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DOC would definitely do the trick, and I think you someone who has some. :) We should trip when we hike, I'd like to.

MGS - for me anyway, you have returned it more than you even know. I don't think I could have done this ibogaine thing without you. You talked to me about it for hours almost every night for like a month leading up and helped me plan and even offered yourself as a real-life contact in case of an emergency. For that, I consider you to be a good friend, I mean I was actually feeling a little guilty because I felt like I was so absorbed in my own stuff that I probably wasn't being as supportive of your stuff as I could/should. I love you man. <3

willow - The TR is definitely coming along, quite a lot to go though, just warning you it's going to be really, really long, like maybe the longest TR ever. But it's being crafted to be more of a short story, and also to convey as much info as possible since there is very little on home ibogaine flood doses for addiction.

And ibogaine is not scary at all, it feels totally natural, fear never even happened at 1%. I just took it for what it was, I was totally transported more completely than ever. Of course I was terrified going into it! It was definitely the most fucked up I have ever been, and for by FAR the longest time. A flood dose lasts a FULL 3 days before you can even be sure what you're experiencing is real. But the lower dose I took as a follow-up only made me trip for about 12 hours total.

Help - Come on man, don't bring insults in here. I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but I am going to remove the insult part, take it to PMs please.

Another fucking awesome morning, waking up at 7:30 and working out for an hour. I ran 2 miles at 8 mph first, it was hard for the last third of a mile but totally doable, and a notable improvement even since yesterday. Then I did a bunch of reps on various weight machines trying to get all of my arm, chest and back muscles, then I did some ab stuff, then I ran a mile on a steep elliptical and worked the fuck out of my legs, and then I did some more weight reps til I couldn't anymore and it was about an hour. I'm still feeling shaky but I have the most peaceful and happy mindset and the day feels extremely warm and bright (and as Delsyd said, the weather here has been gorgeous, as perfect as I can imagine).

I've got my first therapy/drug counseling session today at 5. I'm really excited about it. :)
 
willow11 said:
So, me and my good friend have procured some apparently extremely strong change and were thinking of imbibing over this weekend- will be the first time for my buddy and we were thinking of taking another short-acting psychedelic. The only shortactin baby I have is 2C-D which I no longer enjoy- it feels too druggy, if that makes sense- but we may be able to get either 4-Ho-DiPT or plain DiPT- which would the best would the swirly-folk say?

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Oh wow. I LOVE DiPT, really unique and wonderful substance, however I would recommend spending most of your time outside for it (even moreso than other tryptamines). I bet DMT/MAOI on top of that would be insane. I personally find 4-HO-DiPT to be entirely boring and light.
 
Xorkoth,

I'm glad you are feeling well. Exercise is addictive, I am addicted to it. I can't skip even one day, if I do I get swirly. How long does your body take to adjust to changes in physical activity? Mine takes about a month. I exercise the exact same amount every day because if I am inconsistent I feel weird.
 
I seem to really respond to exercise quickly. I am noticing I can run and lift significantly more each day, though this is only day 3, I'm sure it will get slower after I get in shape. I was so badly out of shape, but it's coming back really quickly. My arms are way bigger already (my arms are really small if I haven't been working out).
 
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Please....? Never fear though because Help?!? "Will" never truly die but shit this guy might! I guess the only thing left to say.....is....it's been a wild ride! Also I'm super happy to see so many of you doing so well!

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I mean not even this matters it's just going to be edited down to god damn fucking trash.

If you guise learn one thing from life it should be to never trust another human.

Anyways it's been fun!

Sorry that I once blew up on someone and used phrasing for the word vag, I mean wtf though I worked it all out then he leaves me hanging like every human on this god damn Earth?!? It's to bad my quote is all to true.
 
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I am very sad for you that this is where you've arrived at your worldview. :( I hope you can pull yourself out of this low point. <3 Also are you suggesting you want to end your life? I can't quite tell. If so, could you IM me at Xorkoth (on AIM)?

