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forgive the psychoanalysis if you don't want it today, but -- there's also the question of do you WANT to quit? knowing that you SHOULD quit, and actually wanting to, are two different things.

i've got my own problems too, though, so i'm not exactly a good example of temperance myself. lately i've been drinking too much... it doesn't feel like a lot since the beer i drink is only 99cents for a 24 ounce can, but 72ounces of 5.9% beer a night is actually sort of a lot...

i guess its likely better than the 3-MeO-PCP i was doing up until recently, though.
 
Yeah better than 3-MeO-PCP. :)

I'm open to advice. What I want is to feel normal. But I guess part of me wants to keep being able to do opiates, I mean, I like poppy tea, it makes me feel good, also I like altering my state of mind, I will continue to do it with psychedelics and marijuana. But really, from the depths of my soul I want to just feel normal again, like I can consistently feel comfortable just being. Such a stupid situation I'm in. I have quit and gotten almost past withdrawals so many times, and I have fully quit for at least 6 months twice. And yet, here I am.
 
you are normal imo :)

hey, do you still play video games anymore? i know they used to be a big part of your life. if you don't play anymore, perhaps that's part of what's missing? ;)

i know i'd get into a lot more trouble with substances if i didn't have my EverQuest addiction
 
Actually no, I don't. It's funny, I actually stopped playing video games for two equal reasons. The first was my wife (then my girlfriend), she thinks they're dumb and boring and I spent a large portion of my time with her. And the other reason was that I was in college and me and my friends partied and went to class and did fun stuff like exploring the forest, no one was really into playing video games instead of that. And I never really missed them. And I've never really gotten back into them either, one time I downloaded a SNES emulator and downloaded some of my favorite RPGs and started playing one but didn't really do it that often, this computer doesn't even have that stuff. I always feel like I should be doing other stuff. Right now pretty much whenever I'm not on Bluelight I'm doing something work-related for my job or my art, or hanging out with friends, or laying in bed before sleep watching episodes. There is no extra time. I do drugs in between things, and then am on them during things. Rather than being on drugs as the activity, at least when it comes to opiates.
 
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Ugh, sorry man, I'm on poppy tea myself, I don't have any forced detox happening but I need to do it for my own sake.

I don't recommend psychedelics for withdrawal, at least, not for acute withdrawal. They sensitize you too much, you will likely just feel your pains more. As you already seem to know, MXE is great. Loperamide works wonders too but recently I abandoned it for a while because I found out two things, one, it can cause quite a bit of damage if you're unlucky (and I will using it for a prolonged period - but I read about someone developing Parkinson's-like symptoms), and two, it can develop its own withdrawal (although I can't imagine nearly as bad as mu agonists). I recently had myself down to doing poppy tea every 4 days and do loperamide on the off days, and I was feeling pretty good, but now I'm back to poppy tea every other day because I got scared about loperamide.
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Poppy seeds from online vendors or is it possible to make effective poppy tea using health-food store-bought poppy seeds?
 
Totally possible as long as you get the unwashed kind. I've gotten 10lb bulk boxes of them from bulk stores that cater to small restaurants and stuff.
 
Yeah from a store, only 1 in town still has them (except one place I won't mention as that borders on sourcing, which raised their prices exponentially). It's a discount grocery store that sells items that are "defective" (like in the packaging) or old. They also have a big bulk department where they sell spices and stuff at the same discount. They offered to sell me a 25 pound box for $50, but I haven't gone for it as I didn't want to have that much at once. Normally it's either $4 or $7 a pound, depending on whether I have bought out their true bulk supply or if I have to buy their 4-oz pre-measured containers.

The packaged seeds are usually washed, also Whole Foods ones don't work (last I tried, years ago). Like McCormick for example, in addition to being super expensive that way (like prohibitively so), they don't work.
 
I tried them once when samadhi_smiles visited me in my new house like 5 and a half years ago, he brought them. I was more into kratom at the time.
 
Dude of course never called back about the pills last night
Ate a valium instead and went and had a drink and played pool

Met a girl I hadn't seen and didn't even really know since Bonnaroo 2010, was weird, she was telling me how much she had always liked me and then asked if I even knew her name lol
She ended up bossing me up at the end of the night before I dropped her off though

So the night was sort of win I guess

You guise have any plans for tonight?
 
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