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[pharmakos]

^ what was your 3-MeO-PCP dosage, solipsis?

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Sleep deprivation is the neurotoxin y'all should look out for.¹ Let's do our best to avoid it.

NKB, what's an IPA - I assume you don't mean isoprop alcohol hehe..

India Pale Ale, very popular here, my fav style. Now I'm startin' up a hefeweizen, 'cause I paused the movie to do other things too much...

I wouldn't drink isopropanol again, that's for sure. I was nearly blackout drunk at the time, and ran out of booze, 'twas a bad decision. Very bad decision. x_x

I dropped 3-MeO-PCP after my training today (beat a blue belt in sparring match!) and it seems to synergize, finished my workout at home and felt like a sage just being in a smooth Zen like flow

Good job on beatin' the blue belt.

i am 27 years old

I always forget and think you're younger than me. Anyway, that get's me thinking. You know what, PD? It'll be up to us to represent the first millenium AD* some day. I dunno about you, but I think of myself as a 20th century man. Granted, the millenial generation might be considered more 21st, but a lot of us are old enough not to have grown up "connected"/chained to the internet and tech devices.

Speaking of, I really want this as a ringtone (I remember it taking longer than that though). It would confuse the youth.

*I will never write CE or BCE. [EXPLETIVE DELETED] that humbug.²

 

[Xorkoth]

Well my companions got tired and didn't want to go out so I just came home. I made $130 tonight selling art, so I feel good right now.

I wouldn't drink isopropanol again, that's for sure. I was nearly blackout drunk at the time, and ran out of booze, 'twas a bad decision. Very bad decision. x_x

Did it feel like alcohol? Or different? Or were you too wasted already to be able to tell? I would never drink it, but I have always been curious as soon as I found out you could do it and not die.

I always forget and think you're younger than me. Anyway, that get's me thinking. You know what, PD? It'll be up to us to represent the first millenium AD* some day. I dunno about you, but I think of myself as a 20th century man. Granted, the millenial generation might be considered more 21st, but a lot of us are old enough not to have grown up "connected"/chained to the internet and tech devices.

I totally think of myself as a 20th century guy... then again I was born in 1983. But most of out lives for anyone even significantly older than me will end up being in the 21st century.

I think about what it's going to be like when I'm old all the time. With the exponential rate of growth in technology, we will only get even crazier and crazier capabilities, faster and faster all the time. I mean, iPhones and the like are fucking Star Trek shit. The Internet and cell phones are magical, honestly I still sometimes can't believe we can communicate instantly with anyone on the planet, and it's completely normal. The Internet is going to rank up there with fire and wheel in landmark technological advancements for humanity, it changed everything. I believe it's helping to rapidly evolve our brains too. Think about how vastly the amount of information we are always exposed to and that is coming at us. Think about how much more we KNOW (in terms of number of facts, and the fact that we are able to instantly research any questions we have, it used to be you would have to go to the library, and determine which books to read. And you couldn't search the page for a word or phrase to make it easier to narrow your focus). It seems to me our brains definitely would start to evolve to be able to more easily handle that influx of information.

 

[pharmakos]

I always forget and think you're younger than me.

i'm 27 going on 50 going on 12

how old are you?

I mean, iPhones and the like are fucking Star Trek shit.

i always think of them as being like the guide from Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

i'm 27 going on 50 going on 12

how old are you?

Well, if we look all the way back to Sunday,

NSFW:

Ladies and gentleman, I have an announcement to make!

 

[coelophysis]

A buddy of mine can get pink lv rolls for dirt cheap
I haven't trusted pills only besides once in the last few years

I prolly have like a 5% chance of them actually containing mdma
Shitty too because I'd love to have a good session and maybe even eat some mushrooms

Also I have nangs on stand by always in case I come across something like this lol

Did you check pill reports at the very least?

 

[Solipsis]

^ what was your 3-MeO-PCP dosage, solipsis?

2 x 5 mg orally bombed, not spaced far apart. I have a pretty serious dissociative tolerance, but from my bouts of MXE use I know that I can get some nice effects at least the first couple of rounds after having taken a little break each time, before I 'detach' and just... orbit.

India Pale Ale, very popular here, my fav style. Now I'm startin' up a hefeweizen, 'cause I paused the movie to do other things too much...

