's still more than there literally ever was at any point after taking 100 mg. That's fucking nuts!

This may help explain why low doses of MDMA seem (to me) to fizzle out completely, unlike with psychedelic phenethylamines in which low doses work fine but are simply less trippy.

In any case, if larger doses cause a more rapid peak, but larger doses are necessary for more trippy effects to develop after 3-4 hours, then it seems quite clear that the strength of trippy effects does not correlate with the levels of MDMA in plasma and presumably the brain either. A transition from S-MDMA dominant action to R-MDMA dominant action remains entirely plausible though.

With 150 mg, there's a massive spike up to the peak that looks like it only takes around like an hour, then an actual rapid significant drop off, then it goes BACK UP to another slightly lesser peak around three hours in, then it starts dropping off slower than the first time but still rapidly after that, then has another very slight hump up again at ten hours, after which it begins a slower decline that again was still happening at twenty-four hours, with the MDMA levels still being higher than the very peak of 50 mg. What a weird drug!

This non-monotonic behavior is very weird indeed. Do the authors propose any explaination for this? Without a good mechanistic explaination for this, I am highly suspicious that this is a data quality or analysis problem.

I understand what you're saying about the serotonin release but I don't know that I really buy that theory myself.

Why not?

The quick rundown is the alpha-2 adrenergic receptor agonism is actually a proven hallucinogenic, euphoric, and analgesic mechanism of action that the recreational drug scene has mostly missed for some reason, the but the medical community is very aware of it. If you read case reports about pharmaceutical drugs that have this mechanism of action selectively, it's common to see reports of these "side effects" with the doctors who write them also saying things like, "Of course, alpha-2 agonists are commonly known to cause hallucinations." and stuff like that.

A lot of people get hallucinations from certain benzos too, and of course there's zolpidem etc., but these effects are completely different from the psychedelics we know and love. Hell, lots of people hallucinate by just getting drunk. If alpha-2 agonism causes any sort of "hallucinations" at all, then how can this be expected to affect a psychedelic experience?

However, an actually quite large number of already popular recreational drugs already are known to bind to alpha-2 adrenergic receptors as well and most likely behave as agonists based on what's known about their pharmacological activities in general.

My understanding is that most psychedelics are partial agonists at alpha 2, and most are probably quite weak.

Most psychedelics do have some affinity to these receptors, for example, although whether they bind there in a range that's close enough to their affinity for 5-HT2A receptors to be relevant varies significantly from one psychedelic to the next.

Assessing relevance based on selectivity is a tricky business unless the ratio are very large, like perhaps 1000:1 or greater. There are also major problems in general comparing data between different assay types, which is always being done when comparing binding affinities at different receptor types.

Almost all psychedelics that I've seen data for are still more selective for 5-HT2A receptors than for alpha-2 adrenergic receptors. [...] Mescaline, however, is actually notably more selective for alpha-2 than for 5-HT2A, and is by far the most alpha-2-selective psychedelic I've seen characterized so far, unless you also include the empathogen psychedelics like MDMA and MDA, which are even more alpha-2-selective than mescaline (compared to 5-HT2A rececptor agonism, I mean, but not necessarily in comparison to monoamine release).

Mescaline and 2C-I are reported to be quite stimulating as far as psychedelics go, which is more consistent with antagonistic effect at alpha 2 (because alpha 2 is a negative feedback receptor). Of those I've tried, I would say 2C-I and mescaline were the most stimulating, but I haven't gotten to any DOX yet.

Recently, I began experimenting with CBG (cannabigerol) in an attempt to elucidate some of this.

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A quick Google search suggests that CBG may also be a partial agonist but perhaps a much more effective one than stuff like yomimbine, mitragynine, or most of the psychedelics.

For me other psychedelics just don't do what MDMA does.

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If it doesn't do something particularly unique for you then I get it.

Back when all I'd taken were tryptamines like mushrooms, LSD, and ayahuasca, MDMA was absolutely unique. Then I had my first mescaline dose which was too low to trip on but which was very heart opening and euphoric. I did not expect an "MDMA-like" entactogenic experience, and I realized that I enjoyed it even more than MDMA. I tried 2C-I and discovered another entactogen I preferred over MDMA. Likewise for all the other 2C-X I tried. I did go back to MDMA/MDA/methylone a few times just to be sure but was always disappointed.
 
Well I just had my strongest trip in a long time on some ~45g of cactus tea. Based on my familiarity with the material, a rough guess as to the dosage was 400 mg mescaline sulfate equivalent, but given all the variables it could have been quite a bit more. I was solidly tripping until about 14 hours after taking it and struggled to sleep for many hours afterward, which does point to the dose being pretty big.

It's going to take a while for me to process this. It's not just intensity of effect that made this experience so significant but also the set-and-setting. It probably deserves a full trip report, but the task of writing something that does justice to the actual experience seems very daunting. Furthermore, the trip was in many ways deeply personal, and not just for myself but also for my life partner who had taken the cactus with me. Among other things, we had a kind of shared spiritual experience.

It's two days later and I still feel like I'm tripping a bit. My visual perception is still altered a bit, and everything in the "normal world" still feels a bit alien. I'm looking forward to getting more rest in the coming days.
 
