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I will say that k is one of those drugs that have gotten hard as shit to find over the years
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No shit, havent seen it once in my life. Our capital is the only place where you might find some, and I doubt anyone would sell. Everything someone can order abroad and get through customs goes for personal use for sure. It has never been sold online in past 3 years I've been checking some domestic black markets here. Lol.

Finland's disso scene is pretty dead, u can find some MXE now and then. The guy who would flood the markets with mxe/ketamine would become rich very quickly.
 
Delsyd said:
Just watched the first episode of True Detective. The show is as good as everyone says. Definitely the best thing thing I've seen since Breaking Bad. I'm excited to see what happens.
Willow, thanks for pointing out the show.
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Oh yeah, its great eh. Real murky swamp vibe to it. :)

Love your happy doggy dressup pic too :)

Damn, why do I have to live on the other side of the world here. All the conversations are sort of over by the time I get home from work. Sux :(
 
Roger&Me said:
sounds like a good plan, bro. I experienced depression and an assortment of other mental health problems while I was on benzos, and they cleared up when I tapered off completely. that is fairly common with benzos, actually
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It amazes me how one can actually be diagnosed with so many 'genuine' disorders without doctors seeming to be aware that benzo w/d can cause, or simulate almost all of them. The shit I was told I 'had' man, fucking crazy....Dissociative identity disorder, bipolar, PTSD, all this shit, only thing that was true was the PTSD- the rest was basically iatrogenic. Such insane things to actually tell a vulnerable benzo withdrawing freak. :|
 
How great to see all your faces! :)

Photo from not too long ago-


Blurry webcam shit.

I'm enjoying the partial sense of community occurring here again (partial because I am unable to time travel) <3 Goodtimes.
 
^I tip my cap to you kind sir.

Whats happening tonight?

An odd concept is a push to copyright rituals/dances/performances of indigenous cultures. I feel I should support it, but I also feel its more commercialisation and bureaucracy then is palatable.
 
willow11 said:
It amazes me how one can actually be diagnosed with so many 'genuine' disorders without doctors seeming to be aware that benzo w/d can cause, or simulate almost all of them. The shit I was told I 'had' man, fucking crazy....Dissociative identity disorder, bipolar, PTSD, all this shit, only thing that was true was the PTSD- the rest was basically iatrogenic. Such insane things to actually tell a vulnerable benzo withdrawing freak. :|
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being on benzos long-term is just nutterbutters imho. i really don't understand why its such common practice for doctors to prescribe them that way, they stop working very quickly and start actually causing the problems that they're supposed to treat, and all sorts of other problems too. very dangerous stuff if used improperly... i mean like even as i type this the muscles in my right leg are going insane with fasciculations... my motor neurons are permanently fucked, i think. i've just learned over the years to ignore it.

i'm so glad to hear that you're off them and doing well, man. i know it was a real struggle for you. i remember when you were talking about going into fugue-like states and all that dissociative identity stuff, very scary. you sound like you're doing great now though

willow11 said:
I'm enjoying the partial sense of community occurring here again (partial because I am unable to time travel) <3 Goodtimes.
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i can't even explain how happy i am to have PD social back again. i feel like i can breathe again or something. you guys really are like my tribe.

things really fell off in here for a long time, most of the old schoolers moved on to other things. i honestly didn't think i would see you or xorks or p-sox around here again. i even left BL for over a year at one point, didn't even read it once the entire time. looking back, it really did suck not having this community to plug into. i've shared so much with you guys over the years, and went through a lot of formative times with pd social as a part of my daily routine. y'all are just a part of me, i guess.

anyway, enough gushing here. but this really does feel nice.
 
<3 Right on

I didn't think I would ever really come back to Bluelight either really. It totally lost relevance for me and actually made me feel a bit sad and anxious. Its actually still not exactly relevant, given that I don't exactly take drugs with the passion I used to, but its the social side that is comforting.

The world is so fucking weird to me :) <3

I was thinking of several other people from Bluelight that I'd love to hear from:
Cosmic Charlie
Samadhi_Smiles/Gaian Planes
Youkai
Feelgoodhit
Somekindalove
Zophen/B9
Fastanbulbous
Adrian989(can't remember the exact configuration)
List could go on...
 