Also I realize you PMed me and I didn't respond, honestly it was like every sentence or two was a new idea and responding is imposing. You might have better luck with IMs for me because then it's a conversation where I can respond to each thing when you say it. I kept meaning to respond and at some point I forgot, I left it marked as unread but it slipped down out of view.
 
Stop being so dramatic. The only thing that is going to kill you, is you.


I have no job, no girl, and I just found out my one TRUE friend who I haven't even talked to in months has HIV and was hiding it from me for months (while living with me). The love of my life? She's pregnant, not by me. I literally do nothing but stare at my wall all day, today I went outside and looked at the sun in honest yearning - WISHING I could conceive of a way to go out and have fun. Didn't happen. I live in the fucking middle of no where with no car, so I'm stuck in a town with a cemetary and a High School. I have about $60 to my name, although I'm several thousand dollars in debt. Can't even smoke weed to deal with stress anymore, so I'm near always anxious and hardly get any sleep at night. No prospect of a job or love life, as my only skills retain to illegal activity and my teeth are busted like a meth head.



You think you have it bad? You do.. we ALL do. Life fucking sucks, it's how you deal with it that makes you who you are. I won't say I know you, because we might have exchanged one or two sentences before.. but reading into your attitude, it's pretty easy to see why you may be feeling this way.

Best of luck dude. I can only hope that in a few years you'll be as happy as I am that I never pulled the trigger.
 
Every single thing we are in life is how we make it. And attitude is probably the single most important thing that you do have control over. If you work to make your attitude a good one, then the world feels brighter. The troubles you face don't seem as bad and you notice the good parts so much more. It's really difficult to change patterns of thinking, especially as you get older. But it can - and must - be done.
 
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Stop being so dramatic. The only thing that is going to kill you, is you.
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Every single thing we are in life is how we make it. And attitude is probably the single most important thing that you do have control over. If you work to make your attitude a good one, then the world feels brighter. The troubles you face don't seem as bad and you notice the good parts so much more. It's really difficult to change patterns of thinking, especially as you get older. But it can - and must - be done.
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Universal truths again. I swear one could start the next religion with the pure wisdom in this thread.
 
I feel the need to chime in and say hello. I am mostly a lurker on BL and really only made this account to comment on one or two things. The sense of community here is really nice to see. I read a decent amount of this thread and feel like i have hung out with all of you guys and had a few beers. Its really cool how open and forthcoming everyone is, I admire it and try to do so myself but I like to keep lots of things to myself.

Folley, I think I read you were just outta high school? you are a man wiser than your years i tip my hat. mgs and xorkoth, I have read many of your beautifully written TR's/posts that open up a load more knowledge to these obscure compounds and experiences. Thanks alot. Also, help, I would like to speak to you, havent in a while, and you seem like you could use some venting, but stop being so vague and ominous. I hope to try to start posting around the place more now and try to add my little bit of knowledge so this wonderful place.
 
^Welcome. Hope you do post in here more often. :)

By the way, Dave is an awesome dude. You met him? I ran into him at the Psychedelic Science conference last year and he was just an all around super nice guy. I'm definitely a fan too.

Xor, glad to hear you're doing well. Hope therapy is useful...I think it can be can be immensely helpful, but it takes a good match (or mainly a good therapist...and these can be hard to come by).
 
Folley quite bitching you child, there's a thing called ranting in this world, and if you check yourself, you'll fucking wreck yourself fool.

Take that advice from one brother to another.

Anyone wanting to IM or PM, feel to ask for my AIM in PM, everyone else in this world who doesn't actually know the postion I'm in can.....

You figure out the rest!
 
Uh, alright then. I understand you're in distress, but if you go back and reread my post maybe you'll see that I was telling you to stop complaining. You don't see me ranting about any of those things, and for good reason. It solves nothing.



Oh well, live and let live.. until we all drown from polar ice melting.
 
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