Cool, I know hefeweizen - I dig it, used to pick it up now and then a while back. What is a pretty popular weiBbeer around here is Weihenstephaner, I just always call it Gwen Stefani.

I wouldn't drink isopropanol again, that's for sure. I was nearly blackout drunk at the time, and ran out of booze, 'twas a bad decision. Very bad decision. x_x

Oh my! Does it turn into acetone, noticeably?

 

[Roger&Me]

India Pale Ale, very popular here, my fav style. Now I'm startin' up a hefeweizen, 'cause I paused the movie to do other things too much...

naice, wat you drinkin?

i'm sippin a deviant dale's right now. its fairly good but not for the price point imho, i was expecting something much better.

going to sip a modus hoperandi after i finish this tallboy. that stuff is really growing on me, i highly recommend it.

 

[Xorkoth]

Can anyone recommend a good popup blocker? It occurs to me I could use one but you shouldn't just go installing random programs.

 

[.:Holy::Toast:.]

Can anyone recommend a good popup blocker? It occurs to me I could use one but you shouldn't just go installing random programs.

Adblock is generally considered the best, and can be installed easily as a chrome extension.
It's even available for free on the google chrome store so you know it is free of spyware and malware.
I use it and have had absolutely no problems, I actually forgot it was installed until I searched it just now and saw that it said "installed to chrome" already haha

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

naice, wat you drinkin?

Hop Henge Experimental IPA. I mainly got it 'cause the price, I was short on cash. I was pleasantly surprised by the taste.

Did it feel like alcohol? Or different? Or were you too wasted already to be able to tell? I would never drink it, but I have always been curious as soon as I found out you could do it and not die.

Substantially similar, definitely less pleasant. Most of all, it is murder on my stomach. I don't even like to think about it.

I think about what it's going to be like when I'm old all the time. With the exponential rate of growth in technology, we will only get even crazier and crazier capabilities, faster and faster all the time

I don't even know how to operate a smart phone, don't see the utility of a tablet for 90% of the people who own them, and quit all social media. I use email here and there to keep up with far-away friends. I want to write actual letters, but I'd have to spend some serious time learning nice handwriting. I'm pretty young to be hopelessly obsolete, but whatever.

Think about how vastly the amount of information we are always exposed to and that is coming at us. Think about how much more we KNOW (in terms of number of facts, and the fact that we are able to instantly research any questions we have, it used to be you would have to go to the library, and determine which books to read. And you couldn't search the page for a word or phrase to make it easier to narrow your focus).

It's mindboggling, the democratization of information....we can learn and do so much that would have been impossible were we to rely on local sources. It also goes to show just how little we know, even about the topics we intentionally study. Being in an online community of like-minded persons will show you your own ignorance like nothin' else. Internet might also teach us something about how easily distracted we are. It's a brave new world out there.

Now, it still horrifies me to the core of my being when library funding is cut, or they start talking about closing for another day out of the week. Heck, heard something on PBS a ways back, some city had to shutdown their library for "lack of funding." Thankfully a private organization was formed to run it, and the gov't allowed it. I dunno, I can shrug off most of the nightmare stuff that happens in this country, in the whole darned world, on a day to day basis, but closing a library or holdin' a book burning is like trying to bring back the Dark Ages. Makes me sick, and my soul weeps inwardly when I hear of such things.

 

[hangyourhead]

I don't think I've ever posted in here! I'm always on DC.

I sense impending doom; about to get the 7-day detox off the 70mg m-done I've been on since September, because I was on an adherence 60-day contract to only have negative urine screens (other than the methadone and benzo's because of prescription zolpidem and false positives) and I cont. to smoke cannabis, but my counselor hasn't found out yet.

He will this week... ugh methadone WD is gonna be hell. I know I should get on bupe for like 2 weeks, alongside mad hashish/BHO/indica-dominant strains and benzos with strong muscle-relaxant properties. Oh yeah, loperamide is crucial as well as naproxen, chelated Mg, and vitamins. I'll try to exercise when I get the slightest energy.

Wish I could find some ketamine or MXE, but are there any psychedelics you guys would recommend for opioid WD?

 

[Solipsis]

I love crafting wood while blasting Raster-Noton stuff like Alva Noto and Kangding Ray :D
Also Clark in a minute: banging!

