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Im responsablity free for next few days time trip and rush my bollox off
 
Yo Xorkoth, regarding that offer for a piece of your artwork, I am very strapped for cash atm, so I will PM you in a month or so when i have some $ together. A week or so ago I was reading 2c-e trip reports through erowid, and i saw one of yours.The End of the Rabbit Hole - Beauty and Terror I read it and was stunned about how much potentiation happened from what you had consumed previously. Do you remember much about what happened between 1:45am (T+03:45) and 1:37am (T+03:37) ?
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This is IT. The center. But of course we've not even begun ton reveal the depths

I think it may be reconstructing. But no...

1:45am (T+03:45) - TRhere is no point in absolutely anything.. This is literally deeper than I've ever gone and something

1:37am (T+03:37) - Time literally moved in reverse there!

I've never not been before
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You say time moved in reverse? This sounds incredibly cool and i wonder how it happened. I would love to experience something like this, time distortion is one of my favourite fx from psychoactives.

Im currently chilling back with my bong, sipping on fermented Khat beverage, craving MXE and trying to make the most of the time i have off work. How is everyone?
 
This salvia TR is describing a certain pattern of thoughts that has prevented me from breaking through on DMT every time I've smoked it. I have never heard that articulated before. Does anyone else relate to that?

http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=36796

"The peak of the trip however was at the beginning, probably 3 seconds after I closed my eyes. As each thought manifested in the continuum of cause and effect, I felt compelled to resolve them. Each time I resolved one, another would manifest like an infinite cycle of recursion, which, in retrospect, was resulting in greater levels of fear. I felt hopelessly conditioned to this cyclic existence of resolving my own thoughts while trying as hard as I could to escape from the sequence of thoughts which had become all-pervasive within my consciousness. "

elucidator said:
Yo Xorkoth, regarding that offer for a piece of your artwork, I am very strapped for cash atm, so I will PM you in a month or so when i have some $ together. A week or so ago I was reading 2c-e trip reports through erowid, and i saw one of yours.The End of the Rabbit Hole - Beauty and Terror I read it and was stunned about how much potentiation happened from what you had consumed previously. Do you remember much about what happened between 1:45am (T+03:45) and 1:37am (T+03:37) ?

You say time moved in reverse? This sounds incredibly cool and i wonder how it happened. I would love to experience something like this, time distortion is one of my favourite fx from psychoactives.

Im currently chilling back with my bong, sipping on fermented Khat beverage, craving MXE and trying to make the most of the time i have off work. How is everyone?
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I actually don't remember anything at all - total memory loss, not even like alcohol blackout, just the next thing I knew, time had passed, and I was aware time had passed. That was a really, really intense trip. I was very hyper-aware during it though, I tend to be functionally reliable about stuff like time keeping and record-keeping. So I don't think I just read the clock wrong, but it's possible.

I believe that there was some kind of perfect storm for my brain, 2C-E, and nootropics that night, the potentiation was tremendous but I've never had such a strong case since then.
 
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Far out, I reckon it was the nootropics speeding your mind up to the point that time slowed down around you, (subjectively, of course). Lol , that sorta means that your consciousness is around 8 mins older than your body. trippy stuff dude.
 
the racetams directly potentiate psychedelics due to altering membrane permeability, and also through cholinergic effects. and also they also alter PNS activity in lots of ways that we don't really understand much about yet, i read some paper about their central effects being partially mediated through peripheral mechanisms, which was a weird concept i never would have expected tbph

i'm really not a big advocate of taking that stuff, just fyi, especially in combination with other compounds. also it's possible that if used long-term they could permanently alter membrane permeability. i think people should use them sparingly and with caution imho

did a lot of research on that stuff back in the day.
 
xorkoth, reading back through that trip report that was linked (i've read it before)

how in the world did you hide your drug use from your wife?

an experience that intense seems like it would be impossible to keep to one's self
 
What would a permanently altering the permeability of a membrane do in the long run,? something like perma-ultrasensitivity to psychs? They seem very interesting and I have been meaning on getting into them for a while. Been doing a bit of research here and there, but it seems they release new ones relatively frequebntly and i wouldnt have a clue which one to go for. I will probably start with Piracetam, being the most widely used one.
 
elucidator said:
What would a permanently altering the permeability of a membrane do in the long run,? something like perma-ultrasensitivity to psychs?
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permanent sensitivity to all psychoactive compounds / environmental toxins / anything else you don't want to seeping into your brain.
 
Not good at all. I am already relatively sensitive to foreign compounds/toxins, so I most definitely don't want to permanently increase the permeability of anywhere on my brain. How much time of continued use do you reckon it would take before permanent things would start. I have always had the feelinmg that these things would work best with intermittent usage, with careful attention to the integration of what was learnt whilst on nootropics.

DMT with MDMA is great, yet makes it slightly harder to remember, ime.
 
thenightwatch said:
xorkoth, reading back through that trip report that was linked (i've read it before)

how in the world did you hide your drug use from your wife?

an experience that intense seems like it would be impossible to keep to one's self
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Hmm, Well she stayed asleep, if she had woken up during the peak period there would have been nothing I could do. Afterwards, I had this place to turn to for talking about the experience. And I am really good at compartmentalizing. I think I had work the next day (its possible it was the weekend, I really don't remember but I think it was a work day).
 
I miss tripping. Nowadays L & the 2C-x just make me very uncomfortable physically. I just remember being the happiest i have ever been then first time i ate mushrooms. I rly want to get back to that :(.
 
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Hmm, Well she stayed asleep, if she had woken up during the peak period there would have been nothing I could do. Afterwards, I had this place to turn to for talking about the experience. And I am really good at compartmentalizing. I think I had work the next day (its possible it was the weekend, I really don't remember but I think it was a work day).
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and also you used to spend so much time writing and moderating on bluelight... you used to put a lot of work into taking care of and organizing this place.... i find it amazing that you were able to keep it hidden for so long. i feel like she must have known? idk. you would know better than i do. :)

and also her recent neurotic behavior (seemed almost catatonic schizophrenic from what you were saying...?) could she possibly now be using drugs herself and hiding it from you?
 
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i do really enjoy it, it just has a very steep learning curve that i am still figuring out
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It is great stuff for a disso head...I don't even know if it is a learning curve...more just a series of graded mistakes :D It doesn't seem to wonk me as bad as many, but I was one of those loons in the late 90's buying kgs of ketamine from china and so have a serious permanent dissociative tolerance. But PCE and 3-MeO PCE will make me pretty crazy...

I find 3-MeO PCP strangely undissociating, especially given it's ki at the NMDAR....weird stuff. Hard to pinpont exactly what it does....but something it surely does! Anyhow, speak of the devil, 10 mg SL this morning....I usually IM, but haven't done it in a few weeks, and have to be functional at the farm now that it is almost spring. 10 mg gives just a nice sheen and sparkle for me....I have a few ewes on the verge of labor....if it happens today I'm sure it will be more of a trip than it already is! Helping a sheep give birth is pretty damn surreal regardless of having any synaptic help!
 
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