It's two days later and I still feel like I'm tripping a bit. My visual perception is still altered a bit, and everything in the "normal world" still feels a bit alien. I'm looking forward to getting more rest in the coming days.
Do you also experience an accumulation of HPPD symptoms over time? That's how it builds with me at least.
 
Do you also experience an accumulation of HPPD symptoms over time? That's how it builds with me at least.

First of all, I don't like using the term HPPD when the medical definition is not met, i.e. when the phenomenon is not disturbing or disruptive to the subject.

Second, the lingering trippiness I was feeling when I made my last post was quite a bit more intense than my "usual" post-trip visual effects which seem to fade over a period of days to weeks for me. It was very pronounced the night I got back home from our vacation. I recognized and understood what I saw in the city completely, but in a way that felt very abstract. In concrete terms, it felt very alien. The inside of my home also felt alien, and I was only actually gone for 4.5 days. Thinking about it, I recall this happening previously with mescaline in bigger doses, but I haven't had a dose this high since over 21 years ago. I think this was still the most intense case in my tripping history. I now feel pretty normal now. I have the usual post-trip visuals stuff but stuff seems completely familiar again.

A big factor in my post-trip condition was likely that I also was on vacation for the first time in many years. The location was breathtaking, but the terrain was also challenging. It was a canyon in high desert, in an area with many ancient ruins. I had to take care where I stepped, not just to avoid walking into cactus but also to try to minimize my footprint on the delicate landscape. The place felt intensely spiritual and very trippy even while totally sober. On the mescaline, it was very intense. The trip was very stimulating and kind of anxious. Though, this anxiety was less of a pent up or nervous feeling and more like an strong sense of vulnerability countered by a surging animal-like arousal.

It was challenging for my partner too who described her ~32g dose of "overwhelming" at times and enough for "tripping balls". Major themes for both of us were our ongoing aging and mortality, my health struggles, and our overall progression into seniority. These are dark themes, but as the trip progressed, we developed a strong sense of courage to confront these themes.

Something very special happened between my partner and I. We'd barely just met when we shared heroic doses (75g each) of this same cacti over 22 years ago. That experience was probably the best trip of my life in which we fell in love/lust and had a shared spiritual experience, punctuated by multiple hours of intense shared introspection during which we got to know much more about each other. We had tried to replicate that experience on different occasions, and had not succeeded. This time, however, we experienced much of the magic of that first trip including the period of intense shared introspection.

There's so much more that could be said, but I need to sleep now. It was a beautiful experience that very much marks a major passage of time in my life and that of my partner. My health still has a long way to go, but I accomplished a lot of activity on our vacation including hikes on 4 days in a row. As my body catches up, I'm settling into a very nice afterglow.
 
Took a total of 21mg of 4C-N HCl (1-(2,5-Dimethoxyphenyl-4-nitro)-2-aminobutane HCl) today and had a very pleasant experience. Started with an inactive dose of 1mg and redosed another 5mg an hour later. This was certainly active and highly stimulating. So stimulating that I almost worried it could be too much in combination with my cup of coffee. I felt mentally sharp and fast yet I achieved absolutely nothing productive today lol. The stimulation settled quickly though and turned into a feeling of physical comfort and general well being. I measured my vitals many times throughout this experience and my BP/HR/Bodytemp were completely normal.
I redosed 15mg and the effects only got moderately stronger. The stimulation basically stayed the same but the euphoria, comfort and mental clarity were turned up again. Apart from slight visual acuity enhancement and turnt up saturation there was nothing in the visual department. Music, orgasm and food were all enhanced and it felt almost empathogenic during the long plateau phase. I am still in this plateau phase (highly enjoyable!) and will probably still be in this plateau phase for quite a while, the duration seems to be long. Overall it is similar to Ariadne (4C-D) but a lot more stimulating, and more potent. Judging from the limited experience reports available it seems to become much more psychedelic at doses >60mg and I can totally believe that. 21mg were not overwhelming by any means but the sharp, stimulating, almost hypomanic headspace can probably be a bit much alongside the physical stimulation in higher doses. Overall, it seems like a great compound but aromatic nitro-groups sketch me tf out so I’m not sure how many times I am gonna try it. Just wanted to report back on my first trial with this bright yellow novelty real quick.
 
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Apart from the obviously pharmacologically sketchy nitro group - even the solutions of these 2,5-dimethoxy-4-nitrophenalkylamines are so brightly yellow presumably due to aposematism rather than resonance as to suggest no drinking - 4C-N is on top of my 4C wishlist (alongside 4C-B and 4C-TFM). The reports by miamiechin et al are just too interesting. Noting that Shulgin was worried about an egoinflation component with Ariadne, which he apparently declared as one of his "Heureka!" compounds otherwise (I think I'm referencing a recent interview of William Leonard Pickard and Hamilton Morris), would you say that this kind of component/danger was apparent with 4C-N too?

And yeah, leave some healthy DNA for DON to complete the series, lol.

