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life is so miserable where i live. the economy in my county has been steadily declining, and 32k is the median household income here. i really wish someone would drop a thousand dollars on me and pay for me to move further south somewhere where the job markets are actually growing.
 
^ see if you can join a government works program that could possibly relocate you? If memory serves me correctly you live in the northern part of the 'thumb'?


Anyone here in PD have medication resistant depression? I've been on and off multiple medications over the years but it seems my case is medication resistant, at least in the doses I was prescribed.
If someone can inform me of a medication that worked for them I would love to hear about it. Depakote is just useless for me. Doesn't do anything but keep the siezures away if I'm out of benzos.
Down to 2mg clonazepam though, that's pretty good for tapering (since november) from 8mg clonazepam, 4 mg alprazolam, and drinking a 750ml bottle of gin a night.
 
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Thanatos said:
^ see if you can join a government works program that could possibly relocate you? If memory serves me correctly you live in the northern part of the 'thumb'?


Anyone here in PD have medication resistant depression? I've been on and off multiple medications over the years but it seems my case is medication resistant, at least in the doses I was prescribed.
If someone can inform me of a medication that worked for them I would love to hear about it. Depakote is just useless for me. Doesn't do anything but keep the siezures away if I'm out of benzos.
Down to 2mg clonazepam though, that's pretty good for tapering (since november) from 8mg clonazepam, 4 mg alprazolam, and drinking a 750ml bottle of gin a night.
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its very likely that your depression is actually being caused by the benzodiazepines, and will get significantly better when you have been totally off them for a while. keep your head up and keep tapering, bro. once you're off the benzos you'll be able to more accurately assess your situation.
 
Thanks man, you're always a bastion of hope and knowledge :)
You're right though, my depression has been steadily increasing as my GABAergic use has gone down. I'm going to see the shrink on Friday and hope to switch to clorazepate and at a lower dosage. I cant wait to be benzo free.
 
sounds like a good plan, bro. I experienced depression and an assortment of other mental health problems while I was on benzos, and they cleared up when I tapered off completely. that is fairly common with benzos, actually
 
I just drank over 10 grams of kratom in a tea. It was quite shitty to drink. would ghb be safe to combine with kratom?

Mushrooms + GHB was fun but I wanted to take more mushrooms. my girlfriend prevented me from doing so :| even though she got too fucked up on ghb anyways and ended up passing out for my entire period of tripping. She doesn't like me tripping yet she's basically okay with all other drugs. but she teases me for smoking too much weed all the time. I like her a lot but I wish she wouldn't antagonize me about things like that. she's currently lecturing me about how she wants to delete my bl account :(
 
What benzo did you have to taper off of? Being rx'd clonazepam and alprazolam makes it a little harder to find the appropriate tapering schedule.

Don't get pussy whipped SONN. If she is trying to control you like that youre obviously not going to have a healthy relationship in the future.
 
Ah, bummer. My wife made me leave BL. Now it's over and I'm back. Is it a lack of understanding why you do it kind of thing? So a lack of respect for you doing it?
 
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Yeah that's so cool, I found 200mg of ketamine! I can only bet it was from a camping trip in 2009. Wonder what I should do with it.
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So friggin cool I had this ketamine all these years. Yup. that is indeed what it is.

Sucks I won't be sharing my K with K. K never got to try K and now K never will, at least now with me. Bitter sweet. Woosh

30mg for now, which got me where I want to be. I'll save the rest for when I'm tripping and want to properly Khole.
 
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