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morninggloryseed said:
Thanks brother I really appreciate it. I feel a little unworthy of it all but I also know the time for beating myself up for my mistakes is over, it is time to get healthy and to move forward.
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Dude don't talk like that about feeling unworthy. You're one of the Bluelighters I look up to. I doubt I'm the only one that looks up to you in some ways so that hardly makes you unworthy of some kind words!
 
^ Agreed msg is a proper bl elder

So I went to this house party at a place called The Fortress last night in crackville Cincinnati
Some Romanian jewish dude gifted me two wow blotters and met a girl from Long Island

There whole group were frying nuts so I just ended up joining and stayed the night with them and cuddled with the girly

I didn't dose until like 3am and still got a bit of rest but I still feel slightly weird and have a warm after glow lol
 
I just spent the last hour or so talking to samadhi_smiles/Gaian_Planes, he seems to be doing pretty well. :) Really nice to hear from him. I told him he should drop in and he said he might.
 
Laika said:
It ain't a party in Laika's book unless you're dosing at 3am.
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Yeah sitting in the ghetto watching the sunrise frying is amaze bawlz
Sitting anywhere watching the sunrise on dos chems is awesome, but being in a not so shabby part of town was just kind of weird

Reminded me of this Dave Chappelle stand up part so much and I geeked my tits off laughing
 
Laika said:
Dude don't talk like that about feeling unworthy. You're one of the Bluelighters I look up to. I doubt I'm the only one that looks up to you in some ways so that hardly makes you unworthy of some kind words!
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From here on out, I PROMISE never to speak of being unworthy again.
 
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I do not think it is wise to post pictures of things in your possession. Even if it is about to go bye-bye. Oh, and I'd wish you good luck, but you seem to have a quite a support group, so instead I will tell you to treasure them, do that and you won't turn out too bad.

xork said:
Oh, and the sun just came out! It was raining all night and morning, nice to see the sun.
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Wake up and smell the petrichor. It sounds lovely, I wish we got more rain in these parts.


Now excuse me, I must get up early tomorrow to engage in honest, family-friendly amusements that y'all can't comprehend. (Or so I presume)
 
MGS, you have my complete and utter support and love <3

I had such a beautiful trip this last weekend, mescaline and DMT many times over. I saw all sensory input happening so slowly I could almost out race it and modify it before it even tickled my neurons.

I also realised that the conglomeration of sensory input is the data we use to construct our (apparently) illusory self and just felt into some deep deep euphoria whilst having a shower, realsising that I did not matter at all. I could embrace life and death so easily... Isn't it amazing when you are in a situation and you realise is the exactly correct and perfect moment and that there can be no other, and you just stop resisting and just tremble with delight? :D Well, that hardly ever happens for me, and it did, it was like being in a pool of pure light and completely atheistic, entheogenic bliss <3 Despite it being a delusory as every experience I and everyone has, it was valuable and memorable...

I was amazed that at work today I almost sought out conflict in the hope of being able to make somethinganything better! The utter narcissism and solipsistic abhorrence of that almost scared me, but I am contending with a deepening understanding of the inherent lack of reality in reality at the moment. Must keep the pretend hat of the world on my head for now...

:)
 
So... as a direct result of MGS's experiences and communication with him about it, I have 95% for sure decided I am going to have an ibogaine experience pretty soon, as soon as I can arrange it. For the same reasons too... I need to move past my opiate addiction. I have been considering a suboxone taper and an extended taper using occasional loperamide and MXE, and/or switching to a short half-life opiate and doing the taper, but I think ibogaine would be a whole lot healthier and it would not involve using opioids to substitute my opiate of choice. Plus I suspect it will help me out in other areas of my life as well. A good friend has said he'll sit for me (sincere thanks to you dude) so all that's left is letting it sink in, and coming up with a little more money and then waiting for the ibogaine to arrive.

I'm pretty nervous/excited. I've been fascinated by iboga for a long time but have never seriously considered using it for my current issues until yesterday. That's why I say 95% sure, but I feel in my heart that it's the best option I have. Especially considering the total turning point/upheaval going on in my life right now.

Also of note, I decided rather spontaneously to take .75mg of DOC a few minutes ago. Should provide a nice glow to the day. :)
 
Any last tips for my first LSD trip tomorrow? I've taken AL-LAD before and once 1 blotter LSD but the dose was too low.
 
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