The clinical industrial cadence vibes with me right now.

 

[Xorkoth]

I don't think I've ever posted in here! I'm always on DC.

I sense impending doom; about to get the 7-day detox off the 70mg m-done I've been on since September, because I was on an adherence 60-day contract to only have negative urine screens (other than the methadone and benzo's because of prescription zolpidem and false positives) and I cont. to smoke cannabis, but my counselor hasn't found out yet.

He will this week... ugh methadone WD is gonna be hell. I know I should get on bupe for like 2 weeks, alongside mad hashish/BHO/indica-dominant strains and benzos with strong muscle-relaxant properties. Oh yeah, loperamide is crucial as well as naproxen, chelated Mg, and vitamins. I'll try to exercise when I get the slightest energy.

Wish I could find some ketamine or MXE, but are there any psychedelics you guys would recommend for opioid WD?

Ugh, sorry man, I'm on poppy tea myself, I don't have any forced detox happening but I need to do it for my own sake.

I don't recommend psychedelics for withdrawal, at least, not for acute withdrawal. They sensitize you too much, you will likely just feel your pains more. As you already seem to know, MXE is great. Loperamide works wonders too but recently I abandoned it for a while because I found out two things, one, it can cause quite a bit of damage if you're unlucky (and I will using it for a prolonged period - but I read about someone developing Parkinson's-like symptoms), and two, it can develop its own withdrawal (although I can't imagine nearly as bad as mu agonists). I recently had myself down to doing poppy tea every 4 days and do loperamide on the off days, and I was feeling pretty good, but now I'm back to poppy tea every other day because I got scared about loperamide.

 

[xammy]

Xorkoth: is it ok to store DOC in room temperature? Does it degrade easily?

 

[Xorkoth]

It's quite stable, you're good to store it in room temperature, although if possible it would still be best to store in the freezer or something (with silica).

 

[xammy]

Cool. I think I'll try it next week if everything goes as planned. Going to do a 1,7mg blotter for the first time.

 

[Xorkoth]

That's a good first dose. Have fun!

 

[pharmakos]

xorkoth, you're a pretty strong person mentally... have you ever considered just quitting opiates cold turkey and riding out the withdrawals?

a friend in The Lounge recently told me about quitting Heroin cold turkey.... he had to sleep in the bathtub because of leaking bodily fluids =/ i don't think your withdrawals would be as bad as his, though.

he's a pretty emotionally/mentally unstable person, though, so if he can do it i'm sure you can too.

it would be a week or two of discomfort followed by a lifetime of freedom.

 

[Xorkoth]

Yeah I actually did it once, and I was even doing poppy tea every day then. I had the loving support of my partner though (she was an angel during that period. it was when I successfully quit for a year). I don't know man, I think I am scared of how bad it will get. Despite the fact that I am surprised by my strength right now considering the confluence of emotionally difficult factors in my life right now, I mostly just communicate the good parts. And I am feeling stronger as time goes on. But I am afraid of becoming super depressed, and also I have an extremely hard time with work when I'm in full withdrawal, it hurts to have to focus like that. I got SUPER depressed the time I did quit cold turkey, it was hellish, a terrible experience.

The work thing might just be an excuse even though it's true, but I am truly afraid of getting depressed. I just fairly recently got to the point where I don't feel crushingly depressed all day, half a year ago I was verging on suicidal (with opiates). I can tell I'm kind of blocking everything off with my dad, I can tell because occasionally I'll cry about it and really feel it but most of the time I can think about the reality of it but there is no emotion. I think I may be partitioning it off so I don't have to deal with it fully right now, like a defense mechanism (like, I'll think about this once I get past the divorce and that whole emotional sinkhole - but subconsciously). I just basically feel really fragile. It scares me and I just know it will all come out if I go into withdrawal hell, I fucking cry from commercials when I'm withdrawing, I feel the pain of the world (it feels like), it hurts my soul.

EDIT: But at the same time, if I wasn't on opiates everything would get so much better and easier to deal with, I also know that. I want out so bad, I don't need to mask anything, I am just fenced in by a potential state of depression too intense for me to deal with. I have honestly never felt like that strong of a person emotionally, my response has always been to hide. I've gotten stronger as I've gotten older but...