-afaik cosmic charlie is still around under another name (its like 'bahamut' or something iirc)
-samadhi_smiles is doing well i hear, but has exited the internet
-youkai, unfortunately, is totally MIA. heard some (unconfirmed) speculation that he may have passed on :(
-feelgoodhit, also exited the internet but is doing well afaik.
-SKL is doing well afaik but hasn't been heard from around here in a very long time. i think karma said something in the lounge about getting ahold of him a few months ago, but i'm not sure.
-uncle zophes can probably be found in EADD from time to time i reckon, but i don't think he posts much anymore
-f&b seemed to kind of exit stage left after he had that episode with 3-meo-pcp. his posting tapered off to almost nothing shortly after that, but he may just be keeping a low profile for obvious reasons
-adrian is in grad school for chemistry, so i doubt he has much time on his hands to post

this is all to the best of my knowledge :)

willow11 said:
The world is so fucking weird to me :) <3
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and indeed to me too. not quite sure what to make of it most of the time
 
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Guys, im so bored. These morning hours when I have a day off are so boring.

I should be reading for this social pedagogy exam but nahh. Lol.
 
xammy said:
Guys, im so bored. These morning hours when I have a day off are so boring.

I should be reading for this social pedagogy exam but nahh. Lol.
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IM me

willow11 said:
^I tip my cap to you kind sir.

Whats happening tonight?

An odd concept is a push to copyright rituals/dances/performances of indigenous cultures. I feel I should support it, but I also feel its more commercialisation and bureaucracy then is palatable.
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Uh, worked on some ancient music...transfered old multitracks to PC so I could mix them tastefully with my prized Abbey Road/Bealtes plug in compressors/EQs. Came out nice, I posted it a few pages back.

Nursing a broken heart, sure it's my choice but a choice between a painful relationship where needs are not going to be met vs getting it over with now doesn't really make me feel like it's up to me. I'll be ok, it just sucks.

Found 200mg ketamine from a forgotten camping trip and enjoyed 30mg, now I am typing this.

And you?
 
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Do you have an AIM email? How about a yahoo, gmail, or MSN email? All of them have instant messaging and all of them allow you to use it direct from their webpage...no need to download anything. I use all of the above, so I use trillian (or pidgin for Off-The-Record talk) but you don't need any of that..just an email.

Or facebook, I am on there.
 
morninggloryseed said:
Uh, worked on some ancient music...transfered old multitracks to PC so I could mix them tastefully with my prized Abbey Road/Bealtes plug in compressors/EQs. Came out nice, I posted it a few pages back.
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I'll have to have a listen when my ears are less full...

Your transferring material reminds me of this guy William Basinski, a pretty eclectic partially ambient artist whose best work (imo) was creating when transferring old magnetic tape recordings to digital medium (during 9/11 no less), with the tapes permanently degrading in the process- this is a beautiful example of his Disintegration Loops:



Something beautiful to me.

MGS said:
Nursing a broken heart, sure it's my choice but a choice between a painful relationship where needs are not going to be met vs getting it over with now doesn't really make me feel like it's up to me. I'll be ok, it just sucks
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I wish I could help you with that but we both know that time will be the best remedy. Just keep doing what you are doing, let your music absorb you and comfort you :) <3 I'm transmitting some positivity and hope your way- be prepared ;)

MGS said:
And you?
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I am required to learn relevant copyright law for my job and its unbearably dull. Essentially I am trying to find ways to gain information whilst doing as little actual thought on the subject as possible. Its not actually working. I just can't remember boring things...

I would love some ketamine but just gonna smoke a bit and watch the rest of True Detective.

Peace :) <3
 
Ahh shucks, you are a nice guy. Thank you for the vibes. I will try to be ready, but if you have any advice on what to expect I am all ears.

The music you feature sounds like good music for ketamine. I bookmarked it and have 170mg left for my next trip. Too bad I won't be able to share with K. K has never had K and probably won't from my needle.

Enjoy that weed for me. I can't seem to get any,

willow11 said:
I'll have to have a listen when my ears are less full...

Your transferring material reminds me of this guy William Basinski, a pretty eclectic partially ambient artist whose best work (imo) was creating when transferring old magnetic tape recordings to digital medium (during 9/11 no less), with the tapes permanently degrading in the process- this is a beautiful example of his Disintegration Loops:



Something beautiful to me.



I wish I could help you with that but we both know that time will be the best remedy. Just keep doing what you are doing, let your music absorb you and comfort you :) <3 I'm transmitting some positivity and hope your way- be prepared ;)



I am required to learn relevant copyright law for my job and its unbearably dull. Essentially I am trying to find ways to gain information whilst doing as little actual thought on the subject as possible. Its not actually working. I just can't remember boring things...

I would love some ketamine but just gonna smoke a bit and watch the rest of True Detective.

Peace :) <3
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