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^ Nice have fun, I was always hesitant about dox's
Mainly because all I used to hear about is how the body load is too much and duration is way too long

Guess it all depends on the person/set/setting

With more and more info I read about iboga the more and more it blows my mind
Seems exactly like a miracle and I kind of wish I tried it on my last kick

I had to do it the hard old shitty way, tapering down from sub really did help though

Re ghb, after trying amp for the first time a couple weeks ago and taking some benzos on the tail end I can understand why especially meth users like ghb so much, I seen a few intervention episodes where tweakers swore by the shit

I totally see why, because from what I hear, it's sedating but also very euphoric and can really synergies well with uppers with out diminishing there effects, prolly just knocks off that edgy/antsy feeling
 
Only 10 hours in? You have like half of it to go. :) It's SO good for partying and socializing, right? SO glad you love it like I do. :)

And to Bill, DOC's bodyload is much less than the others, it actually feels really euphoric and bright and wonderful, though the come-up and early stages can be a little jarring if the dose is full. Actually DOM has about as little bodyload or even less but DOM does not feel anywhere close as euphoric or, in my opinion, even as full of a trip, especially emotionally. My favorite two DOXs are DOC and DOM, but DOC is in its own class.

Ibogaine... it's not to be taken lightly and it's in some ways a really strenuous and difficult experience but it's beautiful and unique. I feel like it's more intimately connected to dream consciousness than any other psychedelic I have tried. I've never been affected by something like that. It was more like I was asleep for 3 days straight than than that I was awake at all.
 
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:)

The best thing about using ibogaine for quitting has been as follows. I could have done it without it this time, I was close already when I took it. But when you quit opiates after a long, serious habit, you have months of terrible mood swings and the cravings never really stop (they never did for a single day for me any time I have ever quit in the last 10 years, it's constant mental torture that erodes your self-esteem and the underlying anxiety and depression that led to abuse in the first place becomes much worse before it gets better. With ibogaine, that stuff is erased so it's just a clean slate. I feel like I'm proselytizing but my brain is aflutter with awe about the whole thing.
 
Haha, the gabapentin and baclofen I ordered to help withdraw from opiates before the ibogaine had been taking way longer than expected, I ordered it 3 weeks ago and it just arrived. Cool, now I have a small collection of nice euphoria-producers to enjoy responsibly. :)

I have eaten the following today:

- 12 pears
- 12 bananasa
- a half a 9x12 casserole dish of homemade pretzel/cool-whip/cream cheese/strawberry jello salad
- A chicken pot pie (a big one)
- a box of cereal
- Half a box of crackers
- A quart of Greek yogurt
- A pound of green grapes

And I am ragingly hungry still. =D And haven't eaten dinner yet.
 
Xork, I just LOVE reading this. You are word for word discovering the joys of being reborn as I did after ibogaine 2013. The fact that you will keep getting higher will astound you every day as you wake up. And I am so glad you have boosters, I think that was something I could have used for the 6 month point. I love ibogaine cause it gives a ++++ once it wears off!
 
Yeah I haven't felt this good and right and centered and content with everything in life since I was 15 years old, it's like my life just restarted.
 
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Yes... my pupils are actually massive right now, for the sake of fucks.

You know I think that anyone could probably benefit from an ibogaine experience perhaps unless they are prone to severe mental illness because it's definitely the most temporarily schizophrenic I've ever felt. 8o
 
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Only 10 hours in? You have like half of it to go. :) It's SO good for partying and socializing, right? SO glad you love it like I do. :)
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Yes! perfect for the party. And ofc nobody had a clue I had taken a psychedelic before going there. I told a few of my friends afterwards. One said that he saw my massive pupils but didnt say anything :D

Fantastic party. There were like ~10 guys, then all of a sudden 11 girls arrives at the same time. haha. anyway, I had to shutdown myself at 1 am (so 13 hours after dropping) because I got this nasty headache. I guess it's because I smoked a lot of cigarettes and I don't usually smoke, I use only e-cig. I got pretty buzzed also with plenty of beers and some wine and ganja. But it was fun. Then I got this 5mg diazepam from my friend, it was funny. I was like "wish I had some benzos" and he's like "I always have one with me" as he's been having these panic attacks back in the day and that's because he carries one with him all the time. Lol. I ate 5mg diazepam and 5mg melatonin and slept like a baby and just woke up.

Feeling great, nothing like LSD I think when it took a few days to integrate back into real world. I could still be feeling some after effects tho.. And eating food was pretty easy on DOC!

The closed eyed visuals went crazy when I smoked weed peaking/just after the peak like 4-5 hours after taking it. People should never underestimate the power of cannabis when doing psychs, the synergy is insane! All I dare to take is 1 hit. But at the party I could smoke all I wanted, it didnt boost it anymore so much.

All in all, DOC is a great substance. Got 2 blotters left and gonna save them for this psy-festival I'm going in the summer.
 
It is nice to pop back in here and see a success with Xorkoth and ibogaine. I had been watching when I could from the sidelines simply because someday I will do an ibogaine session too. Maybe not for quitting opiates. As I am older now I may just want to try simply from having an interest for many years.

Anyway thanks for posting all the info. Xorkoth moved the human race ahead a few steps. I remember the old saying, one person finding his power back is stronger than 1000 that are scattered. Nice work and thanks again for being so public about it as well as all the info from other members.
 
I recommend trying it if you're interested, it's totally different from any other drug or experience and feels hugely life-modifying (not just for addiction). Glad you appreciated it, I have always felt like I need to share my experiences with psychedelics with everyone, it's specifically the reason I joined Bluelight.
 
Man I am feeling so good that it's hard to focus on work... I started at 8:30 today and I have done exactly 0 hours of work so far 8) Time to bite the bullet. Good thing I get stuff done at my job in like a 10th of the time that they estimate... I am still known as the fastest programmer at the company, but little do they know I tell them it takes me 2-3 times as long as it actually takes usually, so they don't load me up with 2-3 times as much work. :D
 
I am a developer too Xorkoth. SQL, VB NET, etc... Sometimes a task takes me 10 minutes. But people think it takes way longer since they don't know code and think of the manual way of doing things. I work from home most days, and today worked 5 minutes. Yet I still do more work than most people. And really, I've paid my dues over the years to climb to a level to create a report or file in 10 minutes so I have earned my free time. :) Nobody needs to know, and most people are so untechnical how would they know?

As far as ibogaine, I reached 50 this year, went through 15 years of poppy tea addiction after being on methadone for 3 years after years of heroin addiction. Kicked all that (poppy tea was brutal as was methadone) and started utilizing kratom a few years ago (2006). Then I tapered down to my 12 grams a day from 50 grams over years. My concern about using ibogaine to kick an opiate is my age. I have to remember I am not a young buck anymore so I should proceed with caution and that I will. So I figured I'd keep tapering the kratom and when I finally kick and have some time I will take an ibogaine trip. I have relatives in Canada (actually going there tomorrow) so I can get the ibogaine mailed there when I am ready someday.

Really good info in this thread and I do appreciate it. My research continues.
 
lolololololol it's funny because it's true..


Though, Electronic music is so fucking diverse, I couldn't believe anyone would be able to dislike it as a whole. Repetitive dance music, sure.. but there's a lot of chill shit out there and some really well composed tracks. There's something for everyone, really.
 
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