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Never Knows Best said:
Anyway, I've been considering what I ought to do with myself, and most importantly, being an unskilled laborer sucks, and only leads to a life of poverty. I don't think I have the patience or discipline to manage pursuing a degree at present (and academia is bad for my mental health). So going to a vocational/trade school (I don't know the terminology, you know what I mean) seems like the best option, as I can positively affect the rest of my life within a reasonable period of time. There's nothing I find particularly interesting, so if anyone has any suggestions, I'm all ears.
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one of my bros i went to high school with went into carpentry when the rest of us went off to college. nowadays he fabricates and installs custom cabinets, and makes well over 100K per year (granted, he's been doing it for almost ten years now. i'm sure he made significantly less when he first started). its not easy work, but it can be very lucrative. especially if you can score contract work with real estate developers in higher end neighborhoods. he basically does custom cabinetry work in the mcmansions that are constantly being built in the surrounding suburbs, and there's never a shortage of work. tbph i wish i had done something like that. its good honest work that you can be proud of, and if you start your own company the sky is the limit for how far you can take it.
 
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I need that graphic, Laika. That graphic that someone else linked to that I'm DEFINITELY not going to find right now, especially since I'm in a gaseous state and focusing on how fast different components of my being (thoughts) are evaporating from my skin. (You should have see the PISS. It straight up evaporated in front of my eyes.)

That should be good for a laugh for you guys. (It is for me, thinking of you.) (thinking of me thinking of you thinking of me thinking of you twirling around upside down and forever and ever except that it wasn't too long ago (or was it, that's the funny thing about time) I learned how to stop things. I mean really stop them. In f
 
just a guy said:
thinking of me thinking of you thinking of me thinking of you twirling around upside down and forever and ever except that it wasn't too long ago (or was it, that's the funny thing about time ...

*if it suits any purpose at all, let it be understood that everything has been done to entertain

and that's the Truth (with a capital T)
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=D Glad you stopped by, as thanks I'll appropriate Salinger's words:
"Please accept from me this unpretentious bouquet of very early-blooming parentheses: (((())))."

myself said:
I would bet money on Davis/White
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I win hypothetical money. I gotta say though, Virtue/Moir were the pinnacle of refinement and elegance in their free skate, I was really drawn into their performance.


Whatever happened to PD Index link at the top of the page?
 
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Ketamine is one strange drug. Yesterday I felt nauseous and dysphoric on it. I felt anesthetized and could barely function. Today I've snorted a few 30-40 mg lines and I've taken ~300 mg Lyrica and it's just beautiful. Dissociatives are the strangest of all drugs IMO. Hit or miss.

I have my "winter holiday" from work this week. So it's a "K week" for me :)

Will be interesting to see how K goes together with speed and/or MDMA. I haven't touched MDMA for almost 10 years, because I lost the magic.

High every day for almost a week. Yeah. Its' fun every now and then.
 
Help?!?! said:
Yeah it's no problem, I would never really talk about that stuff in the open because it's very personal and I didn't want anyone to know how deep I had fallen. It's not like anyone would worry or anything but still.... Like I said take small steps at first . Clean your house, take a walk around the neighborhood, little things like that. You'll begin to remember how good and right activity is. If you don't ill be coming to your house boot camp style and whip you into shape if that's what's needed! ;)

Seriously though I just want you to be happy, your a super great guy and I'm really happy we're friends!<3

Sometimes also after periods of inactivity you really need to force yourself to just do it! I know you can!

Believe me I have extreme nerve damage in both legs, it's a serious of constant agony, I had to face the hard fact that i very well never be able to do some of the things that I love. :(.:( I also went a year and a half with no medication to even soothe the extreme pain. It makes me more of insomniac than I was before which also brings on the anxiety from only being able to get maybe six hours of sleep per night of I'm lucky. I also wake up at lest four to six times a night, ;(
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I know how you feel man living with chronic pain is a real bitch. Suffer from ankylosing spondylitis it has greatly effected my life. I still have a hard time accepting the way things are and will be for the rest of my life. Skateboarding used to be a cery big part of my life and now is something I can no longer do. Had to quit college for 2 years because I could not handle it anymore with the pain plus the depression and insomnia that came with it. I was overworking my self way too hard for the condition I was in. I went back again last fall but had to switch my major from pharmacology to computer programming. It is still something I like to do but I really wanted to get into medical research. Had almost all my pre-reqs done to get into a program but didn't seem realistic. Grad school is hard enough for a healthy let alone some one like me. Thankfully I'm not greatly under-medicated like I was when I had to quit. I'm still far from good but that's the way it is. The weed works wonders for my pain, depression, and insomnia; hopefully mmj passes the vote in November here in Florida so I don't have to keep taking breaks from it to pass my doc's drug test. Ketamine also is amazing for pain and depression but I'm trying not to use it that much now since I'm back in school and can't have my head too cloudy.


Like you said exorcise can really help with depression. I am allot more limited to the stuff I can do now but can still go for bikes rides which is both mental and physical therapy for me. There is this nice bike path right on the sand on the next beach over from mine. It is hard for me to actually get out at times but once I do, the ocean breeze, the nice scenery and loosening up of my mind and body make it worth it.
 
How did all of us in PD wind up being (seemingly) troubled souls? Was it the psychedelics or the forum? I blame bluelight for all of my troubles without a doubt.
 
phenethylo J said:
I know how you feel man living with chronic pain is a real bitch. Suffer from ankylosing spondylitis it has greatly effected my life. I still have a hard time accepting the way things are and will be for the rest of my life. Skateboarding used to be a cery big part of my life and now is something I can no longer do. Had to quit college for 2 years because I could not handle it anymore with the pain plus the depression and insomnia that came with it. I was overworking my self way too hard for the condition I was in. I went back again last fall but had to switch my major from pharmacology to computer programming. It is still something I like to do but I really wanted to get into medical research. Had almost all my pre-reqs done to get into a program but didn't seem realistic. Grad school is hard enough for a healthy let alone some one like me. Thankfully I'm not greatly under-medicated like I was when I had to quit. I'm still far from good but that's the way it is. The weed works wonders for my pain, depression, and insomnia; hopefully mmj passes the vote in November here in Florida so I don't have to keep taking breaks from it to pass my doc's drug test. Ketamine also is amazing for pain and depression but I'm trying not to use it that much now since I'm back in school and can't have my head too cloudy.


Like you said exorcise can really help with depression. I am allot more limited to the stuff I can do now but can still go for bikes rides which is both mental and physical therapy for me. There is this nice bike path right on the sand on the next beach over from mine. It is hard for me to actually get out at times but once I do, the ocean breeze, the nice scenery and loosening up of my mind and body make it worth it.
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Defintely man when you went a normal life chronic painmakes it impossible!pain just becomes a
Constant staple of life, I'd most likely watch out though. Bebagleboy will probably Jo out from ambush and have way with you!

I agree MSG, probably how it's always been for the most part!
 
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How did all of us in PD wind up being (seemingly) troubled souls? Was it the psychedelics or the forum? I blame bluelight for all of my troubles without a doubt.
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People with awesome lives don't have as much time to spend on the internet as we do, or we're an unusually open and honest bunch of people. We could be an upbeat barrel of fun 24/7, if we all just pretended things were great/selected only pleasant things to say (but that would suck).
 
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Help?!?! said:
Lakia we should definitely chill someday, I think we have the style of comedy and as such hanging out would awesome. It's to bad you moved from
Nj otherwise we could've easily met up.
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You're definitely high on my list of BLers I want to meet. I didn't realize you were close to NJ at all. Why did I always think Cincinnati?
 
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