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Aposematism is only moderately effective against pathological bioassayers... I really hope Hamilton Morris is gonna prepare 4C-TE as well, lol.
I didn't experience this, but I can see 4C-N causing ego-inflation up to a certain dose in some people but trusting the reports by miamiechin it sounds like once you cross a certain threshold it will be more likely to cause ego-deflation by teaching you a lesson. As for the compounds you mentioned, those intrigue me the most as well, wouldn't say no to the 4C-T-x either.
 
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As for the compounds you mentioned, those intrigue me the most as well, wouldn't say no to the 4C-T-x either.
Yeah, the 4C-T-4 or 21 would probably be a worthwhile contender... Then again, the 2,5-dimethoxyphenalkylamine I wouldn't consider still has to be invented. I'm sure I could come up with some abomination.
 
Took a total of 21mg of 4C-N HCl (1-(2,5-Dimethoxyphenyl-4-nitro)-2-aminobutane HCl) today and had a very pleasant experience. Started with an inactive dose of 1mg and redosed another 5mg an hour later. This was certainly active and highly stimulating. So stimulating that I almost worried it could be too much in combination with my cup of coffee. I felt mentally sharp and fast yet I achieved absolutely nothing productive today lol. The stimulation settled quickly though and turned into a feeling of physical comfort and general well being. I measured my vitals many times throughout this experience and my BP/HR/Bodytemp were completely normal.
I redosed 15mg and the effects only got moderately stronger. The stimulation basically stayed the same but the euphoria, comfort and mental clarity were turned up again. Apart from slight visual acuity enhancement and turnt up saturation there was nothing in the visual department. Music, orgasm and food were all enhanced and it felt almost empathogenic during the long plateau phase. I am still in this plateau phase (highly enjoyable!) and will probably still be in this plateau phase for quite a while, the duration seems to be long. Overall it is similar to Ariadne (4C-D) but a lot more stimulating, and more potent. Judging from the limited experience reports available it seems to become much more psychedelic at doses >60mg and I can totally believe that. 21mg were not overwhelming by any means but the sharp, stimulating, almost hypomanic headspace can probably be a bit much alongside the physical stimulation in higher doses. Overall, it seems like a great compound but aromatic nitro-groups sketch me tf out so I’m not sure how many times I am gonna try it. Just wanted to report back on my first trial with this bright yellow novelty real quick.
This sounds lovely! 4C-D is one of my favorite materials, even if it's essentially utilitarian. It's the perfect drug for introverts that are forced to go out into the world. Got to go to that office Christmas party? 4C-D! Boss wants you to go golfing? 4C-D! I'm a little surprised at how similar 4C-N seems to be, as well as its increased intensity!
 
This sounds lovely! 4C-D is one of my favorite materials, even if it's essentially utilitarian. It's the perfect drug for introverts that are forced to go out into the world. Got to go to that office Christmas party? 4C-D! Boss wants you to go golfing? 4C-D! I'm a little surprised at how similar 4C-N seems to be, as well as its increased intensity!
The similarities will probably drift further apart once you go higher with the respective doses. They both have that butanamine flavor but as I have only one experience with either of the two compounds this should be taken with a grain of salt. 4C-N just seems to be a lot stronger per dose and the mental and physical stimulation were much more prevalent. The other experience reports for 4C-N report a greater degree of introspection and a much longer duration as well (miamiechin reports up to 36h with high doses!, comment 14) but I was basically back to baseline 9h after I took the last 15mg. I had pretty vivid nightmares tonight that were a little disturbing but I feel fine today, no after affects noted.
 
Btw my entire duration here at BL i was never one for social threads, but i cant seem to just get mad over certain threads... so im better off here


I just bought a quadrople time of flight mass spectrometer......im hooking it up to my HPLC, to effectively make my own LC/MS

Ppl in "whats wrong with mdma" do not respect data no matter how much u show them.

I also got a polarimeter, most ketamine is racemic* is what ive seen.
 
I have been taking 2c-d every 2nd day at 10mg. Wowowowowwowo
How do you like it at that level? Unfortunately at this dose already it is often too psychedelic for me hindering rational/productive thought.
 
I have been taking 2c-d every 2nd day at 10mg. Wowowowowwowo

Ooh! I also find 10 mg 2C-D to be a bit too trippy for "normal" activities, at least for the first couple hours. I even got some visuals at that dose once. When I was doing cognitive enhancement experiments long ago, I liked a combo of 5 mg with 1g subbuccal coca. Ever try your 2C-D with a little bit of stimulant?
 
Ooh! I also find 10 mg 2C-D to be a bit too trippy for "normal" activities, at least for the first couple hours. I even got some visuals at that dose once. When I was doing cognitive enhancement experiments long ago, I liked a combo of 5 mg with 1g subbuccal coca. Ever try your 2C-D with a little bit of stimulant?
Same. I remember reading reports of it being effective as a nootropic at 10mg, but as others have said, I personally find it to be too psychedelic at that dose.

Also, thanks @xdrc ! Fascinating reading on the topic that I would never have known where to find!
 
Yeah same here, I don't find 2C-D to be nootropic like it was often originally claimed to be. It's a tidy little psychedelic to me. 10mg is very pleasant for social interaction with non-tripping company or a mild turn-up.
 
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